Wishes Dreams Hopes ☆彡

Promise You.

PROMISE YOU
is
such a
beautiful
song.

You are my sunshine, with you I will be fine,
You're my everything, you are the one that makes me sing,
Nothing in the universe can change that,
You're like a song on a constant playback..
[Tablo , "Promise You" for SAMSUNG]

Featuring:

Tablo, Boa, Jinbora, Xiah

Don't you think Tablo is looking SHOOO CUTE here?? :3

Xiah, Jinbora, Boa, Tablo

Here toooooo *squeakkssss!!

Tablo oppa

My favourite part of Tablo's body is his FINGERS.
He plays the piano and they're thin and fit! :p

♥.♥

Proclaimation :)

15/02/2011

Congratulations,
Julian, Jackson, Byamba, Vincent, Cindy
on being baptized in water!

:))

Run, Run

Walk and ran for half hour. For 160 calories.

OH YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

If only my weight can decrease after burning each 30th calories :(

EPIK HIGH Albums

Current love:
EPIK HIGH

Studio Albums:

2003

2004

2005

2007

2008

2009

2010

EPs:

2008

Projects:

2006

2009

2009

Surprisingly, the songs are all VERY good!

FEBRUARY 14th ♥

To all of you who are celebrating,

해피 발렌타인스 데이!

Happy Valentine's Day!

♥

*

By the way,
Jackline was telling me she couldn't find the "EDIT THUMBNAIL" link for her picture in FB. So I print screen my profile and showed her:

LOL!

Then she replied, "i dont see that thing lar!!!!!"

*faints*

*

Since it's all lovelovelove day, I gotta share something wonderful.
Here it is: Touched
An old story about You & I.. A love story that I can never forget.

V-Day! Crashes.

What am I gonna do :(
Safuraa is not free anymore. SOBS!

V-Day!

It's TOMORROW!

*dup dup

The Time Has COME!! :((

So, this week is the end of final exams? The fear has come!
Because after final exams, it'd be three weeks of holiday for MMU students.
HE is still in MMU. And now, probably back to his hometown.. As always!

GAHHH! I'm soooo sensitive to stuffs that relate to HIM! Hmph! >:(
For example, during Chinese New Year, I know where he'd go.
During school time, I know where he'd spend his time.
During night time, I know what time he'd be up for revision..
During weekends, I know where he'd go with his friends..
Well, I don't know if he has changed..... still!

I told myself that it is over, and yes, it is over! He moved on!
Why the hell am I still standing at the same spot for 2 years??
Each time when his name pops up, I'd just burst into anger. Not out of hate, but out of...... UGH!! Whenever my friends mention his name, I would just tell them to stop telling me stuffs about him, even when his name has to be there! ARGHHHH!

Sometimes I would bump into him "unintentionally".
I mean, I seriously did not intend to meet him or purposely plan a place to stand so that I can see him! He wouldn't notice me anyway. I always met him when his back faces me.. :((
If he hates, HE HATES!
So if he really dislikes me, HE DISLIKES ME.
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Because I KNOW HIM! There goes my confidence :((

How to get rid of that anger whenever I hear his name? Help, please *squeaks

The Plan

Valentine's Day is just 3 days away!

I wanna do something for myself.

Taken in 2010

My first plan: to date Safuraa.
She is one of my bestie.
I suggested to her that we should go up to KL, only both of us.
She thought it was a great idea, and she wants to drive there.
But the whole plan is not finalized. Like:
* where should we go
* what should we eat
* how should we travel around KL

Though I love train rides and all that, but I haven't confirm with her this plan. I really do want to go KL again. BUT there are so many things hindering me from having the special day there. Haish!

What else can I do if the KL plan doesn't work?
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.
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.
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.
.
Just stay home.

De-motivated.

It's only MONTH TWO and I'm getting weary. Lazy.
Already lose the motivation to do anything.

Is it just because I have completed my studies??!
Argh!

JACKLINE! You gotta motivate me!
Come on. Come on!

Feb 14th Advance

TABLO

Be my Valentine.

:)

Dia bukan milikku

Walaupun dia bukan milikmu.....
Kau harus tetap buat dia tersenyum.

