Monday work

I did not talk as much as I had with the staffs on Monday. It was unusual because usually my mood will change fast. I kept my mouth shut the whole 7 hours excluding when I was being asked. When one customer called me, I did not respond. I was dreaming as I stood there. But luckily I heard her calling "Miss" again. I felt so ashamed and my supervisor got irritated. She didn't show it but I know that serving customers well is her first priority.

I don't have any sales for the whole 6 hours. This won't be an issue because I'm a part time worker. I let the full time worker to earn the commission. But I told God every second that I want to serve just one customer who'd buy something from the boutique. At 7.10pm as I noticed, a customer walked in and tried the shoes. She spoke to me although my friend was standing at my 2o'clock who is pretty obvious to look at. The customer's nice and I felt at ease when she wants to try on another side of the shoes. I brought it to her and she’s happy with it. I put the shoes on the counter whilst she tried a blouse in the fitting room. When my friend asked about it, I wasn't sure if the lady wants the shoes. I felt pretty silly. When she comes out from the room, she said she wants the blouse. I quickly asked her if she wants to buy the shoes. She nodded and I folded the blouse.

After 30 minutes of serving the customers, I went back to the place where I sat earlier. Finally I served some customers, I thought. Then, I realized that God had answered my prayer. I am slow at realizing things. Haha! I kept thanking Him. I helped the other workers to gain sales because it doesn't matter how many sales I can make. Either I'll help them to serve the customers or let the supervisor to key in their names with my sales.

When I first started working there, I felt angry towards those who shoved in. I want to serve from the moment they walked in till the second before they stepped out. I always wanted to compete with the workers there. I was selfish. I am happy when I have the sales but I got upset when the others have. But I have changed. I cared for those who stole my customers. They're earning an income. I'm only gaining some pocket money to buy books, so I am thankful that God has changed my ways. Now, I feel happier walking in the boutique and the time when all of us sat down together and chat. The bald guy from the phone accessories shop would always walk in and ask in Chinese, "Got party ah?"

my dearest colleagues

Till Death Do Us Part

Till Death Do Us Part

A friend of mine told me few minutes ago about the tsunami which is heading to Sarawak. I was shocked to hear the news and hopefully that she'll be safe. She sent me a text telling us if she died, er...I don't quite remember what it is already but it really surprised me. She has such low faith in herself that she'll be safe and I seriously need to pray to God about this. I just hope that whatever in His plans don't involve my friends whom I love a lot. It is painful to see your loved ones died. I had a friend whom I love a lot but don't really talk to her because we're not in same class since Form4 or even hang out together, passed away days before the SPM result is out. Sometimes, I'd get pissed off by the way she sometimes act in front of me. But I love her and I never say anything to hurt her feelings. When I get the news that she got into an accident that damaged her brain, I was in total shock.I couldn't imagine that someone so happy-go-lucky like her died so early.

I couldn't see her in the hospital. I couldn't even attend her funeral. But there's nothing I could do. I send some messages to a friend to tell her when she was still in the hospital. My friend said that she shed a tear when she told her. I was really touched and cried once more. I cried many times thinking why does she has to go. I always asked myself and kept thinking about her death and I just couldn't imagine that a friend of mine died. Many of you have experienced the death of your dad/mum or someone you love so much. But it was my first time and I felt it's like unacceptable. We always blame the person who did the crime or God, Himself.

As I say this, I truly regret that I didn't spend some time with my friend. It was holiday time and I just neglected the thought of hanging out with my friends. I don't know what's wrong anyway. I have the last picture of her which I took without her knowing. She was smiling so happily and no one could predict that the accident would happen onto her.

p.s: Aneroxia KILLS? let me try and I'll tell you when I'm done... haha!

