"Don't worry larr." - Pai Chet, Sin Lu, Jonathan... & the Holy Spirit
Yea, everything will be ok no matter what happens. That's how convinced Lemo is towards God who could do all things. Through Him, EVERYTHING is possible. Though the words sound simple and plain, they show how much faith he has in his Almighty Lord. The Lord says that we should not worry about what we wear for yam cha, what we eat, where we go, how to do this, when it'll be done, and the list goes on... No matter how BIG the problem you have, it is considered sap sap sui (easy easy water) for God. But it is not Him who should do the solving for our teeny-wheeny stuff. A brother told me, "It is 99% of your work to get it done." God gives us the Holy Spirit to lead and guide us. Therefore, we already have someone beside us who gives us advice and even warn us from doing evil.
There was one fine day that my mind was taking control of me. I have so many things in my mind. SO MANY!!!! And the vulnerable me broke down. Totally and completely lost my mind. I went to bed and wept. Then a brother called and I shared with him about what I was thinking. MY GOODNESS! When he shared, my eye-balls felt like dropping out. I can't believe his words! His sound sometimes increases and it like he's really angry with me. But later the volume decreases... I was really amazed at how much wisdom he has. Oh my Lord. I felt like I should worship his wisdom. Nah. It's God who gave the wisdom. This brother told me that he prayed for wisdom from the Lord every single day. He needs it in his ministry. He asked me to pray for it since I have 'so many problems'. Tsk.
My God, sometimes I'd just lose faith in Him because my focus automatically shifts to what looks attractive to me. Something like the worldly choices seem the best for us... yea, something like that. WOW. You never know such choices brought me HELL! And I can even put the wordly choices in this way: RED GLEAMING STRAWBERRIES with nothing but worms.
Can you imagine that Lemo said if he hears me thinking negatively, he's gonna slap me?
hehe.
There was one fine day that my mind was taking control of me. I have so many things in my mind. SO MANY!!!! And the vulnerable me broke down. Totally and completely lost my mind. I went to bed and wept. Then a brother called and I shared with him about what I was thinking. MY GOODNESS! When he shared, my eye-balls felt like dropping out. I can't believe his words! His sound sometimes increases and it like he's really angry with me. But later the volume decreases... I was really amazed at how much wisdom he has. Oh my Lord. I felt like I should worship his wisdom. Nah. It's God who gave the wisdom. This brother told me that he prayed for wisdom from the Lord every single day. He needs it in his ministry. He asked me to pray for it since I have 'so many problems'. Tsk.
My God, sometimes I'd just lose faith in Him because my focus automatically shifts to what looks attractive to me. Something like the worldly choices seem the best for us... yea, something like that. WOW. You never know such choices brought me HELL! And I can even put the wordly choices in this way: RED GLEAMING STRAWBERRIES with nothing but worms.
Can you imagine that Lemo said if he hears me thinking negatively, he's gonna slap me?
hehe.
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