- Dewi

You Are The One

Epic High "One"

ONE!
Time is tickin’. T-Time is tickin’, tickin’.

Time is tickin’, T-Time is tickin’ away…

(Tablo)
geu dae, nul mu ri bu re sso da ji neun geol, i yu eob shi sso da ji neun geol
ah mu do mo reu jyo, shim jang so ge yu ri jo gak pok pung i mo ra chi neun geol
sang cheo ga byeong i dwae seo. mo deun mu ni byeo gi dawe seo
geo ul so ge nae ga jeo gi dwae seo ah.peu.jyo?

(Mithra)
ah mu do geu dael mo reu ge ga du go. su meul jo reu ge nwa du go
ggeu cheul go reu ge man deul jyo (cham na ppeu jyo) i se sang so ge seol i yu eob saet jyo
do ra gal gi reul seon taek tto eob shi ma nyang geot get jyo
ne ma eum bo da geu dae su mi meon jeo meot get jyo

(Ji-sun)
sang cheo… hyung teo… nul mu ri… heu reu go
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
ju geum so geul he mae deon (neol rae ga gu hae jul ge)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)

You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)

You are the one. neon na eh gu won

Time is tickin’. T..

(Mithra)
se sang eh bu reul ji reun geu dae so ni jyo.
sa ram deu re nun ga ri meun geu dae mok shi jyeo
geu dae nu ne bi chu deon go tong i ran byeo ri geu dae do shi jyo
(ah jik tto ggu meul be na yo?) su meul se na yo?
sseo da beo rin nun mul gi pi reul jae na yo?
hi mang eun ga ra an neun jong i bae in ga yo? seul peu jyo?

(Tablo)
hok shi ba me tta me heum ppeok jeo jeo gge na yo?
yang shi mi ttang e gi myeo beo beok dwe na yo?
ggeu shi ra go saeng gak dwe na yo? gwaen cha na yo?
’cause I understand.
nae ga go jang nan geu mo me hyung teo,
san san jo gang nan geu ho ne sum gyeo beo rin nul mul do ji wo jul ge yo
geu dae so neul nae so ne um kyeo jwi go mi deo jul ge yo

(Ji-sun)
sang cheo… hyung teo… nul mu ri… heu reu go
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
ju geum so geul he mae deon (neol rae ga gu hae jul ge)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)

You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)

you are the one. neon na eh gu won

(Tablo)
sang cheo ga in na yo? hyung teo ga in na yo?
eo dum so ge seo he mae go in na yo?
sang cheo ga in na yo? hyung teo ga in na yo?
eo dum so ge seo he mae go in na yo?

You’re still beautiful to me.

You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)
Time is tickin’. T-Time is tickin’, tickin’.
Time is tickin’, T-Time is tickin’ away…

na eh gu won

ONE!

The only anniversary we ever had.

February 7th, 2009.

We don't celebrate Valentine's Day.
I asked you Why. But you just said that you don't.
And I never mind about that..

But to think that 2011 is coming closer.
To think that February is just around the corner.. Haihhhh..
I hope that I would be tooooo busy to think about you.

Here are some of the memories I have of you.
The note that I left in your room :)

And the bears?
I gave Weeny to you. I couldn't give you the one my best friend gave me :P
Hopefully you keep it safely in your room.
Since you moved into a new place, I don't know if she's still there.
Though the other day I asked it back from you but received no reply,
deep in my heart, I want you to wanna keep it.
Not for the sake of not wanting me to have it back (due to anger).
But for the sake of.............
*speechless*

Weeny&Jamieson

I really enjoy every moment with you.

I don't know what else to say.
I talked highly about you to others.
Though they disagreed and never know some things about you.
And I always smile....
Just by thinking of you and the ups&downs we've been through..

I regretted for everything I did after our wonderful journey ended.
But at this time, I could just uphold every single heart desires I have unto God's hands. He is after all, powerful enough to bring change.
And He is my dearest Jehovah Jaireh..

I hope in Him that He will provide the best for YOU&I.

:)

The Last of Us

Dearest Dewi, Donii & Risky,

Hope to see you sooooon one day!

:)

Remember us!!

:))

ESPRIT 2011 DESIGN

If only someone can get me this shirt design!
I loved it to bits!
But it is RM99!!