When God doesn't Answer Your Prayer

Currently waiting translation for:



I have the Chinese version of this book, given by LeYu who doesn't know who am I or even know that I'm a banana. Haha. We were supposed to exchange gifts on Christmas day in Noah's house but I went back early. He came later so he doesn't get a chance to see me. But I met up with him on the next Sunday Service to thank him. He said that he went to the shop to get the English version but it's not available so I have the chinese version. It's really pretty because of the colour and the meaning :) hopefully Shin Jie is able to translate everything to me.

p.s: thanks to Bro Jameson who gave me a keychain made of wood and the bookmark *with 3 puppies on it*. very cute! hope you've a happy life being a pilot! all the best :)

p.s: well, according to a pal, he thought that I've no heart to fall in love again *read the post before this* and I agreed. Last year was filled with bad relationships so this year, I don't want to play anymore. I want to be serious. Yes, I am young but I don't like to get involve in many relationships already. Talking about maturity. Haha. So, stop playing, Fiona!

Activate 353 Days of 2007

Activate 354 Days of 2007

OK! I admit, only 11 days of this very New Year and I already started to lack in my spiritual level T__T Usually towards the end of each year, I’d be very energetic to plan for the New Year’s resolutions and also the things that I want to do for that whole year. These are what I didn’t achieve for the past few days:
` read bible
` house chores without mum asking me to do
` kind to my brother
` NOT falling in love again
` avoid temptations!

This is not good! I’m supposed to be good as it is mentioned FIRST and a good student mentioned FOURTH in my New Year Resolutions. These are the new things that I did:
` clean room
` pick clean my bed
` arrange my clothes
` plan my budget
` appreciate friends + give support
` top up only when due date approached
` go work early + less burbling on people
` less SMS-ing

These are not mentioned in the list of resolutions because I know that as I grow, I’ll learn all the moral values! Yea, I remember. We were FORCED to memorize the Moral Values when we were in high school and there are 118 sub values for 16 main values *pulls hair* or else you’ll fail in Pendidikan Moral exam. Ha! But once you hand up the answer sheet, the values are automatically erased from your memory *faster than the speed of light!* and you absorb new things by memorizing Britney Spears’s “Oops! I did it again” or Christina Aguilera’s “Genie in the Bottle” lyrics. You’d never forget to throw away your cabbage-like Moral Values notes. Some of you may still have it. Why? How come?
1. you never use it because always forget to bring to class
2. you used expensive markers *blue, green, pink, orange, purple, yellow* to highlight
3. you forgotten that you have it and you just left it there

Then, come the second year where you’ve to take Pendidikan Moral and memorize the 118 sub values for 16 main values and use brand new 50cent coin for the notes *you’ll have the balance of two old 10cent coins*. It takes you 6 months to memorize the definition of each moral values and only 5 second to make them disappear forever and ever and ever and ever and…

This is life. People want to make sure you understand the meaning of ‘Saling faham-memahami’. As what ‘I Not Stupid’ star, Terry’s mother said, “This is for you own GOOD!!!”

`` See how fast I get distracted from the topic? Everything just linked together.

Just So You Know

I wish I could just put the video here for you to watch it but this thing never can support it. But, let's get to the lyrics :)



Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you,but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Oooh

Can you feel the words are torturing the mind of the soul who's going through this situation? It's really hard to let go of someone you love so much but if God allows, you can be back together... Here's the link to watch the video-
Just So You Know

p.s: i feel like crying as i watch the video. it's really sad..

Today is January 9th, so...

Today is January 9th 2007, so...

Hey everyone...

I am so happy that I'm having my holidays now.

Well, it has been a long time now that I taste the holiday 'spirit'. No, it's not the kind that you felt on the 1st week of class. It is the "HOLIDAYS for 3 whole weeks!!! YEYYYYY!! SO, what do I want to do now?" feeling. I completed 2 exam papers on Jan 3rd and 1 paper on 6th.. then, here I am, goyang kaki and online. I really have no idea what to do for these 3 weeks of holiday. I thought of working with my Godpa in Kluang but he hasn't tell me if I could work with him since.. *calculating..* few weeks ago! Usually when my friends told me that they have 3 months holiday, I will be so happy for them and started to complain to have holidays now because it's a loooooooooong holiday! BUT when I think again, it'll be a very BAD holiday because if I have nothing to do, I'd probably stay home and rot.

