(May 28th) Was Good

For the past few days, I was sick. Had stomach ache. I bathed 3 times yesterday. The last one before going for DMM meeting at 11pm. Was sick, what to do? Bathe many many times. But still, after bathe, I feel very hot and got sweaty all over again. Had to bring a jacket with me when I go for meeting. I put on the jacket, then I've to take it off again. After a while, I put it on back. Phew. For those who knew me since many years ago, they know I hate to see a doctor. And wouldn't even move my butt when I got really sick


But thanks to my mum's forceful tone, "I say go eat the medicine now", I forced myself to walk to the kitchen with my blanket around me. I brought out the medicine and looked at it for a long time. Sigh. So many. I swallowed them in 2 gulps. Done. Hoorah. Back to TV. Then, I realized that the stomach ache just gone in just few minutes. I just don't know how... it's a miracle! I was like trying to feel the pain in the stomach, but surprisingly, it just went away.


Hillsong United is performing TONIGHT!!
Today's the concert. Can't believe that I am not going. Will try next year!


Signing out. Tata.


p.s: watched Desperate Housewives for 2 episodes. Find it a bit weird. I love the town they're living in. Very beautiful. But didn't get the interest to watch it anymore :P

(May 24th) Lovely

It was very chaotic here in Esther House few minutes ago. The noises began about 1pm and the people here never stop screaming & shouting on top of their voices, teasing each other.. and THAT's what you'll get when the Benjamites are around: Abraham, Julian, Charleson, Jennifer, Su Han, Khai Lyn, Wendy Chua, Fiona, and Phillip. The special gathering is only about eating. I never know that bro Charleson can cook. OMG. He did 2 types of French food. Both pasta and a big bowl of coleslaw. very very very DELICIOUS! No pictures. Sob.


Never had such gathering for a long time. Especially when Shin Jie, me , Su Han, Bing Yi, and Khai Lyn were in the care group. All of us always stick to each other through the ups and downs. We are always there for one another and never fail to... just be there for each other..














Memories... memories... (^-^)

(May 20th)

Does "k" sounds disrespectful to you?
*say K with a soft tone.*
Is it rude?
Is it annoying?
It only means "ok".












H e i s a n n o y e d w i t h i t .


Ish.

(May 18th) Do You Know?

你知道吗
没有一天 我不会想起你
没有一个早晨 我不会要 sms 你
没有一个中午 我不会问你 吃了午饭吗
没有一个晚上 我不会问你 这一天过的好吗


你知道吗
就只有你 能够让我开心
就只是坐在你身边 就感觉很安全
就只是听到你声音 就感受到阳光的温暖
就只是听到你说话 就感受到深深的爱


你知道吗
我有多么的关心你啊
每一天 我更喜欢你
每一秒 我更爱你


你知道吗
这爱是为何 我也不知道
我试着察探我心深处 寻找答案
但这一切都不重要
因为 最重要的是 我对你的爱
那包容的 守护的 深信的 爱


但我只要的是
你的关怀 发觉我的存在
你的爱心 重视我这个朋友
还有你的微笑 告诉我你一直都会在我身边
还有你那眼神 让我肯定 你是认真的

(May 16th) A Joke?

Hey guys, I borrowed a book called "14,000 Quips & Quotes for Writers & Speakers" by E.C McKenzie from the library today. I went through it and seriusly, people would think that I am crazy that I was giggling at the table, all alone. I shared a quote to my friends and.. here it is...

Christmas is when we celebrate the birth of Prince of Peace
by giving our kids rockets, machine guns, atom-bomb kits, and tanks.














How's it?

(May 15th) What was I Thinking?

The Siti Hasmah Digital Library is always FULL.
Sadly, I just realized that our library is called by that name. Tsk.

Have been sitting in the library lab for more than 3 hours. Read 5 slides of Electronic Commerce Chap1 and 2 pages of Rick Warren's Purpose Driven Life. Man! This book is good. It had been a year since bro Abraham hand over me the book. And I only finished reading last month. I'm on and off Friendster and Facebook. Checking comments on my blog. See what I have been going through these few months. So-called "checking out my spiritual condition". Haha. I browsed through my friend's friends blogs a while ago. Can't stop giggling at what they wrote. Some are so funny, they actually leave tears in your eyes. So lawak.