:((

Ours.

I look at my hand and feel sad.

Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly...

This is funny!

Phillip tagged you that in his FB.
And it really got us laughing like crazy.

I miss those days.

Abnormal

You know that this is your biggest mistake.
For not talking to me :(
For not replying my texts....

Why, oh, Why?

KL LOVE

A friend asked me WHY I love KL so much.

Telling the friend about the history of that KL LOVE, brings back memories with you.

I wanna go KL again :((

The Truth

McFLY "The Truth"

I feel like I've been put on trial with you
I know that something's wrong and I'm the one accused
When the verdicts in, it's us who's gonna lose
I can't wait for you to finally hear the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat me like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I can tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I need a lawyer just to talk
Cause they're tellin' you what to say
They wish they had what we have
And its jealousy thats in the way.
Cause I can't sit round
And watch them build a case
Cause theres no savin' us now
I'm just doing this to clear my name

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat me like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh
That's the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to prove my case
So much love to save
Save, save, save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat me like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Girls.

*blushing*

Final Decision

I am giving up on "you".

I just realized that it's almost a year that I have been missing you so badly.
Can I really get this over?

Tonight

I miss everything about you

Another Day

I almost make a decision that I might regret - forever..

But...

that option kept coming back after rejecting it.

Ruang Rindu

Letto "Ruang Rindu"

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada

Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Bertemu

Benjamites Girls..

Thank You.

Silence?

Suddenly everything is so peaceful now..

Few days ago, too many things popped up. Frightened me, you know..

I guess that is why my blog's been quiet lately.

This Year.

25

*whines*

Oh My Doll!

Sam Beeton "Oh My Doll"

And he's in
BURBERRY!

Sam Beeton, Alex Pettyfer & George Craig

*faints*

With Emma Watson

Thank You

I love you more than I did before..

Thank you for every thing, babe.. :]

Who We Are

Hope Partlow "Who We Are"

I don't wanna put on my make up
Just like every girl in a magazine
That's not who i am when i wake up
That's not who i wanna be

There's so much more to me than
Meets the eye
In this life
I know one thing

It doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are
It doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are
Who we are

Tell me baby do I look like the real thing
Or would you change the color of my eyes
Tell me why my television's filling me with lies

It doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are
It doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are

There is beauty on the inside
Yeah you're beautiful
All right!

Though it doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are who we are who we are
It doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are

It doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare (it's good to be alive good to be alive)
Doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive (who we are)
Yeah we are who we are who we are who we are
who we are (it's good to be alive good to be alive)

When we are who we are

It is painful to go through these things.

Olive Presser.

It is getting hard everyday.
Like the olive presser crushing me down to the ground.

:(

But I will just need to hold on every second..
I know I will reach there one day.
Just need to hold on.
Hold to the hope I have in Jesus - tightly!

:)

Collection! (II)

As mentioned previously: Here

Given by bro Adam

&

Given by sister Eunice

AREN'T THEY JUST LOVELY?
Gosh! I was VERY excited when I opened the gifts.
I just got so amazed and could have fainted on the spot!
I did ask Adam this, "Can I faint now?".
After he explained how he got the bag, he said "Yes. You can faint now. Hahaha!"
And I almost did!

And as for this tee,

I was with Pui Kim when we entered Dataran Pahlawan on last Saturday - for the girls' outing. We were turning towards the PADINI to go to the toilet. And she said she saw the shirt in BRANDS OUTLET. So I thought it was the one I bought for my ex like 2 years ago! I was so in love with his tee that I bought it for him!
Here's the shirt!

Sorry for the small picture :(

So, I got so excited that I said, "Quick! Quick! Toilet first!" After coming out from there, we went to that outlet. The tee was on the mannequin! I was disappointed at first sight. But as I walked closer, I chose a L size and went straight to the fitting room. Hahahaha! I looked good! :)) After testing it, I paid for it.

RM19.90!

Hehehe.. So, there are more coming up regarding this :)

They carried Me..

Certainly they did.
I never walked so much before ever since he went outstation..

I guess this is the start!

*motivated*

:D

Shockedddddd!

Someone did something somewhere in my FB
before I come back from work!

Gahhhh!!!