By the way, I want to tell you that I was really stunned when I found myself writing a lot of things during exam. I didn't know that whatever I read in the morning for Operations Management came out in the structure part! I was jumping with joy *no, I didn't really jump* I was very happy because it can help me to score a little. Um, it's only for one question. The other 2 is calculations. I was sad when I couldn't complete the calculations. I thought I remember but I only remembered that I glanced through that part in the notes. Grrr...! But never mind. If I ever fail for this, I shall work hard for the supplementary paper *though it's much harder* and I won't let people to look down on me. I should have studied the calculations part. Hm, I thought it'd be easy but it's never easy in education :) So hopefully none of you copied me. Haha...

Downfall by TRUST company
(rating: *****)
I heard this song few years back through Yahoo! Music and I fell in love with it at once! I like the tune and the singer's voice. It is nicely blend and it is PERFECT! I never forget this song :)
*Alex hates it though*

Sorry's Not Good Enough by McFly
(rating: *****)
This is the latest single with Friday Night (the soundtrack for A Night At The Museum). This hit surprisingly only hit no#3 but the boys didn't expect for a no#1 either. This song is touching and the video clip is very good as well. Click here to watch it. Hope you all love these 2 songs!

Krwlng by Linkin Park
(rating: *****)
This is the song that I love so much out of this album. There is also a track which is alike as this which is Track 01 - Opening. Besides this, I also love P5hng Me A*wy, Wth>You, and By_myslf. The best remixed album.

This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race by Fall Out Boy
(rating: *****)
This is a GOOD song! After Dance Dance, I bet these guys have already been making great tunes for their fans! Their album, Infinity on High would be coming out soon so watch out for it!
p.s: FOB will be coming to M'sia either this or next year.

Pains and Temptations

Pains and Temptations

2006 wasn't the best year for me. When I started to write this, I remembered every single thing that occurred this year. All of them taught me something new, something I never know but I wished that I knew it earlier. I was immature and was still new to a lot of things. I find it appalling because I am already 20 but still acting silly. I do think and act sensibly at times. I am happy when people said that I am mature. As I've said above, you must show appreciation to your pals or else they'd think that you're not appreciating them. I wasn't mature in friendship and my friends are mostly taking care of me instead of both sides. I was not exposed to the Golden Rules of Friendship so that's why I made mistakes all the time, without realizing them (until she told me that people are testing/observing me). I thought nothing had ever happened and no one told me that I was a bogus. Probably I do notice it myself but I felt that it's just me. It's not that I wanted to be one. I wanted to please the other party so I agree to all things she said and laughed out loudly when the talks aren't witty.

I was not naïve about BGR. I've experiences with different guys but mostly, the relationships end up in the same way. When one party is not satisfied with the other party, nothing good could come out. When one party doesn't realize the mistakes, the same thing happened, no things will be fine. So as I was saying about BGR, I dated with a couple of guys and had a new relationship within a month. I thought I was ready for it so I give it a try. At first, I was too scared to have a boyfriend because my mum forbids me too but I learnt that she doesn't have to know anything. But I told her once I have confirmed my second half. It doesn't go well because he paid less attention to me. The rest was the same and I don't want to explain it here. The main point is that I have been fooling around a lot and even cheated some alien through text. It was weird but I had fun. I was terribly guilty and you don't know how much I feared God afterwards. I truly wanted to change but I sinned again.

Then, to my responsibility as a university student, which was very terrible. I wasn't aware that I am derelict! Whenever I felt like going to classes, I went. When I feel like going for exams, I'll just sit for it. If I fear about anything, I'll just stay in bed and lied that I'm sick! That was the first but it'll be the last as I do not want to runaway from everything again. Some of you are able to get away from the things you do not want to stumble upon without facing any consequences. But God brings me to plight whenever I did that. Don't you think it's funny? The troubles I was given are worse than the ones I'm supposed to face. My attendance in class was very bad. I don't know what came up to me; I failed two semesters in a row. Yea and the effect, the company who gave me the loan, stopped giving me money until I passed my semester. I've to use my own money which gave a lot of burden to my family, to get unbarred from exams and registrations. I told you that the plight I've to face is WORSE.

