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Gao Tian Qi

Nickname: Angu
Birthday: Sept 11th, 1983
Horoscope: Virgo
Blood type: A
Nationality: Taiwanese
Birth Place: Yi Lan
Height: 176cm
Weight: 72kg
Shirt no: 09
Tv Serials: MVP Valentine (MVP)

Awards:

2000: HBL
(HBL Gao Zhong Lan Qiu Lian Sai Zhu Gong Wang)
2001: HBL
HBL Gao Zhong Lan Qiu Lian Sai Zhu Gong Wang)
2001: HBL
(HBL Gao Zhong Lan Qui Lian Sai Ren Qi Wang)

Ok, I admit that I am seriously not good in basketball game. I only like to watch how the players play in the court. I watched My MVP Valentine and saw this guy who is a REAL basketball player :] I just love the way he handle the ball and also the way he stormed towards the goal. I couldn't deny that his moves are wonderful. I can never imagine that that are the ways how the players should play. Very good, I shall say. Oh, he also looks good in the drama. I just love the way he act. Very cool and calm, all the time! Except when he saw the puppy and he got terrified. Haha! (I am referring to character) So, why don't you, people who love to play basketball, watch this movie and learn those steps :P I bet you'll play good and look good too. Hehe.

p.s: sorry if I sounded like I am not making sense, I am too tired :/ just came back from work.

korean

the heart

How is it to like someone but he never likes you back?

How is it to give something to someone..

but the response is not good?

How is it to wait for that someone to reply..

but he never did?

I know that each one of us had been through the difficult time when we have to accept “NO” as the answer. No matter how hard you try, you are never good in his eyes. No matter how far you get to change yourself for him, he would never like you more than before. The more you try to know that person, the more annoyed he would be. And worse, you'll get ignored.

When he is sad, you would be sad. When he is happy, you would be happy too but you'd wonder if you're the one who makes him smile. When he is angry, you'd just provide him many advises to calm him down. When he is extremely happy, you wished you'd be the one beside him to share the happiness. When he cries, you wished you could lend your shoulders for him to cry on.

You wished he'd know everything that goes around your mind. You just need to tell him all things that happened in your life. You never fail to reply his text messages or answer his call. You don't want to hang up when it is time to quit talking. You would want to listen to him all the time during the phone call instead of telling your problems. You wanted to let him know how much you cared for him and wanted him to know that you'll always be there for him.

But the only thing you really want him to know is...

you love him

healing

I have been having neck pain for the past few days. I thought that this pain would go away very soon but too bad, it didn't. I had troubles sitting down because my head would feel very heavy. I also had sore throat. I just can't swallow anything or even have the mood to eat. I was very sick.

But last night, I went to care group in Esther's house. It was quite special because we were having Valentine's care group. It's nothing but Valentine's mood. They ordered 2 pizzas from US Pizza. Then, Sister Su Han prepared spagetthi, cucur udang, and 2 drinks. Sister Shin Jie fried the mihun. When all of us arrived, we sat together and we did some introduction. Su Han gave a sweet to each of us. We were to throw it to whoever we want to introduce. Sister Sin Lu introduced me and she kept on guessing what is my favourite colour while Su Han and Shin Jie kept making the "error" sounds. Haha! It was very funny.

After praise and worship, we begun our REFRESHMENT! We sat around the 2 square tables and eat eat! I took the cucur udang although I know it'll hurt my throat but when I eat, I feel nothing. Yey! It was so tasty that I had to have more! Haha! I had the pizzas and the drink. Then we did some sharing. After that, I gave out the Valentine chocolates!!!

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This morning, I woke up thinking my neck would hurt again. I tried to turn left and right but... there's no pain at all! I thought I am tricking myself. So I tried swallowing my saliva to test if my throat hurts somemore. But it is not painful!
I am completely healed! I tried to remember when I prayed for them. All I know that Shin Jie massaged my neck real hard and I felt like screaming in pain (oops!) and that's all! I am so happy that I don't have to feel the painful pain anymore.

Thanks to the Lord!

sick

I was very ill yesterday.

