(Nov 29th) An Upcoming Smash Hit...

Dreamer is about a village girl, Nieve Suzette (Lindsay Lohan) who wishes to achieve fame one day. She also dreams to own an expensive car and a huge bungalow; some A listed celebrities as her friends; unlimited credits for shopping; a huge closet to fit all of her clothes, shoes, and bags; and the list never ends. She also fantasizes about being Orlando Bloom's girlfriend. The fact is that she's a spoilt kid. She demands everything that she desires. Even the most expensive ice cream found in a shop 2 hours drive from her house. And she doesn't do house chores.


But nobody lives as a King forever.


Nieve went to live in the bigger city where she found out that everyone does their own things. But her hands aren't careful enough during washing. She couldn't hold the soup ladle properly. Never once that she has the chance to do anything properly. She has no one to ask help from. Not even her parents. They died in a car crash right after leaving Nieve at the girls' hostel. Nieve is helpless and alone.


She's suffering in school. Seniors scolded her for being lazy and slow. Some took advantage of her smart brains. She has to finish every group project in time - by herself. In a short time, she rose to renown but not as how she wanted. Thanks to a particular guy, Justine Lyn (Tom Fletcher) who brought the Fame of Shame unto her. Besides that, she has to work to earn pocket money. Her mother's brother took over what her family owns. She's left with nothing at all.


Nothing seems to be nice. New people came to the school. Erin Matthews (Dougie Poynter), Chris David (Harry Judd) and Devon Hill (Danny Jones) are sons of the States' mayors. They heard of the news about the girl being bullied but they never bothered about it. Second year started when later on, Erin realized that he's falling for the girl who hides in dark corners. Plus, Justine never seems to let Nieve out of his sight.

Chazzie,
I did the banners. Here they are.






*grins*

I love them all. I enjoyed doing these banners, you know? One reason: The pictures are all fresh in my pc. Haha! It’s like when you have new things, your brain can function well. I had a hard time looking for cordial-looking pictures. Did you notice that Dougie’s banners are so emotional than Harry’s? Bad theme for birthday banners. ARGH! Dougie NEVER smiled in any of them! But believe me, I didn’t choose the ones that have his smiles because... he don’t look good! Hahaha!


And I only have 2 designs. I can’t think of any other ways to decorate the banners already. Sorry about that, ya?


They’re simple but I hope you like them :)

(Nov 28th) Something For You To Look At

Ok, nothing new. I came across this picture while I download some pictures of the McFly guys for MMST banners. The bassist and drummer's birthdays are coming! And Dougie Poynter looks nice here *although I am never a fan of him* He looks hot.

Calling for anyone out there with this hairstyle...

*grins*
Sully, don't puke #
Chazzie, I promise I will treat Dougie's banners nicely #

(Nov 26th) The Time Has Come Once Again

It was a great birthday party last night in Shibaraku, Mahkota.

Julian, as usual with his thick face, said that he's the main character of the day. Because it was one day before his birthday, therefore logically we would be celebrating his birthday. But unfortunately, he was our driver. And so, the journey began. First, he picked me and then to Ixora where he picked Eunice and Hsin Yin. Su Han was already in the van and we both talked about some funny things. Then we moved onto Esther's House where Khai Lyn and Shin Jie are. Khai Lyn was angry that time because she kept calling Shin Jie to wake up but she doesn't want to! So she got frustrated and Su Han went to the rescue. Finally, Shin Jie was awake. Finally, we picked Jennifer, Charleson, Wendy, Abraham, and Joanne Foo. Thank God, there's the big Mr Church Van or else we are all going to squeeze in my Baby Van.


The weather was XXXXtremely hot yesterday and I've got no clothes-for-hot-day to wear. I wanted to wear black but the blouse is too formal! Then I moved to the white colour but I need a black tube. No black tube = No white shirt. No choice already. So I took the red one. But I didn't know that the weather will be that hot till I got sweaty after bath *cries* but I was so excited for sushi till I don't even care about how I looked! Sometimes, my dress code is so bad till it makes people to look at you. Ok, I admit, I am fussy.