I was checking on sis Celina in meebo and she told me that she hadn't been sleeping well for the past few days, since Tuesday. Bad. Exam's on the way and she needs to read, read and read. I don't know how studies could put pressure on a young girl like her. But yet, she's still smiling! Keep holding, girl! You can do it. My lil advice for you, sis: Don't let daddy know that you've been not sleeping well here. Hehe. Another reminder for you: Remember to text me when you reach Uganda. I will miss you a lottt :(


All the "i love you" and "i miss you" SMSes have been circling around the Josephians lately. The lurrrve extended to and from the Levites, Manasseh-ians, Zebulunites, and the Isaacharians. Sweeeeeeet!! You never know how much all the SMSes mean to me. To be frank, my phones can't keep 100 texts but the ones 'specially from my dearest Lemo, Celina, Gloria, Pamela, Jameson, Agnes, Cherry, TC, David Jr, G... Ish! They're all in my phones since few months ago. Always re-re-read them. Bad idea to keep old texts but they aren't "old". The phone's out of space!!


.....


Sadly, I'm out of words. Sigh. Here's a cool picture out of my fav collection.

man! I just love this picture ;D
still wondering why Richard's jersey is in yellow




OMG!




I just found something "interesting" in my friend's Facebook. It really startled me.






What the heck? Should I care?





Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

(May 14th) When I Am in His Presence..

Anyone heard the explosion this morning?


The clouds clashed among themselves like a war broke out in the spiritual realm. It shook my heart. I looked at my phone and groaned. It was only 3.30am. The rain was pouring like mad! I pulled the blanket over my head and hugged my pillow. I felt so safe. That's what you will feel when you know that God always looks after you. Stuffs ran into my mind like no one's business. The news about Myanmar cyclone disaster which kills 220,000 (410,000 remain missing) and the 8.3 magnitude earthquake in China which kills 240,000 (some believed 750,000). I read the news saying that India gave warning to Myanmar 48 hours before the cyclone strikes the country. What had happened actually? If this warning is ignored, imagine when Jesus comes back for the 2nd time.. I really feel so sad that so many people lost their family and friends. Sigh. The rain kept on pouring. Then there was the thunder again. It stopped the rain for only a second then it continued...


Guess what? I slept for another 6 hours before I woke up with very tired fingers, pressing the buttons on Miss 3100... "MESSAGE SENT". Today, I woke up with mind fully focusing on Him. Agh! I feel so different today. So peaceful. So happy can get to keep in touch with my dear Pauline again. We certainly had a wicked girl chat few nights ago. Hoho! Talk about guys, God, and some other stuffs. Lovely evening it was. And my creds gone like the F1 cars as they race on the track in Sepang. I am wishing that I am able to get the Digi Bonus now. Need creds!

Not thinking about him.
Not thinking about my past 2 papers. But I still remember how shocked I was when I opened Business Law question paper.
Not thinking about the Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana which doesn't please me at all. That reminds me to strangle Lyndy when I see her.
Not thinking about him.
Not planning to go yam cha anymore. Sorry lar, Jun Hong.
Not planning to go town any days this week.
Not thinking of going to work. Wanna puke. Groan...
Not planning to eat anything starting tonight. Seriously, I am fat!
Not thinking about him.

Someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you,
Someday you'll miss me like I missed you,
Someday you'll say you need me like I needed you,
Someday you'll say you love me
But I won't love you.


Shut up, Fiona .. Really.





Figures taken from BBC.CO.UK

(May 3rd) Happy Tree Friends in Jesus

I've been smiling for the whole day now.


Miss Lyndy a.k.a Lilic Mama-chan would probably be saying, "Crazy ar? Smile smile. Nothing to do is it?" You can never guess how many times I grin in my working place. The reason? The bros and sis in Christ sent me encouraging SMSes. How can I not smile? I don't know how to thank God for their lives. They have been right beside me ever since day 1 in Hope Church.


