It has been years

Ever since I started to adore McFLY!

And little less I know, they're entering their 10th Anniversary..

They've grown very old! And they're maturing very much - proven in the book.

And it's about RM50. Wow.... T_T

A Froggie Lunch

WHO IN THE WORLD

GOT SO MUCH OF TIME

TO DO THIS?



Only those whose hearts thinking of me like Alex and babe.. 
♥

And I'm stttttttttttttttruggling to find out how to cook a perfect bento for them. Great. When I wanna cook dinner - after buying all I need - I couldn't remember how to cook. Isn't that great! Sigh! ://

You know I love them.

But I ain't showing enough. And I am actually wanting to go extra miles. Sadly, sometimes end up quarreling and etc. They said quarrels happened because we're close to one another? Hahaha! Not sure if it's true according to my relationship with both of my precious ones (:
But, I'd love every second when they're home. Each of them will be screaming on top of their voices and then quarrel with one another - that includes my youngest brother.. Or with another younger brother who is now in KL. Wahahahahaha! We're meant to talk loudly to one another ;p
Thanks to you sis and mum, You both see me grow vertically and horizontally and.. mentally..
Thanks for persevering (:

My December, My Memory

Nah, nothing particular about any December by the way.



Just that I've been loving this song to the max because of the emoness and the smoothness of Chester Bennington's voice (: I totally adore his voice. And his team.. There were few rumours saying that they gonna break up. And I was devastated. I didn't know what to do if the band breaks up..

I know Linkin Park ain't my life. But their songs brought so so so so much memories. Becase I remember that I had a best friend who loves LP as much as me too. We shared pics and love for them. She likes the lead singer, while I like the rapper, Mike Shinoda.

But anyway, just an update. Kekeke :))

Bake or Buy?

Yes, they're super sweet eh!
Nope, V-day ain't around the corner ;p

They're from Wondermilk.. Cuppacakes they call them..
And this shop is only available in DAMANSARA, KL. Sadly... :(

But anyway, will one day drop by there to grab 'em ;p

Few more shots for your eyes pleasure:











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Monthsary #2

Us before the day.



Us on the day.
And we wore our beloved shirts. Lol! :D

Monthsary

These little cute cut-out bread looks like macaroons! So so adorable! ♥


And rolled sausages with egg.


And I had them for breakfast.


And lunch (:
Thanks, Alex. A lot.

1st Month Anniversary

for him and her. On Oct 1st.



I know by buying stuffs to celebrate this 1 month thingy, is kind of....... expensive. Lol! But I do wanna try to give him some things because he's always making me gifts!

Hmm. Ah well, happy Saturday!

Diligently diligent-ing.

Yes,
I shall be more caring towards my mushroom filled blog. No worms I hope, due to the food posts. Hahahaha! I am a bit motivated now. Even writing this Sunday post on a Saturday and then queuing the post for Sunday! Cos I know I won't get to online on a Sunday. And I won't have time to blog either! So I shall do this more often. Planning, structuring, and executing are very very important. Note that, readers.

So, currently, I am diligently working in my new company. I've been almost 5 months old now. Things have been great. Note the “have” because it is the present. It’s quite enjoyable working in this company though. I couldn’t say it’s much better than the previous company. Because both offers different environment. I dealt with human beings in the old company, while I'm dealing with paperwork and calls and stuffs I have to do - meaning, not physically facing human beings.

The people here are quite okay... I used to get upset because I wanted so much to have my own space upstairs on the 2nd floor. Because it's more private and confidential. But turned out that I have to work on the Ground floor.. It's not that I don't like it. I used to be wanting more personal space, you see. Just like previously in my old company. Haha! But I'm used to where I am now. I am relaxing and working at the same time. Awkwardly, I finished my tasks way ahead of what I've planned - not much of a planning because when I've done, I almost got nothing to do. Lol! Although I tried looking for some work to do, it'll be like washing the dishes in pantry, or throwing rubbish, tidying the stationery area, etc.

I'm not complaining much. Somehow, it's my comfort zone.

And I hope that God able to bless me with wisdom on how to be more hardworking.









Oh well, TIME FOR FACIAL - when you read this :P

Some pills for my daily love life?



Hahahahaha!!

Teehee :)

If...

You hate haters, are you a hater?
Something to think about.. I have to think about this.. I just hope I don't hate any one. But I think I do. But I don't know what I can do. And I don't think I could forgive him yet. Or did I forgave him? Oh yes, I did. I just could not forget the deeds he did. Be it good or bad. WARRRGGHHH!!!

MY MUM'S BIRTHDAY! :D

It's my mother's birthday - yesterday. Just that my sister fell sick yesterday and she couldn't come back to celebrate. So, today, we celebrated mum's post birthday! Wheeeeeeeee! It's a good good day. But sadly, my two brothers are not home. WASTED having picture without them in it. Maybe I should photoshop their pictures if they happen to disappear from birthday celebrations again :PP As a birthday King or Queen, the person is treated reeeally like a royal one. BUT in my mum's case, it's different. SHE COOKS! Like every year. Hahaha! Cut the story short, these are the dishes mum prepared! :))






Delicious huh? Definitely they are. But I couldn't indulge so much in it because I was still full.

