So, this week is the end of final exams? The fear has come!
Because after final exams, it'd be three weeks of holiday for MMU students.
HE is still in MMU. And now, probably back to his hometown.. As always!
GAHHH! I'm soooo sensitive to stuffs that relate to HIM! Hmph! >:(
For example, during Chinese New Year, I know where he'd go.
During school time, I know where he'd spend his time.
During night time, I know what time he'd be up for revision..
During weekends, I know where he'd go with his friends..
Well, I don't know if he has changed..... still!
I told myself that it is over, and yes, it is over! He moved on!
Why the hell am I still standing at the same spot for 2 years??
Each time when his name pops up, I'd just burst into anger. Not out of hate, but out of...... UGH!! Whenever my friends mention his name, I would just tell them to stop telling me stuffs about him, even when his name has to be there! ARGHHHH!
Sometimes I would bump into him "unintentionally".
I mean, I seriously did not intend to meet him or purposely plan a place to stand so that I can see him! He wouldn't notice me anyway. I always met him when his back faces me.. :((
If he hates, HE HATES!
So if he really dislikes me, HE DISLIKES ME.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Because I KNOW HIM! There goes my confidence :((
How to get rid of that anger whenever I hear his name? Help, please *squeaks
Because after final exams, it'd be three weeks of holiday for MMU students.
HE is still in MMU. And now, probably back to his hometown.. As always!
GAHHH! I'm soooo sensitive to stuffs that relate to HIM! Hmph! >:(
For example, during Chinese New Year, I know where he'd go.
During school time, I know where he'd spend his time.
During night time, I know what time he'd be up for revision..
During weekends, I know where he'd go with his friends..
Well, I don't know if he has changed..... still!
I told myself that it is over, and yes, it is over! He moved on!
Why the hell am I still standing at the same spot for 2 years??
Each time when his name pops up, I'd just burst into anger. Not out of hate, but out of...... UGH!! Whenever my friends mention his name, I would just tell them to stop telling me stuffs about him, even when his name has to be there! ARGHHHH!
Sometimes I would bump into him "unintentionally".
I mean, I seriously did not intend to meet him or purposely plan a place to stand so that I can see him! He wouldn't notice me anyway. I always met him when his back faces me.. :((
If he hates, HE HATES!
So if he really dislikes me, HE DISLIKES ME.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Because I KNOW HIM! There goes my confidence :((
How to get rid of that anger whenever I hear his name? Help, please *squeaks
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