(April 28th) Life is Like That

Hey peeps, how is your day so far?


Guess what? I thought my class is at 11am. But it's at 1pm. Sobs. Means I've to have lunch after 3pm. MAN! It's already last week of class and I am still so blur. God! Anyway, have so much free time now that I come online and read some stuffs. I went through some blogs and I definitely want to promote for them lar! Pretty good English. Pretty good sentences. Pretty good grammar... pretty good looking girls ;D


` Jaecy Wong
` Lei Yoon
` Jazzy Pam
` Mandy
` Sharon Wong
` Leonny *lovely pics!

p.s: don't need permission right? oops :P

(April 25th) Minutes to Lunch

Just came out from the library few minutes ago, finishing off last week's chapter of Research Methodology. It was the 2nd time going there. And actually stayed there for at least an hour. Phew. Checking Friendster now and Yahoo! Mail.. Hotmail.. Facebook.. Blogger.com.. Meebo.. Google (the Images page didn't work).. some site contains images and stuffs..


ARGH! CLASS! Hate Friday's classes because they start late.

p.s: I'm the one to blame for the schedule T_____________T

---------- PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLSSS BURNT TO DEATH ----------

An apartment of primary school girls (8-10 years old) in Uganda burnt down. It happened about 10pm when most of the students and teachers went to bed. The whole apartment! The girls tried to escape but 20+ of them died in the blazing hot scorching fire. Some of the girls tried to wake the others but it seems like an April Fool joke. One of the dorm's leaders who managed to escape went back inside the building to help her room mates. She went in again and again to help. Later on, no one saw her coming out. A body was found in a kneeling position. The people believed that she was praying, knowing there's no escape. Many believed that the previous headmaster is behind all this because the school staffs throw him out of the board.

(April 23rd) Taggies ;)

01. Do you believe in love at first sight??
` Used to believe in it, but found out that its... weird.


02. Where is the place(s) that you want to go the most?
` United Kingdom & Mongolia


03. Do you think all guys like football?
` Nope. Certainly not.


04. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
` God, who is the air that I breathe. Admit it, we don't create ourselves so it's impossible to believe there's no God :/


05. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
` Pay back everything I owe.


06. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
` Erk, did that many times. And God too ;)


07. Movies that I enjoy most?
` Lord of The Rings, and any movies that have Lindsay Lohan in it.


08. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
` Commitment


09. What annoy you the most?
` Erk, not replying sms when I ask something (unless out of kt)


10. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
` Hug or none.


11. Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a guy who is not that good looking but quite smart?
` Don't know. If God gives me the guy with both brains and looks, wow.. it'll be cool ;)


12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
` God, nothing else!


13. Will you join politics?
` Nope. Never.


14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
` When I've the $$


15. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
` My bad habit.


16. What's on ur mind right now?
` "Where's the class supposed to be?"


17. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
` Erm, the church vans got stolen.


18. What is the nicest moment that ever happened in ur life?
` Can't remember. But everyday has nice moments, even receiving SMS from a friend...


19. Do you believe that love can be everlasting?
` Of course! Only God's love is everlasting!


20. If you were to die tomorrow and you had a chance to spend your remaining hours with someone, who would it be?
` Ok, when I die, I'd meet Jesus. So, before I die, I'd spend my time with... my WHOLE family (dad, mum, sis, bros) and WHOLE family-In-Christ :)


21. Which you'd prefer to buy? Clothes or Shoes?
` Clothes! Lots of them ;)


22. What brand do you prefer for coffee?
` Starbucks. Love the coffee there. No idea why.


23. Nike or Adidas?
` Nike. Good designs!


24. If you've only 5 seconds more of your life to say something to someone, who would it be and what is it?
` Mum. "I'm Sorry and I Love You"


25. Would you prefer the beginning part of a movie or the ending?
` The ending. The happily-ever-after ending :D


26. Who you'd like to tag?
` Kidrock, Chen Ni, Mandy, Sharon, Jaecy, Le Rouge, Cholic and Alex.

(April 19th) Something So Light

I believed that Jesus Christ loves little children. I am no longer little, but I know that He loved me ever since the beginning, before the world is created. And I know He has always been there for me; the ups and downs of my life. He has never left me.