I still can remember how I was brought to church. It was lunch time with Bro Abraham. He's a friend of mine since Foundation Year. We were in Student Publication Board together. And that time, all I know about him is... games games games! This guy always skip his classes and never studies for exam! Plus, he likes to talk a lot. I remember the time when we were in SFC with Nikki, we were "debating" over who's more powerful: the Prime Minister or the King. Of course he knows more than we do. Heh. He was so quiet during the lunch and I really can't stand the silence. C'mon, he likes talking. In his unbelievable faint voice, he said, "I'm a Christian."


"SERIOUS ar? Don't bluff me! Which church you go?"


"Hope."


"Hope?"


"Yea, Hope."


"*Never heard of the church before one*... Bring me go lar! I always want to go to a church. Since now you do go to church, I want to join." because I believe that this brother has made the right decision.


From the first care group to the first prayer meeting and to the first ever Sunday Service I went... everything has been written in His calender for me. The first plan He made is to bring me back from Cyberjaya. Successful. Then, He brought bro Paul to me. Successful but Failed to keep in touch. Then, it's bro Abraham. Successful. It's the Life Testimony that influences the people around us. Gotta admit that it was my heart problem that I kept avoiding bro Paul. Bad. God helped me to grow in Benjamin and within 2 months, I was brought into membership class and JDMM; discovering the struggling scenes behind just a care group... and hurtful moments.


As I continue to serve in Joseph (after 1st restructuring), I realized that being a member of a local church is not just having 100% attendance of every meetings. You've got to give your life to God, for the people in the care group, church, the lost souls... not forgetting the lovable ones under your care. Just like it is said, "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." in John 15:13. This verse means a lot to me. It's not just any 'statement' but I take it as a command. God loves us, that's why Jesus lay down His life for us.


I can tell you names of the people who are in the stage of "GIVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN IN AS MANY WAYS AS YOU CAN FOR AS LONG AS YOU CAN" [taken from David Jr]. The sacrificial hearts, the love, the care, the kindness, the faithfulness, the hope, the trust from the people...


Have left me breathless.


And kept me smiling.

Boleng teng jwa Modimo bo na le wena!

Current favourite:
Jesus's Blood (Hillsong United - More Than Life), Extravagant Worship & So Near (Lizzie Deane - Encounter Worship Vol. 1)

(May 2nd) Anyone Going?

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms*

So can't believe that I'm able to hear them sing Evermore, that's if I'm going..


But I wanna go... it's gonna be after all my exams and school break is during that time.. *taking a deep breath* Oh My God.











p.s: still wishing Hillsong London to come Malaysia ;)

(May 1st)

HAPPY LABOUR DAY, all!
* yes, I meant EVERYONE... ;)

I woke up early in the morning today. Very early. About 8am. I read the text msg from Jameson and replied him. Twice. This guy really needs encouragement. Then, about 8.30am, he called. To my surprise, he hadn't gone to bed since last night. Yikes!! How can he stay up so late? Oh yeah, the life of a pilot. Not able to get sleep at the proper time. Always having flights at 4am! Poor him. Yesterday he slept from 9am to 5pm. I can't stand that! Sleeping in the morning. Even sis Celina does that. So powerful :O ok, I went to work at 9.10am and arrived there before Sammi did *evil grin* I wore heels today and my foot is still aching. It's not new. It's the one I bought for Chinese New Year. Sighhhh..


Do you know the song, "EVERMORE" by Hillsong United? Man, I love that song so much! And guess what? Each time when the track comes up on the iPod, I'd put it at the highest volume. Why would I be that mad? It's all because of the... what do you call the beginning of the song? Ok, never mind. Just that. The beginning of the song is so amazing! Even when I heard it at the first time, I fell in love with it at once. The piano, the guitar, the bass, the drums... altogether... OMG! No words can describe how I feel for that part. Seriously good.


To be frank, I just love the opening. Not the whole song though ;)


Sobs. Got to go home now. It's getting late. Mum's gonna scold me. Am surfing the net using Gloria's pc in BBU. And she's sleeping next to me... till then...

O ITLHOKOMELE, peeps!
"that's TAKE CARE in Setswana"

(April 28th) Life is Like That

Hey peeps, how is your day so far?