The place was empty when we came. Too early? No luck? Or out of rice? We got into the second room. But short of 1 chair. Poor Charleson, he had to sit on the floor before the waitress came in with a chair. Anyway, we ordered and mostly, Shin Jie and Khai Lyn helped to order. There are 2 tables. Me, Eunice, Hsin Yin, Jennifer, and Charleson sat the one closest to the door. The noisy bunch sat inside. We didn't talk much. When the sushi came, there wasn't enough for the quiet table. We let the others to eat first. And then, more came but hardly any for our table! So sad! But we just ate what we have. Then, we ordered when we felt like we don't have enough. All for Charleson's sake. He's the only guy in that table. Haha! Khai Lyn kept asking us to order if we want somemore. But I was afraid the amount we ordered would be too much. End up, we only ordered 2 dishes.


The time has come and we celebrate Julian's birthday. It was Joanne's birthday too so she got the share. Some bought for him a collection of wallet and belt for him. Some bought a shirt. I didn't even have a share. Because I don't know! Sad. Anyway, after food, we had photoshoot and we went crazy in that. Took pics when we were sitting. Took pics when we were eating. We even took pics at a tree!

The gathering didn't just end there. After eating dinner, we went to Noah's House for some Christmas Sketch meeting. I am in charge of the Props. Great. After one hour, we went to Esther's House for Christmas Miming practise. So tiring. But fun! The greatest time is to have fellowship with my brothers and sisters in Christ. And to have a few hours talk with Abraham. Muahahahahahaa...!


p.s: blame Caleb for not attending the gathering and for not appearing in the pictures we took. He was in JB at that time and missed the 4pm bus =___=" he organized it because I've been pestering him about the cheap sushi in Shibaraku. Hehe.

(Nov 22nd) Statistics. Headache. Blur.

No one would believe that I scored A1 in Modern Math and A2 in Add Maths during high school. No one will when they see my MMU achievement. So much difference! My performance dropped every semester. It got so horribly, terribly, and uniquely low that it made me cry. I thought I can handle the Math problems since none of my classmates took Add Maths before. But I was wrong. They are quick to learn. And me? Too lazy to do tutorials. Too lazy to do revision.


God has said that if we do not use the gifting He blessed us, He will take it away from us to bless those who really want it.


Serves me right!


Sigh. Now its the time for me to go forth and fight for my CGPA! After having a longgggg leave, I began to feel a bit lazy. But with the mindset of getting 3.0 this semester, I will get there. It is amazing how God worked in my studies. Yesterday, after coming back from class I was so tired. I did my Finance Management 1 tutorial but I can't even write out the formula for the Time Value topic. I decided to take a nap. I did. The dreams came and they're all weird! When I got up, I was so fresh! I could feel my brains are functioning well. I felt wonderful atmosphere around me. Well, at least this time I can really concentrate in that topic. I studied a little and I do the tutorials. I even sang some Praise songs loudly and wow, I felt His presence and *gasps* I finished the questions (except the 2 questions which I don't understand). I was so happy when I did it.


Thank you, Lord for You blessed me with Wisdom and Strength!


I did not stop praising Him for the rest of the night. Then, when I got into my bed, I began to sing Worship songs. One of the reason was the Holy Spirit was moving in me. I had to pray for my godbro, Le Jie's health. He was sick terribly last night. His fever reached 41'C. Another reason is to practice for song leading. Well, I haven't got 'elected' to be the song leader but one day, Sis Pai Chet will put me in there ;)


Praise God for He is understanding. Praise God for He is gentle.
Praise God for He loves me for without Him, I will forever be unintelligent. Hehe.

Before



After



Anyone wants to join me for some fantasy excitement in MBO?

(Nov 20th) Another Day, Another Blurness

And I just realized that I haven't got a group for assignments.






























*faint*





update: I've found Girls Aloud's new album, Tangled Up in Multiply.com!! Wheee~~

(Nov 19th) Bumble Bee

Busy busy busy printing notes, tutorials and assigments. Phew.


I am supposed to do that on the first week! What was I thinking? I bet I had printed out 100+ papers! And my fingers feel hot touching them. Thank God I am using Pai Chet's Laser Printer.

So, I was chosen to be the chairperson for care group today *cries* I thought I can escape from it all after moving out from Benjamin!!!! Sobs! Dealing with Sis Pai Chet is much tougher than Sis Shin Jie. Because once she said it is it, then it is it. WHY? It seems that I really must go through a stict-er shepherd. Well, come what may! *grins*


Gotta rush to meeting with Cherry and Lemo now. Good day!


p.s: sorry for this such short, clueless post

(Nov 16th) Oh no, not again...

I was SO EXCITED to go back to study last week. I just can't believe that I am able to continue my studies! By the way, did anyone of you remember the post when I talked about how lucky I was on the first day?


