Finally,

It is over. I am glad.
I am home, the place where I find peace..

I don't think I will find interest in contact lens anymore.
Hate the way it feels in my eyes.
Hate the time spent to put it in.

It is really awkward to know that I was once TOOEXCITED for it.
But now, you can see that I am not. I am too upset to be happy..
I do feel happy for both of them.
But that couldn't help my self-esteem.. :)

I may regret many things later.
But for this moment, I wanna enjoy being emotional.

Bliss.