The artists.

♥ ♬♫♩♪

Purple Rain

It was an awesome night.

A Freak Whom I Was In ♥ With.

Ever known a guy who flirts to the maxand make it as if he's super innocent and doesn't do anything wrong?

This is the guy:




On the other hand, I'm just a pathetic loser who took everything into heart;every words he said,every move he made,every freaking promise he "swore",every freaking smile he shared..
With "just a click of my finger", he thought he could get that girl! Hahahahaha! He didn't even know that the girl actually rejected him long ago because of his attitude when he was in a relationship with me. I guess I lost the "game" he was playing because he fell in love with a girl. And the place he is working now, seriously knows how he treated me and how he plays with fire.. Just so sadly, I am tooooooo straight that I couldn't think of any revenge - which I don't do anyway.
I am good. I am a good girl. That's what he said! LOL! I know I am. But sir, you prefer bad girl? Who goes to bed with you every night and every second that you could grab? Who could shower you with...With what? MONEY? Or that's another lie you told me.
So dear readers, the life with him is seriously confusing. He could be telling the truth when he shared his life stories about his parents and how his family breakthrough in financial crisis and then... He might insert a lie or two into his sentences.. He even said that "a white lie isn't a lie" and "I'm not lying, I'm just denying". Hahaha! Me and my babe actually LOL at that phrase! When you said "NO" to a "YES" question, you are obviously lying. How could you deny when you actually already lying? Why is it so hard for someone to tell the truth? I am not perfect. I do lie some times.
White lies are minor lies which could be considered to be harmless,or even beneficial, in the long term. I mean he does knows his English! To him, it's harmless and beneficial. Wow!
I lose.. Okay, I really admit that I lose now T___T
*raising white flag*

Oh so Hopeless.

To still inlove with the one who fell outoflove .

I was

Drunk last night.
Yes. Few glasses of Macallan 18years plus Coke.
With my ex company's Business Development Manager.
In Golden Famosa Retro Lounge.
Listening to stories of my ex.
And seeing him walking up and down without greeting me.
Forcing him to drink a glass of Macallan 18years plus Coke.
And a mug of beer.
But he refused to drink the beer because he said "I'm not in the mood". Whatever.
Mission "To Get Him Drunk" Failed.

I'm going there again this Friday with ex-clerk.
Slot Machine Floor having a function "Purple Rain".
Gonna meet my petite Ms. Barbara.
I miss her a lot. But she ain't perfect.
I miss all of them.
I miss.

May Day!

"Enemy" in the office.


:((




But I've explained................ *whines*

Few hours in Muar.

Absolutely great time having fellowship with my fellow brothers and sisters in Hope Melaka. We had our dinner in Muar, in the famous food court!

But honestly, I wasn't feeling okay because one of the diamonds in the picture spoilt my mood. I have no idea why he has to act that way towards me. Was it because I scolded him for what he did? Or because he was being emotional that day. OMG! Because of him, I was so emo. And I couldn't think properly :((

So sad.. So how ar? I texted him twice, only replied once. He said it's nothing and told me not to think too much. IMPOSSIBLE he'd say such things to me. And he's always always playful with me. But why of all times, he so so so serious with me :((

Clueless

I was browsing through my PICTURES folder in my Galaxy Corn pendrive...

And my babe told me that I've many outdated posts to write. Hahahahahahaha! BUT...I guess at this period of time, my mind is all blank. I do have a lot of pictures taken after I left my old company. A lot. The Singapore trip, the KL trip - oh yea. Totally forgotten about this trip when I meet up with my bestie and his fiance.. Too many pictures.
And one of the reason for the lack of updates is I have no chance to write my blog in my new company. Because I'm under CCTV. All of us are. Can't slack - which is my number 1 hobby. So it is really hard for me to use the company's computer for my personal stuff. But since I am allowed to surf the net during lunch time, so I guess I'll grab the opportunity to update - I will TRY to grab the chance. It's no harm eh since I'm doing it during makang time..
Ok lar. I will do my best to update! Must not live a life without journals.
Till then.. xx

A Super Mahal Treat

Yes, world-acclaimed Tutti Frutti, one of the MOST EXPENSIVE dessert :(

I guess there are more expensive ice-cream being sold! LOL!

I'm sad that I've spent RM13.90 on this bowl of ice-cream. Hahaha! I am tooo heart broken for the price. But what me and my girl Pauline did on that day is priceless. More valuable: camwhoring. Teehee! I took loads of pictures and all in my FB. Adoi, we even camwhored in front of the mirror. But since there weren't many customers, so we went with such pride! LOL!

Unforgettable day. And she's already back in Johor for her teaching work.

May God bless her more in her work and her family ;)

p/s:

I'm gonna get my ass back to blogging AFTER owning my own computer ya! Please wait! ^^

Love sick?

Yea, still heartbroken. Pills like these cannot cure any! Hmph!
I'm down with fever for a week, cough for few days, and flu for few days.. It's a wonder why my nose even bleed inside! GAAHH! Too much of sun Melaka has. Blame it all on the construction people. They rather tear down the trees than to protect us with goooood environment :(
Why oh why dear government you no think? :/

Hair Exchange

 
 With no regrets.

Post Bersih 3.0

Pictures by Heng Ching Chuan Arps


The enforcement officer try to prevent from entering the Dataran's Padang
Finally they manage to come in to the Padang







Our Bersih leader

Sunny Sunday

Taken with Pudding Camera, Panaroma View ;)

Here's the full album of what happened that day: Sunny Sundays With Pudding

Bersih 3.0

My cover photo on FB.