And to testify His goodness, yesterday He took away the heaviest burden in my life. When I lie on the bed, I looked at the mattress above me. It was like the most peaceful day in this week. I stared at the top for a long time. And I thank God quietly. I prayed to Him almost every time that I thought of the trouble. He let me know about how He will do but I thought it was just my mind speaking. But He made it happen. Though it caused me to missed prayer meeting, I know that He has His ways to solve the matter for me and I fully trust in Him. I know that I am supposed to go for the meeting. But now, I am in between doubt and trust about the solution to my problem. Is it really His way? That caused me to miss prayer meeting?


Wonderful things happen when we are in trouble. And we seek God more often when we are facing problems. And that's the time when we are able to understand God

better.


Romans 5:2
"through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God."

In You I have Faith.
In You I saw Hope.
In You I have LOVE.
In You I know Who I am.

(April 14th) When My Face Turned Green

Last 2 days in Genting Highlands were great.

Hope Malacca members went there for our Church Retreat. I was surprised to know that there's a church at the parking lot (below Arcade). The church was small but all of us feel warm in there. Everyone was feeling so cold. We have to walk from our apartment to the church. It took us about 10 minutes. I stayed with Jessica, Betsy, Nonofo, Diane, Patronella, Cindy, and Chockri in RIA Apartment. Our apartment is one of the best one, though I didn't see how nice it is compare to others. Haha. But the view... oh my Lord. VERY BEAUTIFUL! The sisters kept taking pictures on Sunday morning. And we were late for service. I was frustrated because we had to be there before 8am. But alas, I think we arrived about 9+am. I was supposed to be the projectionist. When I took over, I screwed up the slides pages. I was feeling so embarrassed. I didn't want to do it because bro Richard can handle it. But sis Florence needs him to control the PA system.


After preaching on Sunday, I brought my housemates back. It was almost 6pm. And I decided to buy something for them to eat. We didn't have enough money and sis Pai Chet bought bread for us. But they couldn't eat. So, I went out to buy. WITHOUT ANY SWEATER. My, very lovely cool breeze. I mean, very cold. Bro Paul brought me to buy dinner in... I don't remember the name of the place. Everything went very fine on the day... but when it's time to go home, I would never forget about it. I was to drive bro Aaron's car back to Malacca from Genting.


I've never drive from anywhere to Malacca before. I've never drive for 4 hours before. I've never, never drive on the winding roads, especially at the mountain. My God. I was so shocked when the rain totally blinded me on the way down. Bro Victor who guided me went too fast and I couldn't catch up. Ok, actually I was slow. The mirror was blur. Sis Pai Chet then guide me. After that, she went missing. I was going quite fast but I still can't catch up with them. And there were 4 lives in my hand that night. The sky was dark and the rain kept falling onto the Earth. I was so direction-less and alone. I almost cry and I kept on speaking in tongues. Sis Chedza, Jessica, Cindy, and Chockri were sleeping. I was alone. I kept on driving until there's a parting to Seremban and Kuala Lumpur. REALLY, I didn't drive on the highway before! So, I've no idea where to go, and I chose the road to KL and Ipoh. Deep in my heart, I knew it's the wrong road. But all I was thinking is to go KL.


I didn't see any of their cars by the road so, I knew I took the wrong lane. I was driving and kept following the sign to go KL. Bro Jonathan told me so when I was at Gombak rest place. I was so frightened. I might end up in Ipoh if I didn't try to call anyone. And guess what? I kept driving and I ended up at KTM Railway Station. When he called me, he was right after the traffic light. He came to my car with bro Victor. I was so relieved to see them. After that, they brought me to SHELL. Bro Jonathan told me, "Your face turned green."











Sis Chedza said, "I saw you feeling sleepy and that's why I talk to you." It was true. I was feeling awfully sleepy that I kept the car on the middle lane. When I blinked my eyes, I found myself driving to the dividers... three times @__________@ very scary..