Guess what? I thought my class is at 11am. But it's at 1pm. Sobs. Means I've to have lunch after 3pm. MAN! It's already last week of class and I am still so blur. God! Anyway, have so much free time now that I come online and read some stuffs. I went through some blogs and I definitely want to promote for them lar! Pretty good English. Pretty good sentences. Pretty good grammar... pretty good looking girls ;D


` Jaecy Wong
` Lei Yoon
` Jazzy Pam
` Mandy
` Sharon Wong
` Leonny *lovely pics!

p.s: don't need permission right? oops :P

(April 25th) Minutes to Lunch

Just came out from the library few minutes ago, finishing off last week's chapter of Research Methodology. It was the 2nd time going there. And actually stayed there for at least an hour. Phew. Checking Friendster now and Yahoo! Mail.. Hotmail.. Facebook.. Blogger.com.. Meebo.. Google (the Images page didn't work).. some site contains images and stuffs..


ARGH! CLASS! Hate Friday's classes because they start late.

p.s: I'm the one to blame for the schedule T_____________T

---------- PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLSSS BURNT TO DEATH ----------

An apartment of primary school girls (8-10 years old) in Uganda burnt down. It happened about 10pm when most of the students and teachers went to bed. The whole apartment! The girls tried to escape but 20+ of them died in the blazing hot scorching fire. Some of the girls tried to wake the others but it seems like an April Fool joke. One of the dorm's leaders who managed to escape went back inside the building to help her room mates. She went in again and again to help. Later on, no one saw her coming out. A body was found in a kneeling position. The people believed that she was praying, knowing there's no escape. Many believed that the previous headmaster is behind all this because the school staffs throw him out of the board.

(April 23rd) Taggies ;)

01. Do you believe in love at first sight??
` Used to believe in it, but found out that its... weird.


02. Where is the place(s) that you want to go the most?
` United Kingdom & Mongolia


03. Do you think all guys like football?
` Nope. Certainly not.


04. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
` God, who is the air that I breathe. Admit it, we don't create ourselves so it's impossible to believe there's no God :/


05. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
` Pay back everything I owe.


06. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
` Erk, did that many times. And God too ;)


07. Movies that I enjoy most?
` Lord of The Rings, and any movies that have Lindsay Lohan in it.


08. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
` Commitment


09. What annoy you the most?
` Erk, not replying sms when I ask something (unless out of kt)


10. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
` Hug or none.


11. Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a guy who is not that good looking but quite smart?
` Don't know. If God gives me the guy with both brains and looks, wow.. it'll be cool ;)


12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
` God, nothing else!


13. Will you join politics?
` Nope. Never.


14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
` When I've the $$


15. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
` My bad habit.


16. What's on ur mind right now?
` "Where's the class supposed to be?"


17. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
` Erm, the church vans got stolen.


18. What is the nicest moment that ever happened in ur life?
` Can't remember. But everyday has nice moments, even receiving SMS from a friend...


19. Do you believe that love can be everlasting?
` Of course! Only God's love is everlasting!


20. If you were to die tomorrow and you had a chance to spend your remaining hours with someone, who would it be?
` Ok, when I die, I'd meet Jesus. So, before I die, I'd spend my time with... my WHOLE family (dad, mum, sis, bros) and WHOLE family-In-Christ :)


21. Which you'd prefer to buy? Clothes or Shoes?
` Clothes! Lots of them ;)


22. What brand do you prefer for coffee?
` Starbucks. Love the coffee there. No idea why.


23. Nike or Adidas?
` Nike. Good designs!


24. If you've only 5 seconds more of your life to say something to someone, who would it be and what is it?
` Mum. "I'm Sorry and I Love You"


25. Would you prefer the beginning part of a movie or the ending?
` The ending. The happily-ever-after ending :D


26. Who you'd like to tag?
` Kidrock, Chen Ni, Mandy, Sharon, Jaecy, Le Rouge, Cholic and Alex.

(April 19th) Something So Light

I believed that Jesus Christ loves little children. I am no longer little, but I know that He loved me ever since the beginning, before the world is created. And I know He has always been there for me; the ups and downs of my life. He has never left me.


And to testify His goodness, yesterday He took away the heaviest burden in my life. When I lie on the bed, I looked at the mattress above me. It was like the most peaceful day in this week. I stared at the top for a long time. And I thank God quietly. I prayed to Him almost every time that I thought of the trouble. He let me know about how He will do but I thought it was just my mind speaking. But He made it happen. Though it caused me to missed prayer meeting, I know that He has His ways to solve the matter for me and I fully trust in Him. I know that I am supposed to go for the meeting. But now, I am in between doubt and trust about the solution to my problem. Is it really His way? That caused me to miss prayer meeting?