The law was written.

The citizens and the government.I like to see this picture because the police smiled! ^^

 And the support in Australia ;)
The rulers and the citizens. Who wins this time?

Over Limit

Honestly, I did more than I have ever done to someone of the opposite sex..



Know why?
It is because I saw a collection of stuffs you had in your cupboard. You showed them to me.. And I felt that you will appreciate stuffs that were given to you. Including those soft toys on the cupboard.. And when I knew it, I did stuffs to make you smile. Anything from lovey-dovey SMS to sticky notes to handmade stuffs.. My babe did more for me than I do for her. Probably I felt the same way as she does when she did stuffs for me.. I appreciate. And that's how you appreciate..
But you failed in appreciating me as a person. I thought you cared. When I really think about it and how others had commented, I felt that you didn't care at all. Although there is no more choice left, you dumped me so that you can focus on earning money and settled your stuffs selfishly. Probably I knew too much. So I became worried more and more. Still, you never cared.
I still love you. And still love you despite what you've done. I always have this believe on loving someone despite their weaknesses. And I might not get back what we used to have, I still wanna hold on to the memories that are real. Those things you did for me without me asking or hinting.. Those little deeds you showed me that you really were in love with me......... :)
Thanks for the past months, from 10th November till now..And from 14th December till 31st March.. Thank you!

Office Breakfast

Pathetic.



Yea, eating in office is superb. Especially in office like mine? Why?

FIRST, it's because me and my colleague are the only ones in this office - with pantry, toilet and 2 more rooms. We're outside, by the way. With aircond. So is like, HUGE. And our manager don't come up often unless to pray or get something.. And we're like all on our own. LOL! And that leads to

SECOND, we're FREEEEEEEEEEE! Too much freedom though. Haha! And yea, privacy. Although my colleague can see what I'm doing on my computer. She's sitting behind me. But I can't see what she's doing. So I feel sometimes, insecure? But did try my best to enjoyyy when she went out to buy stuffs. So is like, I'm the only one in this whole 3rd floor. Bwahahaha!So yea, we're free like birds. But hey, we do work okay! So here's a shot of my table:

  Yea, filled with stuffs! But gonna clear them soon. LOL! Personal space. BIG table ^^
Nyahahahahahaha! So keep working me ladies!

When this girl's heart is broken

Could you even see it in her eyes?



Or even knowing that she cried for many nights? You wouldn't know, would you? Oh well, there's a saying that everyone got their past. Each of us got our own stories. Each of us trying hard to live the present to forget the past. Each of us smile so that we would not bring out the tears that tore us apart. Each of us wanna prove to the world that we can do it.
I guess I must keep on trying no matter how hard I wanna hold on.

Just This Frog

It's funny how I never blogged about us when we were still together. And when we broke up, the world knows the bad news. I wished and just wished we could turn back time, you see.. Sigh. I really missed you so much :(( missed hearing your complains and lies and truths and everything! :( When we finally wanna save up for us in case of rainy days,

everything happened. Quite sad that now I'm the only who puts in the notes and coins into Mr. Froggie. This piggybank actually reminds me so much of you. Of course, after we started. Because it's supposed to be the TIPS bank. Tips collected from customers in Lounge. We'll put inside here...................
:(
Could we just continue doing this?

I'm an Option

 

Truthfully, I am still missing you.

I wonder if you would come back for me because you said "I love you".

We're just like this rose:   we "died".

Hawaiian Night 20.4.12

I was in the office with my colleague waiting for the time to pass. The time is ticking tooooo slowly! The event's starting at 7pm but the clock showed 3pm. I was like screaming in my head because both of us had nothing else to do. We just sat in the office. The girls prepared stuffs for the events. Sigh! We were just .. bored! Then when clock shows 5pm, both of us went to take our dinner packed by the restaurant behind us. The rendang is superb! Delicious!!

After that, I had troubles to whether I should put on my contact lens and make up. I was like, making the toughest decisions ever! So slowly I put on my foundation just to cover the spots. I hadn't make up my mind yet. Slowly, I put on blusher. And then, I was like "Might as well just put on lens!!" So after make up, I went to put my lens. Gosh. I do look okay! LOL! The ARTISTRY (from AmWay) make up kit does work wonders especially the eye bags part :PP

And I put on my green skirt, and my bag and off we went downstairs!


The tree does great things! Like, helping us to hold the necklaces! LOL!
Our Area Manager (dark green) - who is super sweet! (:
Marketing Officer and Customer Service Assistant
The Executive (funny one)!
Security and me at the glass door :P 
Yea, she brought out too many poses! Hahaha!!
Another girl from the department ;)
Mr. and Miss Barista! They're great staffs!! (:

  The two tiny girls at the bar. Seriously they are very small xD

Two pictures of me and my colleagues. When me and my colleague (first picture) got bored of the party, we went up to Lounge to have some drinks. I requested the Supervisor to make some drinks for us. Cocktails. He made Tequila Sunrise for me - obviously without tequila. And then Shirly Temple for my colleague.. Hehehe! I love the drink! Lovely picture aren't they?

And that makes a perfect Hawaiian Night (:

Well, it's the LAST function I'm gonna have in Golden Famosa Club. Because I'm moving on to another new job scope in a new place. I believe that I've gained much experiences here and knowledge too. I hope goodluck and happiness will follow me all the way.. And to do that, I shall let God to lead first. Here ends the night filled with grasses and leaves!And it rained this morning! Very chilly indeed! ^^