(April 10th) God is great!

Sometimes I do have doubt if God really answer my prayers.


But Sis Celina doesn't have!


She has faith that God will definitely answer her prayers and every little bit of her cries; that's of course for expanding His Kingdom. I was in the living room watching E! on Astro whilst she was in her room dressing up. Then, she came out of her room and say, "I was checking the courses online just now and I saw that the course that I wanted, is offered in Malacca campus." I was shrieking and almost jumped off the sofa. I was so happy! I really can't believe that. I was shrieking again, and shrieking in my heart =)


Yea, you can see me grinning widely now.


Hehe.














Praise God!

(April 7th) Impossible?

"Everything will be OK. Everything will be fine." - Lemo


"Don't worry larr." - Pai Chet, Sin Lu, Jonathan... & the Holy Spirit

Yea, everything will be ok no matter what happens. That's how convinced Lemo is towards God who could do all things. Through Him, EVERYTHING is possible. Though the words sound simple and plain, they show how much faith he has in his Almighty Lord. The Lord says that we should not worry about what we wear for yam cha, what we eat, where we go, how to do this, when it'll be done, and the list goes on... No matter how BIG the problem you have, it is considered sap sap sui (easy easy water) for God. But it is not Him who should do the solving for our teeny-wheeny stuff. A brother told me, "It is 99% of your work to get it done." God gives us the Holy Spirit to lead and guide us. Therefore, we already have someone beside us who gives us advice and even warn us from doing evil.


There was one fine day that my mind was taking control of me. I have so many things in my mind. SO MANY!!!! And the vulnerable me broke down. Totally and completely lost my mind. I went to bed and wept. Then a brother called and I shared with him about what I was thinking. MY GOODNESS! When he shared, my eye-balls felt like dropping out. I can't believe his words! His sound sometimes increases and it like he's really angry with me. But later the volume decreases... I was really amazed at how much wisdom he has. Oh my Lord. I felt like I should worship his wisdom. Nah. It's God who gave the wisdom. This brother told me that he prayed for wisdom from the Lord every single day. He needs it in his ministry. He asked me to pray for it since I have 'so many problems'. Tsk.


My God, sometimes I'd just lose faith in Him because my focus automatically shifts to what looks attractive to me. Something like the worldly choices seem the best for us... yea, something like that. WOW. You never know such choices brought me HELL! And I can even put the wordly choices in this way: RED GLEAMING STRAWBERRIES with nothing but worms.


Can you imagine that Lemo said if he hears me thinking negatively, he's gonna slap me?





















hehe.

(April 4th) Another Day...

To my dearest sis Stella,

Happy 23rd Birthday!
May God bless you more in your studies and work.
May you gain lotsa knowledge when you're in Sabah.

don't forget to share with me all about the trip, ya ;)

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A brother from church asked me for the ISS Nite (Apr 3rd) few days ago. It was my first time getting invited to be someone's date. I was thrilled and I got so excited. I couldn't stop thinking how great the dinner would be. And for your info, I haven't been to a dinner before, as in like you'll have to get dressed up for it. It's really, really interesting! The ticket's quite cheap and obviously he is getting the ticket for me.


But I turned down his invitation. I have an exam on Saturday. TWO exams to be exact: ACCOUNTING and RESEARCH METHODOLOGY. And I have a morning class on the next day. I need plenty of hours to study. I feel so nervous whenever I think about Accountings. Why does it has to be so scary? Hmm.. I feel guilty for not going with him because he has hopes that I'll go. But I didn't. Probably I'll buy him dinner to make it up ;) Um... Any ideas what to get for him?

(March 31st) And Time Flies..

Can't think of the time I'd be free.




Can't think of any events to go.




Couldn't get the voucher back from Rebecca in time to give to my mum.




Can't get the guts or the interest out from me to go.




Can't think of ANY reason WHY I should do it.




And the CLINIQUE MAKEOVER WORTH rm100 VOUCHER wasted.





Was my birthday gift from my sis :/