Wonderful things happen when we are in trouble. And we seek God more often when we are facing problems. And that's the time when we are able to understand God

better.


Romans 5:2
"through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God."

In You I have Faith.
In You I saw Hope.
In You I have LOVE.
In You I know Who I am.

(April 14th) When My Face Turned Green

Last 2 days in Genting Highlands were great.

Hope Malacca members went there for our Church Retreat. I was surprised to know that there's a church at the parking lot (below Arcade). The church was small but all of us feel warm in there. Everyone was feeling so cold. We have to walk from our apartment to the church. It took us about 10 minutes. I stayed with Jessica, Betsy, Nonofo, Diane, Patronella, Cindy, and Chockri in RIA Apartment. Our apartment is one of the best one, though I didn't see how nice it is compare to others. Haha. But the view... oh my Lord. VERY BEAUTIFUL! The sisters kept taking pictures on Sunday morning. And we were late for service. I was frustrated because we had to be there before 8am. But alas, I think we arrived about 9+am. I was supposed to be the projectionist. When I took over, I screwed up the slides pages. I was feeling so embarrassed. I didn't want to do it because bro Richard can handle it. But sis Florence needs him to control the PA system.


After preaching on Sunday, I brought my housemates back. It was almost 6pm. And I decided to buy something for them to eat. We didn't have enough money and sis Pai Chet bought bread for us. But they couldn't eat. So, I went out to buy. WITHOUT ANY SWEATER. My, very lovely cool breeze. I mean, very cold. Bro Paul brought me to buy dinner in... I don't remember the name of the place. Everything went very fine on the day... but when it's time to go home, I would never forget about it. I was to drive bro Aaron's car back to Malacca from Genting.


I've never drive from anywhere to Malacca before. I've never drive for 4 hours before. I've never, never drive on the winding roads, especially at the mountain. My God. I was so shocked when the rain totally blinded me on the way down. Bro Victor who guided me went too fast and I couldn't catch up. Ok, actually I was slow. The mirror was blur. Sis Pai Chet then guide me. After that, she went missing. I was going quite fast but I still can't catch up with them. And there were 4 lives in my hand that night. The sky was dark and the rain kept falling onto the Earth. I was so direction-less and alone. I almost cry and I kept on speaking in tongues. Sis Chedza, Jessica, Cindy, and Chockri were sleeping. I was alone. I kept on driving until there's a parting to Seremban and Kuala Lumpur. REALLY, I didn't drive on the highway before! So, I've no idea where to go, and I chose the road to KL and Ipoh. Deep in my heart, I knew it's the wrong road. But all I was thinking is to go KL.


I didn't see any of their cars by the road so, I knew I took the wrong lane. I was driving and kept following the sign to go KL. Bro Jonathan told me so when I was at Gombak rest place. I was so frightened. I might end up in Ipoh if I didn't try to call anyone. And guess what? I kept driving and I ended up at KTM Railway Station. When he called me, he was right after the traffic light. He came to my car with bro Victor. I was so relieved to see them. After that, they brought me to SHELL. Bro Jonathan told me, "Your face turned green."











Sis Chedza said, "I saw you feeling sleepy and that's why I talk to you." It was true. I was feeling awfully sleepy that I kept the car on the middle lane. When I blinked my eyes, I found myself driving to the dividers... three times @__________@ very scary..

(April 10th) God is great!

Sometimes I do have doubt if God really answer my prayers.


But Sis Celina doesn't have!


She has faith that God will definitely answer her prayers and every little bit of her cries; that's of course for expanding His Kingdom. I was in the living room watching E! on Astro whilst she was in her room dressing up. Then, she came out of her room and say, "I was checking the courses online just now and I saw that the course that I wanted, is offered in Malacca campus." I was shrieking and almost jumped off the sofa. I was so happy! I really can't believe that. I was shrieking again, and shrieking in my heart =)


Yea, you can see me grinning widely now.


Hehe.














Praise God!

(April 7th) Impossible?