There's only one thing that I felt wonderful during 2006 was the moment I rededicate to our Lord Jesus Christ. I am a Christian (by sinner prayer, not baptism) and I thought I was a proper Christian but I wasn't. I have not given a proper education on the Lord. I haven't been to church ages ago and I only went to St Peter's once in a while with my pals. I pray to Him only when I feel like to. I didn't have the eagerness to know Him or even have a close relationship with Him. I never thought this as a bad thing. I only know that with good works, I'll go to Heaven. But honestly, I have a kind heart and willing hands, I thought that they're enough. There were times that my spiritual level is low thus I skipped care groups and prayer meetings. I do get some telling off from my shepherd but I continued to be like that. It was influenced by my physical body moods.

Worst of all, I am a bad daughter. I was a lazy girl. I wouldn't do any housework unless I am told to. No matter how many times my mother and older sister advised me, I'm still the same. I never do chores. But there are certain days I do them because I've the mood to do them (that is of course when no one's home). I tried to do but my moods keep telling me to go to sleep or play with the computer or do something else! I just get distractions a lot when I wanted to do something good. I'm not good at managing my temptations. But you know we turn to temptations because they give us relaxation and fun!

These may not seem very bad compare to some girls. I thank God they are not. I have lesser thoughts about it and relationships. I just want to be close to God. Now, I learnt more things and whatever I think is the contrary. I am glad that I'm saved now. I have a shepherd who is really an angel. And by the way, I go to church every Sunday morning. I used to hate waking up early but I love it now! I joined every activity the church held. I wanted to be involved more in church like being an usher and also in the worship team. I wanted to play the drums so badly that now, my shepherd promised to teach me. I was having difficulties hitting the simplest beat. But by God's blessings, I hope I can do it! After having a few moment of reflecting back the year of Pains and Temptations, I want to achieve my resolutions for 2007. I know that one day I could just forget about my resolutions and do whatever I want, but this time, I pray to God that he'll protect the future me and I want to promise to Him that I will do what I said I will. *remembers to put that in prayer*

I'll be having my Operations Management and Information Systems exams tomorrow, one in the morning and another at night. My French test will be on Jan 6th. I hope I can pass all these. I've been studying very hard. Hopefully God answers my prayers. I hope that you guys can pray for me, as I'll help you, to achieve good results!

Good Luck in your EXAMS and all the best in the New Year!

A Troubled Grandma

"Thou shall not follow the steps of this very man."

My grandmother who's in her 60s already bought a bus ticket back to Singapore and was on her way to the door of the appointed bus's entrance when a young man confronted her. He told her that he wanted to have sex with her. My grandmother doesn't know how to speak Malay so she walked away. But he approached her again and she boldly slapped his face. He got angry and punched her face before walking off. She quickly took her slipper and threw it at him. He turned and punched her another time. This time, her nose and mouth bleed. But she kept on chasing after him and wanted to throw the slipper again but she fainted. The man wanted to kick her when he came nearer but the nearby people came to the rescue. They hit the unspeakable man and shouted, "Orang tua you pun mau kacau!" Then, that man went to a chair and sat there quietly. The other spectators went to buy some ice to stop the bleeding on my grandmother's face. My mother assumed that the man didn't say anything because he's afraid that the people might beat him again. My grandmother went to the hospital for check up without anyone's help. I'm not so sure about the next part but she said, "I told the nurse I can't see the doctor but the nurse was saying that the doctor's right there. I can't differentiate who is the doctor because everybody in the room is wearing white" and "If I can speak Malay, I will tell that man to sleep with his own mother because I bet his mother would be as old as me."