Click here for full story. Believe me, it did not just end there.


In the Cyberpreneurship class, the students have to find a group consists of 10 people. Me and my friend, Hsiao Yee already found a group. Our group members are all Malay girls. They asked for our names, ID, and contact number. So, on Wednesday, the lecturer asked all of us to group together in our own groups. I was looking for the Malay girls but they were no where to be seen. My friend and I were getting worried. This is no time to play hide and seek. We have to hand over the list of group members to the lectuer on that day. I don't have the leader's contact number. Or her name! I was so stupid I didn't ask! So, we went to the front and looked at the other Malay girls but they have their own groups. I asked Mr Robert to make an announcement. But he did it as if he's auctioning some slaves off the stage. We were so embarrassed. And no one came to look for us!

They didn't attend the class. And I was clueless, hopeless, and helpless... again! I really don't know what to do! I looked everywhere till the class ended. NO ONE came for us. What can the lecturer expect us to do? He asked me to find the leader. But I did told him I don't even know her! I don't even know her name or her contact number. Or her ID! WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Today, I went to class at 2.40pm. I wasn't in the mood after receiving the email from Mr Robert. I walked slowly to CLCR2001. I was thinking so hard about it and I wanted the lecturer to understand my situation. But all I can do is just email him the full details and let God handle this problem. When I finally climbed up the 4 flights of stairs, I walked straight to the classroom. But, I got another heart attack. WHO IS THAT FEMALE LECTURER? Oh God. Not again! I looked at the timetable and noticed that my class supposed to be in CLCR2001! I went to look at another classes...

The lecturer was in CLCR2003. OH LORD! WHAT HAD GONE WRONG? When I told Sis Shin Jie about what had happened and asked for some guidance, she scolded me. I felt so hurt! I was in the emotional state and thinking of dropping the subject!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!.................

I didn't plan to drop the subject. I asked the lecturer to put me in any groups which still have vacancies.

(Nov 14th) Wonder-er

Do you know what it is like to fall in love... once again?


Do you know how is it loving someone who sometimes act so immature, yet so mature?


Do you ever get attracted by him, even in his poorest condition?

I do

I'm going to have shepherding tonight at 8pm! My dearest sheep, Patronella.. She's from Botswana. I think I beginning to love that place very much. Although I haven't been there but the Africans from Hope of God mentioned some stuffs and I just fell in love with it. Oh! And Nigeria as well ;) Ok, so I am supposed to read through Lesson 1 first before we start shepherding. Sis Pai Chet will be with me. My nervous-ness went away bit by bit. Thanks to Sis Cherry who showed me how God worked in her during care group last night. Wow! It was an amazing sharing. It was her first time (as the assistant care group leader) and she did it so well. The Africans knew better but they just nod their heads to her sharing.


What a miracle!

*hugs*

(Nov 12th) The Unforgettable Love

Why isn't there any trace of you near me?
Why didn't I hear you saying anything?
The footprints you left in our hearts,
The smiles and laughter we had with you,
Why would you just leave us here wondering?


Did we do any wrong towards you?
Being the youngest brother among us,
Someone who appreciates us all,
Someone who cracks jokes at the right time...
You and I are supposed to decorate the church together,
for another lovely Christmas event,
I need you to help me with them.


But you crept away silently,
Making no sounds to wake us,
Thinking that we would have peace in our hearts,
But we just don't.
We are missing you, bro Bing Yi,
We really are.

(Nov 7th) Friends Never Say Never

Ever since Pastor David announced about the restructuring of the whole church, I had only one question in my mind, "Are the Benjamites going to split?"

On Monday afternoon, Sis Pai Chet called me for a meeting with Bro Jonathan. The bad news came. Jonathan wanted to bring me out from Benjamin and into Joseph. My heart fell. I felt like crying. I really, really love Benjamin. Every time, I can't wait to meet them up either for lunch or just merely a short meeting. I've been a Benjamite for a year. The Benjamites sacrificed so much for me and they have the burden for my spiritual growth. We love each other so much. Another bad news is I won't have Sis Shin Jie as my shepherd anymore. My heart got so broken that I cried. I loved her so much. She's like my sister and I shared many things with her. She helped me a lot in many areas of my life. I just can't let her go. But I have to make a decision.

The reason why Jonathan did this is because I could help the Josephians after Joey moved out from there. She would be taking care of Isaiah care group. I am in Joseph to support the sisters and will also help them. I think it's easier for me because I really want to help Sis Agnes to throw the problem away and also Sis Cherry in fund-raising program...