I felt that I'd be off colour when I feel very cold in Lilic. The air conditioner was off. When I got home, I felt poorer. Usually your friends would say that after some sleep, we'd feel better but I didn't get better! My body gets warmer. My brain was pounding very hard. Every inch of movements hurts. I laid my head onto my bed as I sat on the floor. My mum asked me to take the Chinese powdery medicine but I don't want. I tasted it before and I hated it very much. Yuck!

My uncle came by to do some measurements in our bathroom. He saw me. He told my mum to get me to the hospital as soon as possible because he heard that there are 10 people from Malacca who died of Denggi. And he kept telling, "5 days". I couldn't be bothered. It was Supernatural Tuesday. I wanted God to heal me, to prove that He still lives and He is the Cure.

I dragged myself to the bathroom after Jonathan called. After feeling sick for half hour, I finally arrived at the church. I hated being in the car at that moment because the roads were very bumpy and I felt I could just throw up! I walked pass everyone after coming out from the car and headed to the room where Zephaniah slept. Agnes accompanied me. She was very kind and caring. She helped me to get the mattress and pillows. I was very cold but the big cushy pillows are all I have to cover my body.

Sister Shin Jie, Su Han, and Sin Lu prayed for me in the room. Few minutes later, I went to the bathroom and...vomit! It has been a long time since I vomited. I felt refreshed. Then, I felt terrible again. I go to the room once more to take a nap until Bro Peter called for the healing session. There were more than 10 students who wanted healing. Then, the others began to pray for all of us.

A miraculous wonder happened!
There was a deaf and voiceless girl called Julie. Bro Peter prayed for her and after that, she tried to open her mouth to speak. She couldn't say anything, but there's a voice coming out. The people prayed again. They asked her to read out the alphabets and YES, she did it! She can hear too! How amazed Julie's friends would be!

Praise the Lord!

Another astonishing thing happened that night.
Those who got healed wanted to accept Christ.

Bro Peter was amazed and he cried. He said that Jesus Christ is crying too. He showed his happiness through Bro Peter. I am surprised as well. There was an Indian girl who has a hand disease was able to speak in tongue although she’s not a Christian. Her hand is getting better now.
Praise the Lord!

I want to testify that God heals me.
On the next day, I am back to myself! The fever is gone!

I feel much much much better! I can't imagine myself being in that sick condition again. I just can't remember how sick I was and I just laughed when I recalled how worried my friends were. They cared for me and I felt touched. They were all so kind and loving.
Praise the Lord!

Give thanks to the Lord
` He heals

` He is the Cure

p.s: I vomited twice that day. can you imagie how sick I was?

V-Day

What is everyone doing on this Special Day?

Finally the day I have been waiting for is approaching!
I definitely am excited!

Are you?

I have already planned for the Valentine's Day gifts :]

The Groceries:
` Nips + Coco Jelly [yum yum]
` boxes [done!]
` ribbons [gold strings]
` candy-like heart shape [from Livin Cabin]

The Lovers:
Benjamin Care Group
` shin jie
` su han
` wei cheng
` wee kiat
` wei lin
` wendy
` joanne
` wei bin
` ben

Strangers
` andy
` jeffrey
` sin lu
` li lin

total = 13

A brief history on Valentine's Day:

Saint Valentine's Day or Valentine's Day is on Feb 14th.
It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, candy, or donations to charities, often anonymously. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day.

The holiday is named after two men, both Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished. The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines".

Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards.

The Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women purchase approximately 85 percent of all valentines.

In the United States, the marketing of Valentine's Day has tagged it as a "Hallmark holiday"

and so,
Happy Valentine's Day!!

in advance... :]

Valuable

Morning everyone, I am in the lab right now. Marketing class had just ended. There's something I wanted to ask everyone of you. Hope that you'll give me a response.
Here it is...

You went to a bookshop and get a pen. Your exam's approaching and you need one. Your partner (girl/boy) bought you another pen and said "Use this pen. It'll bring luck for your exam". Exam's finally over. One day, you found out that both of the pens went missing!

Which pen you will feel more upset for because you lose it?

thanks!