I'd like to thank those who were brave to help my poor grandmother. But one funny part is that she couldn't recognize the man’s face. I got confused because this incident happened on the day before she went to do report. I thought the people nearby called a police to capture that offensive man. But first, I'm thankful her teeth are not fractured. I hope that every one of you take precaution no matter where you are. This immoral man dares to beat my grandmother up in Melaka Central where many people are around. So please take care.

and oh, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Xmas

Part 1
Hope of God Malacca had Christmas Sketch practise on the Dec 23. Everyone was there from 1pm until 1am to practise the sketch. Some stayed behind until early in the morning, I'm not sure of the time but when I turned up on the next day, the hall is wonderful! The decorations are up and also the balloons. I was delighted to see such beauty in the church but later on, a few thoughts came into my mind about it. The balloons shouldn't be in 4, the Christmas word should paste in the middle, the 'house' should be behind a little bit, the keyboard should removed from the stage because it's taking a big place and others. But somehow I managed to amuse myself by taking a picture with the Christmas tree. Ok, so here are the pictures of the people who act in the sketch and also some candid shots.

david and jason fixing the burnt light

lazarus, phillip, jenn (as Abraham's wife)

carson (as angel), wee kiat (as Lot)


jenn


carson (yea, with his sword)

wee kiat, jonathan (as an Angel too), carson

carson, jonathan, wee kiat


simpson (Mr Santa), joey (Mrs Santa)


the people of the Second Chance play


the madness!


the prop girls: simpson, sin lu, wendy


the caring heart: jenn, joey

the team: wee kiat, daniel, joey

the candies as door gifts

the fallen ball

Part 2
Sometimes, actions are indescribable. The Christmas celebration (on Dec 24) was beyond belief. I did not expect such energy from the visitors *none of my friends whom I invited show up*! I thought that they'd stand around without moving during Praise and Worship time but they're rocking with all of us. That's the spirit! They were all still energetic when we do that again on Christmas Day! I was rocking too. I don't really sing out loud during that time in Sunday Service but I love to party. So I was enjoying. I love the songs that the worship team played. Although they're not those hits songs the radio station plays, I think they are cool. The multimedia presentation was wonderful and I hope that I'm able to show all of you here. Give me some time to upload it in YouTube.com. Before Praise & Worship, it was Ice Breaking session. We were supposed to put away the nicely arranged chairs to the side to play games! I love the game so much! Everyone was screaming and shouting on top of their lungs for squirrels!

It goes like this: Fire, Hunter, and Earthquake
3 people in one group: 1 squirrel and 2 trees
(trees protect squirrel)
When shout Fire, trees will run around to find another tree to protect the squirrel.
When shout Hunter, squirrels will run to join the other trees.
When shout Earthquake, everyone will run around to find new trees and squirrels.
So, the person who can't find its tree or squirrel has to go to the front and shout Fire, Hunter, or Earthquake. It goes on until the game master decides to call it off.

Here are the photos (from the beginning till the end) I took during the Christmas event in Hope of God, Malacca. I have not uploaded the sketch pictures (plus other pictures) because I want to take clearer photos from JK. Mine are too blurring because the camera I'm using does not support movement thingy. People do move on stage so, there are no nice photos for that except for the doves and colourful balloons!! Ha! p.s.: after taking the second last picture, I was asked "What's wrong with you?" in a polite, playful but sarcastic tone. Don't worry, you'll find it out after browsing through the pictures :] sorry if this is making your computer lag, I hope that you're able to view them all *come back next time if you can't view all now*. Don't miss out any because who knows that you know one of the 'mad' people. Enjoy!

before it started...

daniel, shin jie

florence, khailin, jenn, pai chet, su han, wei lin

the girls: jacintha, me, pai chet, su han, shin jie

bro david looking good!

my shepherd, Shin Jie and moi

the carol-ers

caroling

makan time! love the food *yum!*

i love this picture so much!

yea, with the Africans! they rock!

the cam-whores: pai chet, me, wei lin

cam-whores: pai chet, me

before Countdown (everyone's blowing balloons!)

during countdown!

and lastly,

me! hugging the Xmas tree!! hahaha!!

