It happened on March 14th, 2012.
When all things were perfect and certain.
When we were still together, going strong.
When I didn't even fall out of love because of your bad behaviours.
When I did not hate you because you likes shouting at me.
When I did not start disliking you because the lies/stories you told others.
When I couldn't even stop smiling due to your wacky attitude.
When I couldn't not trust you because you're not trustworthy and....
When I stayed because of your goodness.
Probably everything happened for a reason. Probably there is a better guy for me in the future. Someone who has a stabil job, a good income for me and future family, a good man of God... Probably those are the possibilities why we aren't together now. Probably you're trying to do something now in order for us to have a good life. Probably you are doing something better out of all this. Probably you were thinking that I am better without you and who you are.
You're wrong.
I hope you could read the letter I typed for you - just this once again. I just want you to read those words properly. The words that are truly from the bottom of my heart. Look at those words. I am not kidding in what I wrote. And I am not taking our relationship as a joke of 2012. I don't take relationships as jokes or something to have fun with... They're a commitment! Who knows what happened in the future, that's for God to handle and change.. I don't understand why you'd choose to do something which affects both of us badly. Probably not too bad for you. Because basically, I lost the most. You could choose to stop your heart from loving others. But you couldn't stop mine. And I still love you..
If only you read this..... and my previous post,
I hope you will know how much I love you (:
Here's the note I wrote for you the other day:
Dear GCYL,
Remember everything you have, and cherish it while you have it.
Cause one day, you might wake up, and it will be gone.
You might think that you've lost everything right now. But you did not.
Things are only temporary on earth.
Remember that God still loves you. And we love you too.
Forget those who wanna bring you down.
But always keep in mind those who love you up till now.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long..
Remember me always in your eyes and in your heart :)
p/s:
iloveyou
When all things were perfect and certain.
When we were still together, going strong.
When I didn't even fall out of love because of your bad behaviours.
When I did not hate you because you likes shouting at me.
When I did not start disliking you because the lies/stories you told others.
When I couldn't even stop smiling due to your wacky attitude.
When I couldn't not trust you because you're not trustworthy and....
When I stayed because of your goodness.
Probably everything happened for a reason. Probably there is a better guy for me in the future. Someone who has a stabil job, a good income for me and future family, a good man of God... Probably those are the possibilities why we aren't together now. Probably you're trying to do something now in order for us to have a good life. Probably you are doing something better out of all this. Probably you were thinking that I am better without you and who you are.
You're wrong.
I hope you could read the letter I typed for you - just this once again. I just want you to read those words properly. The words that are truly from the bottom of my heart. Look at those words. I am not kidding in what I wrote. And I am not taking our relationship as a joke of 2012. I don't take relationships as jokes or something to have fun with... They're a commitment! Who knows what happened in the future, that's for God to handle and change.. I don't understand why you'd choose to do something which affects both of us badly. Probably not too bad for you. Because basically, I lost the most. You could choose to stop your heart from loving others. But you couldn't stop mine. And I still love you..
If only you read this..... and my previous post,
I hope you will know how much I love you (:
Here's the note I wrote for you the other day:
Dear GCYL,
Remember everything you have, and cherish it while you have it.
Cause one day, you might wake up, and it will be gone.
You might think that you've lost everything right now. But you did not.
Things are only temporary on earth.
Remember that God still loves you. And we love you too.
Forget those who wanna bring you down.
But always keep in mind those who love you up till now.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long..
Remember me always in your eyes and in your heart :)
p/s:
iloveyou
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