I wanna give a big shout out to:
Bro Jameson

for:
`the chocolate *yum yum*
`the happy face when we hung out
`the real stories he shared
`the help he gave when I almost get a summon ticket >_<'' `the smiles whilst listening to MY stories
`the care he showered upon me

and lastly,
`for the T.I.M.E he spent with me babbling about stuffs
*includes Westlife, McFly, sentimental songs, the blur waitress in Fulltank, the girls whom we think are whores, fashion*

but not least,
`for the "compliment" that I talked like Lindsay Lohan

Lindsay Style

I wanted to know what has gone wrong with Lindsay Lohan so I went to read the latest news about her using Google.co.uk. And I was really happy that she's in control now that she is out of rehab. I was more in love with her when I see these pictures displayed in a Gallery. Take a look at her styles! Awesome :)

Lindsay Lohan changed outfits for the the grand opening of the De Beers Jewelry Store later that night in New York City

Lindsay Lohan goes casual-chic for her appearance on MTV's Total Request Live, June 22

Lindsay arrives for a taping of "The Late Show with David Letterman" in jeans, June 21
`` she's so fit, isn't she? gosh..

Lindsay changed outfits for her appearance on "The Late Show with David Letterman," June 21

Linsday tries pearls and a tailored jacket for the premiere of Hostage, March 8
`` i just love this style, the outfit rocks..

Lindsay Lohan wears a low-cut mini at an MTV Movie Awards after party last year

Lindsay arrives at Lydia Hearst's 21st birthday, Sept. 16

Lindsay Lohan pairs a crisp white jacket with red lips at the opening of "Social Hollywood" on June 27, 2006

Lindsay Lohan attends the Cartier And Interview Magazine "Celebrate Love" party, June 8, 2006

She's drop dead g.o.r.g.e.o.u.s <3

photo credit: Getty Images

a Lover

Hello guys, how are you doing? Sorry for not updating my blog. Today I've something to write. Keep on reading...!

I realized that how important it is to talk with your own family members, no matter what things you want to share. It really is important that you must have a good relationship with your parents and your siblings. It is vital to have a good communication with them, because they're the only ones who stand beside you when you're in need of someone.

My relationship with my mother wasn't good. I tried to tell her things but the words couldn't come out, as I was afraid of what she might say. I'm terrified of bad feedbacks because I'd lost the mood to discuss and the things I wanted to share disappear from my mind. That is why most of my friends knew what's going on but not my family. I'm certain that the news would get to them but it's better than I tell them directly.

Well, if you think what I was doing is right, probably you're doing the same and I could say that it's wrong! It's never right to put your family aside. Don't you believe that things will definitely be alright between you and your family if you put faith that everything will be fine? I never thought that my relationship with my mum would be fixed. I never thought of it. I do blame her for certain things. I couldn't get what I want. I was a very selfish person last time *i am still a little now...sigh* I used to hide things from her because I know what she'll say. I never let her know with whom I hung out with last year or where I went with my friends. She was very protective of me! And she is still thinking that I am childish.

Close to the end of the Pungent Year '06, I noticed the difference. I began to open my mouth to talk to her! Well, the first thing I shared with her is about my soon-to-be boyfriend *who is now my ex* She told me some thing that has been stuck in my mind like for a long time, which is "Treat all of them as your friends first and see if you both will get anywhere".Too bad I didn’t listen to her and see where it got me. It's certainly best for us, youngsters to open our small ears and listen to their great advice. Now, I was so close to her that I want to pick glue and stick us both together. Last week, I was having my semester break and I go to work at 1pm. So I'd be free in the morning and usually that's the time for her to lepak. So, whenever I heard her coming out from her room, I'd move a little bit. And when she checked on me, I'd look up at her and ask her if she's going anywhere.

I'm really happy that God has made me close with my mum although I never ask for it. I really appreciate what she has done for me and I'm trying my best to make her happy so that she won’t be upset anymore.

p.s: my sister told me that a customer in the shop kept praising my mum because she has a nice smile. nice eh? and a friend of mine said that her smile is dead gorgeous too :)