(Nov 5th) The Lucky Girl

I was supposed to wake up at 6.45am but I woke up late. My mum got angry as she waited for me outside when I was getting ready. After putting her at the shop in Taman Merdeka, I went to the MMU to use the toilet because I had stomach ache. After coming out from there, the clock showed 9.21am. I spent nearly half hour in the toilet! Can you imagine how 'sick' I was? To add the misery on my first day of class plus all the excitement I had, guess what happened?

I was the first student to arrive at CLCR2004. I went to sit at the 3rd row. But I got a strange feeling about it. I went outside to look at the room number and yes, it is that room. I don't want to get into the wrong class. It would be so embarrassing! I took out my Financial Management 1 notes and read. Close to 10am, a few students entered. The lecturer is new. Hmm he looks familiar. I was looking at the things he was clicking in the pc and I saw the name of the folder he clicked on. TM2221. Then, he clicked on the notes. Operation Management. I thought...

I GOT INTO THE WRONG CLASS!!

With a cool fast pace, I kept the notes into my file and took my bag. I walked out before the lecture starts. I was cool but my heart was beating like mad. I don't know what the others would think. I rushed to CITS and checked the timetable. I was afraid of the Statistics lecturer. She once taught me. I thought she would be teaching me again! She is fierce! I went to a computer in Alpha lab. But the guy on the other side said that he wants to use it. My mind was screaming, "He was playing games on the other pc, why would he need another one???" I quickly asked permission to use the pc for a while. I checked. CLCR3004.

WHY??

7 flights of stairs. The most difficult subject. The scary lecturer. What a beautiful morning it was. I arrived at the right venue and I peeped inside. There's the young man standing in front holding the mike. HALLELUJAH! She's not there!

But the excitement did not just end there. The lecturer was so good that he said he would teach us as if we don't know how to do Statistics. Although he was teaching us so slowly, I really glad that God brought me to that class. I bet I can score well in my exam. I was sitting alone at that time but I saw familiar faces. After the class had dismissed, a friend of mine called me, "Do you want to join my group for the assignment?" I was so happy that I quickly nod my head. He was my Alpha mate from Iran. I never thought he would remember my name! I was so thankful to God that He really helped me twice! Despite the misfortunes I faced earlier, God always prepare the best things for me. HALLELUJAH!

(Nov 2nd) The School Life

Honestly, I can't wait to go back to MMU. I missed the people there. I missed sitting in the huge lecture hall and listened to the lectures. Boring or not, I really like the rooms. Although I get cold most of the times, but I enjoyed being there. I also missed the times when I bumped into my mates. We won't just stop to say Hi and Bye, but we will start to chat and who knows, we'll end up sitting in one of the mamak nearby. And then I will follow them to their rooms and continue chatting. Nah, just joking. I also missed some of the lecturers and tutors. Although I used to skip classes and never did my homework, I still love meeting them (I think they hate me... but who cares?)

Come to think about my past years in MMU, I can't believe that I am still not mature enough to handle the fees. Sigh. I didn't calculate the amount that I should use per semester. I thought that the PTPTN would give the exact amount to us to pay for the fees. But I was wrong. Always wrong. Sigh. I can't handle these kinda of things. I hate it when it comes to manage my financial matter. There isn't anything I can do. And when I paid the last fees today, the banker told me that I could do my payment online, so that I don't have to wait in line for a very long, long time. Well, I don't know about it. It seems that that man is angry with me or something. The tone he was using... made me embarrassed. Ok lar, so the bank had invested many, many RM in those internet banking. So what? What if they ended up like Maybank2U? What if everyone has to wait for a few months before their payment is approved? Wow! I can't take the risk.

Somewhere somehow, I lost contact with my school mates! Why is that? I have their numbers and friendster and MSN. But they never seemed to bother me at all. So sad. Is there anything I did wrong to them? Well, I do believe that I did wrong to some people but... the others just don't seem to care about me. Haiya! Anyway, I still am happy with the people around me. Old friends or not, they're my bestest mates! They're from Hope of God church! I love them to bits! It doesn't matter where they came from... Botswana, Nigeria, Nepal, Zimbabwe etc etc.. they are lovely people. They are very sincere and they're just nice! I don't know why I noticed that some local people out there like to talk when some foreigners walked pass them. Is there anything special?

I got to stop now! Got to finish the things for Family Cum Badminton Tournament!