"Everything will be OK. Everything will be fine." - Lemo


"Don't worry larr." - Pai Chet, Sin Lu, Jonathan... & the Holy Spirit

Yea, everything will be ok no matter what happens. That's how convinced Lemo is towards God who could do all things. Through Him, EVERYTHING is possible. Though the words sound simple and plain, they show how much faith he has in his Almighty Lord. The Lord says that we should not worry about what we wear for yam cha, what we eat, where we go, how to do this, when it'll be done, and the list goes on... No matter how BIG the problem you have, it is considered sap sap sui (easy easy water) for God. But it is not Him who should do the solving for our teeny-wheeny stuff. A brother told me, "It is 99% of your work to get it done." God gives us the Holy Spirit to lead and guide us. Therefore, we already have someone beside us who gives us advice and even warn us from doing evil.


There was one fine day that my mind was taking control of me. I have so many things in my mind. SO MANY!!!! And the vulnerable me broke down. Totally and completely lost my mind. I went to bed and wept. Then a brother called and I shared with him about what I was thinking. MY GOODNESS! When he shared, my eye-balls felt like dropping out. I can't believe his words! His sound sometimes increases and it like he's really angry with me. But later the volume decreases... I was really amazed at how much wisdom he has. Oh my Lord. I felt like I should worship his wisdom. Nah. It's God who gave the wisdom. This brother told me that he prayed for wisdom from the Lord every single day. He needs it in his ministry. He asked me to pray for it since I have 'so many problems'. Tsk.


My God, sometimes I'd just lose faith in Him because my focus automatically shifts to what looks attractive to me. Something like the worldly choices seem the best for us... yea, something like that. WOW. You never know such choices brought me HELL! And I can even put the wordly choices in this way: RED GLEAMING STRAWBERRIES with nothing but worms.


Can you imagine that Lemo said if he hears me thinking negatively, he's gonna slap me?





















hehe.

(April 4th) Another Day...

To my dearest sis Stella,

Happy 23rd Birthday!
May God bless you more in your studies and work.
May you gain lotsa knowledge when you're in Sabah.

don't forget to share with me all about the trip, ya ;)

------------------------------* *------------------------------

A brother from church asked me for the ISS Nite (Apr 3rd) few days ago. It was my first time getting invited to be someone's date. I was thrilled and I got so excited. I couldn't stop thinking how great the dinner would be. And for your info, I haven't been to a dinner before, as in like you'll have to get dressed up for it. It's really, really interesting! The ticket's quite cheap and obviously he is getting the ticket for me.


But I turned down his invitation. I have an exam on Saturday. TWO exams to be exact: ACCOUNTING and RESEARCH METHODOLOGY. And I have a morning class on the next day. I need plenty of hours to study. I feel so nervous whenever I think about Accountings. Why does it has to be so scary? Hmm.. I feel guilty for not going with him because he has hopes that I'll go. But I didn't. Probably I'll buy him dinner to make it up ;) Um... Any ideas what to get for him?

(March 31st) And Time Flies..

Can't think of the time I'd be free.




Can't think of any events to go.




Couldn't get the voucher back from Rebecca in time to give to my mum.




Can't get the guts or the interest out from me to go.




Can't think of ANY reason WHY I should do it.




And the CLINIQUE MAKEOVER WORTH rm100 VOUCHER wasted.





Was my birthday gift from my sis :/

(March 28th) What a Hot Day!

My, what a very hot day. And it's the time of the month.

HOT and WET.


WET:
It's the time when women across the globe get really, really frust. But the girl typing this post becomes really forgetful.




















Note: Yey! Chimezie finally tasted the squid. Wahahahaha! He he.

(March 25th)

Oh, my birthday is over.

(March 20th) The Girls

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
PAI CHET
CINDY
RADIKAH


The saddest thing during your birthday is I COULDN'T BE WHERE YOU ARE.


but


the happiest thing is... I AM ABLE TO SEE YOU SMILE.