Cut the story again! My brother and his girlfriend bought my mum a pressie!
Walaoeh.. Super mahal! I couldn't even afford that! D:

But anyways, it's very thoughtful of them to get something for her! :)


Mum, thanks for your life.

No other words can describe a mother's love!

I choose you!

There's nothing like a fresh start. Changing my love from one thing to another. It has been years since I last used my orange bottle.

Now, I'm gonna use this brand new pink flask..

Thanks, Alex. For all these.
***

Oh. Happy Birthday mummy! (:

A Little Bear

Yes, in times of depression and sadness, having her around is the best.



Just wrapping my arms around her makes me feel warm.Having her by my side makes me feel complete.
Maybe that is why when she isn't around, I just felt as though something is missing. She is one of the biggest thing in my life that ever happened! I love Faye so so so much! She's like my own ;)
Thanks, bestie. For giving her to me on my 21st.
xx

A New Phase

Yes, another grand opening in a new company I just joined.

How wonderful my life surrounded by pretty ladies ♥ Haha!


Thanks Lyndy, who brought me in :)

And then this 2nd half of the year, I'm obsessed with my looks. ROFL! Who wouldn't?I mean I didn't had the chance to be beautiful.. So here I am, being beautiful.


Thank you Lord for bringing me up. *bows down*

The artists.

♥ ♬♫♩♪

Love sick?

Yea, still heartbroken. Pills like these cannot cure any! Hmph!
I'm down with fever for a week, cough for few days, and flu for few days.. It's a wonder why my nose even bleed inside! GAAHH! Too much of sun Melaka has. Blame it all on the construction people. They rather tear down the trees than to protect us with goooood environment :(
Why oh why dear government you no think? :/

I'm an Option

 

Truthfully, I am still missing you.

I wonder if you would come back for me because you said "I love you".

We're just like this rose:   we "died".

Darkened Days

5th day.

Fifth freaking day without texting him ANYTHING!!
And yea, he doesn't text me either!

It's not really suffering though.. Hahaha! At least not as desperate as how I used to be in the first few weeks! And it's not something I should be proud of! Because I misssssssssssssssing him :( and I bet he doesn't miss me as how I am misssssssssssssssing him lor. Sigh. So saddening..

And again I shall state this: Such guys I never believe could exist.


*depressed*

The Last Chance

The second week is not as tough as before.


But I still feel the struggle deep within me regarding him. I can no longer be there with him, and be with him.. Yes, I can say now that it is all his fault for making me like this but no matter what, I still adore him very much. I still like him a lot. I just couldn't understand his situation where he has to dump me just because he has problems. He has problems and yet, he told me and then we couldn't be together.
It's f*ing nonsense.

Yea, maybe if we are still together, I expect him to do more than he should. So he chose for us to be NOT together? I don't get it. He should all the more encourage me to be stronger when I am with him. I know his stories. But so far, how truthful he is to me, I can never know. Probably he is that sorta person who couldn't manage things properly at one time. But so what? This relationship IS a commitment, not an option. After all, we're in it together. Others knew our status. Sigh..

He couldn't understand this. He never will understand. When he explained to me the other day, I heard him telling me that I said something about commitment? I always see commitment as quite important. Once you committed to someone, she/he gonna be there in your life - part of your life. There's no such things as 10% or 20% of love he can give to the partner. That's stupid. When you love someone, you love them as how you love your family. As how you love your friends. There are no such things like portion of my heart is for you etc etc.

Haih... For me not to cry over this, is not something I can choose. I just cry. It comes naturally - no matter how strong I am now or in the future. When someone just breaks you, you cry. The more you keep, the hatred and bitterness will slowly grow in your heart. Why would you let these 2 evil things to conquer your life? I rather let my tears to flow out. Yes, I have a soft heart.
But it is better than the heart kept for revenge.

He shouldn't be stopping me from crying. He should be there when I cry.


GCYL,
If you're reading this post, I'm not keeping any hatred for you.. And of everything that happened. It is really really meaningful when someone would be there for you despite what problems you are having. And I am not in the wrong when I said I love you even more after you explained to tell me.. You did not make me understand why I couldn't be there for you when all these happened. You failed in making me to realize that I shouldn't be there. You couldn't understand what love truly is. You don't know.. You couldn't just say that you're not ready to have a gf when you're f*ing already in a relationship.

I don't know what are your intentions when you told me so, when you told me that you would choose to marry a rich man's daughter in order to settle your problems. Maybe you want to give me excuses so that I would stop looking for you - which you failed to comprehend that I won't. I don't know how you understand how hurt I am. I don't believe you even know it - because if you knew, you'd be there when I cry. Not just f*ing tell me not to cry.

People may see that you're not worth to be with. You may tell me that one day when I wake up, I will realize that all this is not worth it. Well, what can you say when I am already f*ing IN LOVE with you? I don't know WHAT you understand by the two words - IN LOVE! I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU when you f*ing fall out of love. Not out of love for me.. But just out of love.

I wish you could update me everything that happened in your life.
I wish you could just send me one or two texts each day to tell me you're okay.
I wish you could just have the heart to know how am I..



So you see the above pics are for him.. I did them for him.
And that bag, he needs one for his work. You know, I guess that when I do stuffs for people, it is not for the sake of pleasing them. But for THEIR SAKE! The little deeds I did, I do, and I will do are only as blessings... Nothing else.





I hope he understands my intentions.
I f*ing hope he does.