I wish I would have known how to spot! *checking checking* ARGHHHHHHH! My computer's IP address has been changed several times for the past few weeks!! *faints*

I hated the Inbox part.
There's the "MARK AS UNREAD" button, ya know?!
Specially designed for hackers!

Gahhhh!!!

>:@

Shockingly Funny.

Click for larger preview.

What is wrong with her?
Imagine someone unknown comes to you and PM you this.
And telling me off that I am pretending to care for my church members.

A-w-k-w-a-r-d!

I miss..

the warmth you gave through your love.

1/1/11

Before the day ends, I wanna wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Forget what lies behind and STRAIGHT ON! :))

Had the most girlish outing ever!

Thanks to Boon Mui & friend, who came back from Spore.

Pui Kim, who cancelled her plan to Genting just to be with us.

Jaclyn, who kept asking us to throw unfinished food away.
Michelle, who looked quite drunk after Jonker.

Amelia, who was so darn quiet but her presence is simply great..
Jackline, who declined the offer to join but at last, met her like for 10 minutes only..

We were all crazy&laughing our asses off!
It was really fun. It was our FIRST outing together.
We never had it before because we were all in same class in high school..
It was great to catch up with you girls.

The outing spells F-U-N.
We "quarreled" when we wanna know where to eat for dinner.
We pulled each other when we were crossing the roads. Man, Michelle! You were crazeh! Hahaha! I don't wanna cross the roads with you anymore :((

Gosh! I wish we did take a picture together.
But I believe that, the moments we spent is more valuable then a picture..

:)

Thank you again!
Love you all very much.

xoxo

Dear,

Can't Make Up My Mind :(

SHOULD I TEXT HIM TO WISH HIM HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011???

Strange but WOW!

Something out of my recent favourite novel

Daisy-chaining meant having sex like a conga line - you'd do it with a guy, who'd do it with some girl, who'd do it with another guy, and so on, until you made your way back to the beginning.

Stoneface meant a bunch of guys sat at a table with their pants pulled down and their expressions wiped clean of emotion, while a girl huddled underneath giving one of them a blow job - and they all had to try to guess the lucky recipient.

Rainbow was a combination of the two. A dozen or so girls were given different coloured lipsticks before having oral sex with the guys, and the boy who sported the most colours at the end of the night was the winner.

Don't you think that she writes beautifully?
I believe that all these just pop into her head and wow, her creativity really inspires me. The book itself brings so many stuffs! I cannot wait to continue reading it.
I'm already at page 90 and this is my second day on it!! Whee~

:)

p/s:
I am not a pervert that I quoted those "games" written in the book! Hmph!

Comfy.

Anyone of you know where I can get this comforter?
In Malaysia itself?

2011

It is coming.
Probably.. Probably..

Probably I gotta let them go before I can get a fresh beginning..

I was in the superb car with Safuraa when I actually thought of this.
Some things I really cannot take it back.
When I have to lose them, I gotta let them go.
There's no point wanting to dig them out again and place them beside me. If they choose to go their own ways, I should all the more bless them in my prayers. Gosh! I was really thinking hard during the whole journey. I kept thinking how to manage those things properly and even thought which part I did wrong and how I am supposed to settle them..................

Silly me! I was really thinking hard how to fix things.
When those things aren't needed to be fixed by me.

*take a deep breath*

This is it!

Goodbye PAST!
Never wanna dwell in you ever again.
Forgetting what lies behind, I am looking forward for the prize!
Fresh beginning. Fresh air. New challenges! NEW LURRVE!
Naw naw, I ain't talking about relationships..
I am talking about new love for the things I am gonna do in 2011.
I'm getting preeetty excited actually. So I sound a bit showy now. But I am not :(

But still,
*sigh*
am I strong enough to get rid of those past?

For The Ones I Love.

Collection!

Two Union Jack bags for Christmas!!

TWO more adds to my Collection *seriously faint*
I am so happy! I am seriously, seriously, seriously expressless joyful!!

Thanks to you,
Eunice Chun
*my dearest shepherd*
Jameson James
*my dearest buddy/meanie*
Adam Jc Nahari
Ng Yih Miin
who thinks that I am showing off!
for giving me the stuffs!

I am thrilled. SUPER THRILLED!
Cannot wait for more!