Failed

Hellow fellow mates, how are you doing today?

Well, as you all know that I have a presentation today. My group was the 2nd one and I was very nervous. My hands were cold. No, not because I'm nervous but the lecture hall WAS cold! Ok, so this is not the reason WHY I wanted to write something in here.

The lecturer stopped me before I finished my part on System Software. I wasn't reading from my notes or the slides. So he did that for...? The last slide for the System Software is my favourite part because Infineon does uses it. But he wouldn't let me finish. I get so upset! But I tried to look at the better side. Erm, no, I don't know what "better side" I should think about. But well, I asked Shaluja something and I actully smiled again :) see, it's a good thing I have moodswings *isn't it?* So the bad feeling went away. Probably the lecturer thinks that Windows is not a software. He even asked a lot of Questions to Hana and thank God, she's able to answer him. We didn't really ask for the annual sales of the company because we forgotten to bring the paper with us on the interview day.

After presenting, Shaluja wanted to go home but we all not dare to move away from our seats thinking that we have to stay till the end. But I wanted to blog about this so much yesterday, I came to the lab and wrote a few lines *if you have read* when the second group was still presenting. That was rude of course but you know, I have a great obsession for blogging. Although my English wouldn't be "that" good, but at least you understands what I'm trying to say and can imagine what I've been through :) oh here's a picture of myself with my GREAT members :]]] *no, I'm not the leader...heh*

hana, me, shaluja

er, sorry I was looking like some grandma. I looked pale because I haven't put any blush. Do I actually look like a dead person posing? Nope! I still love this picture though :) I thought I look good when I see it in MY pc. ha! But it's ok. I haven't done anything to MY face but to the whole picture. When a classmate took it, I think his fingers were oily, so, the lens actually got oily. But it turns out fine eh? :]]

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Mess!

Looks of An Angel,

but a Devil is hidden in Between

Terren + Rachel + dirrrty White Bear argh!!! my shirt! on the bed!

ha! serves him right. can't get down!

yea, she is shy this time. no idea why :(

see her big fat bum there XD


@___@ headache. this is the reason i took the pics. official monkeys of the Chow family

they came to visit me at my house early in the afternoon. i got back about 5pm and i saw them. when i entered my room, they followed me in and YEA!! they went around my room like monkeys or they haven't seen any neat rooms before. ha! it's true that their rooms are messy back at their home. nyeh~ especially Terren *the brat* who doesn't even know how to ask for the Mr Dorky Berr properly. always show his tantrums. always "EEEEEEE" loudly at me when i don't want to give Mr Dorky Berr. i'm afraid that one of its hair will tear! one day, if possible, i'll slap him. but it's too harsh :P anyway, Rachel was quick when she saw i brought up the camera. ah, she's one 'model'. a FAT model *i'm not mean. she is fat* ok, one good thing about the kids is they're both cute. Terren has beautiful eyes while Rachel has a nice smile. seriously you should look at them 'live'!

GREAT! i'm having presentation tomorrow for Information System. today look at the slides already half blur. i hope no one thinks this, "she doesn't even know what she's presenting". it's TRUE! i don't know what i'll be presenting T____T it's all IT and IS stuffs. i'm just a management student! i'll be wearing extremely formal tomorrow *yes, formal shirt and skirt plus heels, as usual* Hana complimented on my look when i wore the "old" dress to the interview at Infineon *blush* thanks, Hana *hugs* you look very beautiful on that day i went to your place. i wonder why you wear very formal during classes but very beautiful at night! aha! that's your style, and i love it :)

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

*running in circles like Sushi*
It's coming! I can't believe that it's coming...!
Get your mind all set for this important day!
Don't forget to bring your friends to the party!
Do not miss Second Chance in Hope of God Malacca.