FLASHBACK:

I had an amazing girl talk with Sis Joey on Friday Night in JB. It was my first time talking with her about girl stuffs. Well, she's really a nice person to talk to. But before I know that, I was too afraid to go near her. I just had to talk with her that night. We slept in the same room so I took the chance. I told her about some personal stuff and she helped me to solve it. We both know this brother and I wanted to actually know what's in his mind. He's a close friend of hers so I thought she'd know better than me. She shared with me what this brother went through and I got to clear the misunderstandings I had for him. I feel so glad that she's there to listen to me and help me out :) though I feel that the problem has not settled, but just as she said, "Leave it to God. If we keep thinking about it, the matter will get worse and affect our serving."


Thanks, Sis!

(March 18th) Hectic Week? AWW-some

Back, and going away again. As you know, I don't own any Internet connection at home. It's MMU midterm break now, and, it's time to get lazy again. For the past week, it has been very "busy" for me. I consider it as busy because I kept going out from my house and returning late. Very bad girl. Anyway, here are the stuffs happened last week...

Came back from Bible Conference "A Powerful Prayer Church" in Hope Johor Bahru. Slept in Priscilla's house. It was supposed to be a GREAT event but turned out that something bad happened. It wrecked most of my care group's excitement. Sigh. Anyway, the other days are ok. Managed to understand things about Prayer. After service, celebrated Pastor David's birthday. The people from Hope Malacca was cheering for him and made Sis Lena to say, "Wah! You're so popular!" Ps David is indeed popular among us!



I skipped the Birthday cg on Monday because I had a sudden emotional break down. I had a phone call from someone and I couldn't stop myself from being really upset. I wished I could join them but I isolated myself. I sat in the van. Then, I just felt like seeing Celina and I rushed over. Seeing her made me smile. We had a few chat and Seuntjie called. He wanted to come see me.. Aww. So sweet. Haha! He willing to walk from Noah House to BBU. It's not very far but the heart.. *grins*



The assignments have been divided and I've got 2 things to do. Still, I'm lack of resources for Business Law and Research Methodology. Man! I need some expert to guide me!



Jameson promised to come down to celebrate with me. Well, he'll be here with his bro, Nicholas. The next pilot in the Wong family. Hehe. He's extremely cute and tall. He's taller than you, Jameson. Har har.



Went for visitations at Permai. Sent text msgs to my sheeps but got no replies. That's very upsetting. Lack of prayer I supposed :/



Had shepherding with PC and received many comments on my attitude. I tried to be someone better who can lead and not fall into that temptation easily. I kept writing down the things I need to change, but during prayer, I couldn't tell Him about them. I always lost for words. Sigh.



I had been playing a song by Hillsong. I love that song so much but I've no idea what's the title and which Hillsong sang it. ARGH! It's killing me. There's no title in the cd and Cherry doesn't even know it.



Persuaded Sis Joey to buy the RM12 shoes in Viss, Jusco Skudai. Haha! The shoe shop is having sales up to 70% discount! The shoes are so cute! I asked her to buy 3 pairs. They will only cost her less then RM50. And she love them all. But at last, she only bought 2. And I've forgotten to take pictures of them T____T



Read Psalms.



Skipped to Proverbs.

(March 6th) OMG!

Honestly, I'm really into designing... anything that has to do with Arts. And I'm not bluffing. But I wonder if my "creation" is really good. When I kept looking at Sis Joey's artworks, I will always go WOW! No doubt that she's veryyyy creative. Some people likes to compare *cough* and I'm one of them. There are times I make souvenirs for my care group people... sometimes I'd just do it out of love. They said it's nice. But... hers is nicer.


ANYWAY, different people has different ideas *grins*


Here's one of my "creation" for the upcoming Hope Malacca event. I hope this poster is ok. Can you give some comments on where I should improve? Thanks ;)

By the way, here's the link: A LOVE OF STAMPING where you'll find little to big pretty hand made cards etc! I know you'll go WOW.

(March 4th) Nothing Much...

It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides.

The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.

- W. Somerset Maugham





False friends aren't always that bad because it shows you about yourself and teaches you to be strong and life goes on.
- Josh Wojo





My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.
- Henry Ford





A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart.
- Kathleen Grove





To find a friend one must close one eye; To keep him, two.
- Norman Douglas

(March 1st) Doink!

Here I am updating Facebook, checking Friendster as I am struggling to finish the registration form for the Hope Southern Region Family Cum Badminton Tournament #2... and drinking Coke out of Wendy's refrigerator.

