For the first time in my life,
I have never been so embarrassed.
In an important event.
I am the ugliest girl found there.
I couldn't find the best dress for this event.
I couldn't get any sisters from church to make up for me.
I could not present myself neatly because I was just after work.
I just couldn't understand the whole thing.
I am having emotional breakdown.
My self-esteem went down. Straight down.
I lost my confidence in myself too.
I am so heart-broken.
What should I do?
I am a complete mess.
I tried so hard.
I cannot stop comparing myself with the other girls,
when I saw them in great outfits, great hair-do, great shoes..
While me.. *looks at self*
Probably..
I am just ugly.
I am the ugliest girl found there.
I couldn't find the best dress for this event.
I couldn't get any sisters from church to make up for me.
I could not present myself neatly because I was just after work.
I just couldn't understand the whole thing.
I am having emotional breakdown.
My self-esteem went down. Straight down.
I lost my confidence in myself too.
I am so heart-broken.
What should I do?
I am a complete mess.
I tried so hard.
I cannot stop comparing myself with the other girls,
when I saw them in great outfits, great hair-do, great shoes..
While me.. *looks at self*
Probably..
I am just ugly.
