2011

It is coming.
Probably.. Probably..

Probably I gotta let them go before I can get a fresh beginning..

I was in the superb car with Safuraa when I actually thought of this.
Some things I really cannot take it back.
When I have to lose them, I gotta let them go.
There's no point wanting to dig them out again and place them beside me. If they choose to go their own ways, I should all the more bless them in my prayers. Gosh! I was really thinking hard during the whole journey. I kept thinking how to manage those things properly and even thought which part I did wrong and how I am supposed to settle them..................

Silly me! I was really thinking hard how to fix things.
When those things aren't needed to be fixed by me.

*take a deep breath*

This is it!

Goodbye PAST!
Never wanna dwell in you ever again.
Forgetting what lies behind, I am looking forward for the prize!
Fresh beginning. Fresh air. New challenges! NEW LURRVE!
Naw naw, I ain't talking about relationships..
I am talking about new love for the things I am gonna do in 2011.
I'm getting preeetty excited actually. So I sound a bit showy now. But I am not :(

But still,
*sigh*
am I strong enough to get rid of those past?