Coke is bad for health

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Badminton is good for health

.

Facebook is addictive

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Friendster is colourful

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Online till 2am, is absurd!!

(Feb 26th) Vote For...

My mum scolded me yesterday and called me crazy.


She wouldn't do that if it concerns a small matter. But it's all about the Election Day. It happens once in a few years. Everyone is encouraged to vote because a vote really matters a lot for our future. Malaysians' future... I was sort of excited and high about it when I was younger. I so wanted to follow my parents to vote. Few years later, after watching news on how some parties marching down the streets, showing angry faces; tearing down the other party's flags; behaving very badly BEFORE the day... I freaked out. These people have some issues going on. My mates told me that it might be safer if we all just stay at home. It's a BRILLIANT idea. Very clever but... I'm going to register with my sister on March 8 – that's if my mum won't let me off. Should I be happy? "Your vote is very important to us." A brother told me that the election happened once in every 5 years back in Botswana. He asked me about this country. And I told him, "Every year". Tsk tsk. Brainless.


Anyway, saw a picture in this computer that I'm using now.

Let's have Jesus in the list instead ;)

He gave the peace that the world cannot give.

(Feb 17th) The Lovely Day :)

Hello guys. How are you all? I'm here to upload some pictures during the care group on Valentine's Day :)

I made this card for PC. Felt like doing something for her :)



And also not forgetting my sheep, Celina



... and for my best mate ;)



Cherry showed me the cake she bought for TC.



The first thing we did was to find the song sheets to paste on the board...



And me taking pictures with me sheep and ex-sheep.






Patronella with the very tall Speech!



Due to the 'concentration' I had during care group, I didn't take any pictures. Well, I was hooked up with the fun and sharing. Anyway, this is the picture taken after the care group, after the cake is brought out.
All of us prayed for TC. The shepherd is right beside him, Lemo-chan ;)



Then, it's picture time again!!

Pat, One, Jessica



two of my favourite people: Celina and Lemo



Celina, TC, Speech



Laone, Lame, and Gloria



Chedza and Patience


OH! Did I show you the birthday boy picture? Here it is...






Oh, by the way, I drank this on the night before Valentine's Day..
CAPPUCCINO ICE BLENDED WITH ICE CREAM.

SLURRRRRPPPS!!!!


p.s: Happy Belated Valentine's Day to you David Jr :)

by David Jr


Never is easy to tell someone how you actually feel,
although you can say many, many words from your mouth.

sigh.













LORD, help me to speak.

(Feb 11th) After That... And Now This :)

VINCCI was closed when I went there to buy shoes.





Chinese New Year has gone.

Er... I guess not really. The first 2 important days have gone. I didn't quite enjoy this year's celebration. As you all can already feel the "mood" I'm having now. From the previous post, I have said that my mum gave me a few pieces of new blouses. And I planned to wear one of them for the first day of new year. Sadly, I did not. But guess what? I looked through my closet and found one of the blouse I really like last year - which I haven't really wear it before. AWESOME. I got so excited that day because I have the beige colour shorts, which I love. They match :) On the first day, I received quite a lot of $$ from a few. Well, can say that I received more than last year. Hehe. I started to work in Lilic on the 2nd day itself. Because not enough worker. I was kinda ok with it because I don't usually go anywhere during the celebration. So, I worked. Until Sunday. Haha! Probably I'll get paid a lot at the end of the month ;)


Anyway, one more special event coming up soon! It's only 3 days away. And I can't believe that I haven't done anything yet. Sigh. Always being so lazy. There'll be a combine Joseph care group on the special day to celebrate TC's birthday. AWESOME. But I wonder if it'll be a memorable one. Hmmm..

(Feb 5th) TONG TONG CHIANG!

TO ALL WHO ARE CELEBRATING...








happy chinese new year from me to you ;)

argh!!
I need new shoes! Is VINCCI having sales? I saw Sis Nonofo having a collection of Vincci shoes! I must get 'em as well! They're very pretty simple, exotic, stylish. My type of shoes. It's funny I never noticed it before. Hmmm... This means LAST MINUTE SHOPPING! Yeyness. Don't know why it got me so excited :/

ATTACK!

p.s: still waiting for Jameson to bring me shopping