Till Death Do Us Part
A friend of mine told me few minutes ago about the tsunami which is heading to Sarawak. I was shocked to hear the news and hopefully that she'll be safe. She sent me a text telling us if she died, er...I don't quite remember what it is already but it really surprised me. She has such low faith in herself that she'll be safe and I seriously need to pray to God about this. I just hope that whatever in His plans don't involve my friends whom I love a lot. It is painful to see your loved ones died. I had a friend whom I love a lot but don't really talk to her because we're not in same class since Form4 or even hang out together, passed away days before the SPM result is out. Sometimes, I'd get pissed off by the way she sometimes act in front of me. But I love her and I never say anything to hurt her feelings. When I get the news that she got into an accident that damaged her brain, I was in total shock.I couldn't imagine that someone so happy-go-lucky like her died so early.
I couldn't see her in the hospital. I couldn't even attend her funeral. But there's nothing I could do. I send some messages to a friend to tell her when she was still in the hospital. My friend said that she shed a tear when she told her. I was really touched and cried once more. I cried many times thinking why does she has to go. I always asked myself and kept thinking about her death and I just couldn't imagine that a friend of mine died. Many of you have experienced the death of your dad/mum or someone you love so much. But it was my first time and I felt it's like unacceptable. We always blame the person who did the crime or God, Himself.
As I say this, I truly regret that I didn't spend some time with my friend. It was holiday time and I just neglected the thought of hanging out with my friends. I don't know what's wrong anyway. I have the last picture of her which I took without her knowing. She was smiling so happily and no one could predict that the accident would happen onto her.
p.s: Aneroxia KILLS? let me try and I'll tell you when I'm done... haha!
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