You better watch out, you better not cry,
You better not pout, I'm telling you why,
Santa Claus is coming to town…
(Sorry, I don't remember the next verse. It's quite nice though)

FLASH BACK! Remembered that she has to do a 50 words essay on popular local or international celebrities *McFly!*. Yey-ness! She's darn happy that she's able to share her favourite band with the lecturer again. TROUBLED: The essay must be in FRENCH. Now she started to feel a bit dizzy and she wants to sleep. But she has to do her part for Information System assignment. She is clueless about SAP implemented in the IT based companies. STUNNED: The page on SAP that she found through Wikipedia is not the same as the Infenion IT Senior Manager showed her. But later when she gets back, she realized that she searched for it by typing SAPS, not SAP. Now, she has to choose to continue being baffled or stop being baffled. She regretted for not buying text books earlier. She must get them booked the next morning! She has to be twice hard working now for the finals. Poor Ann, she missed her mid term yesterday morning. Tsk tsk. No supplement some more, worse! LA PLAN: Maybe she doesn't have to sleep and then at 8am, she'll go to BIS lecture. Probably she'll ask Alex or Donovan to sign the attendance. But she’d better go. If someone finds out, she'll get killed. Ok, she has to go anyway. After class she got group discussion with Hana and Shaluja. And then if still early, can go have lunch with Alex before going to lab. But have to walk far, feeling very lazy already. Eh, she lost weight because of that and these few days, walking to Alex's house is her best option to lose more weight! YES, she should find some excuses to get to his house from MMU. Thank God the rain has cleared off yesterday noon. Now she can walk everywhere without wearing jacket and getting wet. She really thanks God that kind of rain doesn't come everyday. ANNOYED: But what if the sun shines so brightly again tomorrow and then she'll get clammy and pongy? Great, now she wished that she didn't pray for the rain to stop. But it's ok. She just needs air conditioner. But only original cool wind into her room, no need air conditioner. Or else she'd end up like her cousin who only can survive in cool places. FLASH BACK! She has to do her work NOW!!!


Where are my notes?

Listening Test

Hello people. This is my third post for today. I wonder why I have the mood to write so many things. Anyway, here's what happened.

I had my French Listening test and I went into the class half hour late. The students were already there and listening to what Mr Stephané is saying. So, he was waiting for me to get ready. Ok, so I got ready. Then I began to hear alien language coming out from his mouth. I seriously had no idea what he was talking but I finally heard some words that ARE familiar to me. I quickly jot down whatever I know in English and slowly think what the right grammar for that sentence is. I've said before, I need to practice my French grammar. As you know its listening test, I thought I've to translate what he has said into English. That's easy. I wrote down what he said. I looked at the answers from the girl in front and I wondered why she didn't write anything. Just in time, Mr Stephané said he'll ask us questions about what he has mentioned later *dang!* I began to write frantically.

I was so nervous because I haven't read anything from the notes and I'm not sure about the grammar usage. I was so muddled because I remembered what my friend said about the final paper. I really thought I won't get good marks for this listening test! I rewrite my answers on the new sheet of paper and then pass it up to him. I asked a few friends about the verbs but failed to write it correctly. When Mr Stephané read out the marks for us, I was really scared. So the first person he called is a Chinese girl *the one who didn’t share for Oral test* and she got full marks, which is 9/9. She’s good at French, I know. And then slowly, he called my name. I was wondering what he was saying because he didn’t pronounce my name properly. And he said "8" and I felt as if he’s trying to yell "SURPRISE!" The lowest is 4. Alex, it's ok about your marks. Just a little bit more of practice, I bet you can pass your finals!

As you can see, Mr Stephané is helping us! So happy that he's able to help us!
3 cheers to Mr Stephané

Ok, here are the answers to the test:

1. Le personnage s'appelle Eric
2. Sa date de naissance est le vingt trois september mille neuF cent quatrevingt cinq
3. Il habite à Lyon en France
4. Sa Femme s'apelle Marie
5. Ses enFants s'appellent Vincent et Nicolas
6. Il est proFesseur d'Anglais à l'université
7. Il aime jouer au basketball et à la guitare
8. Il n'aime pas aller en boite
9. Il est très sympathique/sympa/gentil

TONGUE TWISTER!

*dance around the computer* the rain has stopped!