X's Files

I am unsure if X lies as you have told me.
A great actor as you have said.
I am not siding for you. Nor X.
Hate me if you want. I didn't care.
Our conditions are different. We're dealing with GOD here.
So here's to nothing.. *cheers*

All I ask for is you to help X. X hates me. I can't even fix X. So if can't help X, X'll go for another sheep. X can't help ownself.

X's mindset has been like that ever since the childhood.

X always thinks that I'm stupid. I never wanted to hurt the feelings because X never accepts my point of view. That's why I'd rather shut my mouth.

I believed that this had happened. Most of the time I did shut my mouth. Heh.. But kena marah jugak. It is weird how one couldn't understand when another party shut his/her mouth. I thought they'd be smart enough to understand.. Damn torturing that time. I mean, why would someone keep asking the same Q when the listener is feeling so stressed up and couldn't answer back?

But X mindset doesn't accept that fact. "I'm always right, you're wrong". That's why in the end I got abused for trying SO HARD to help X realize the problems.

Because of minor things, X could make it very big.

Yes. Agreed fully - after few weeks.

Help X in a way by making X be more open for own mistakes and let X change.

X is not open for the truth.

So many people speak to X about the same thing. But end up, whatever X has said, I thought it's all my fault. All the while, I have been thinking that whatever X said is true. But actually, it wasn't. The words X has spoken, pulled me down and down. It kept me away from the ones who actually are telling me the truth..

Thankfully, by God's grace, I was pulled back.

As I have told you earlier, I don't trust you.
I didn't trust X that time too. Weird? Yea..
But when I started to trust X, things began to crumble.
How great isn't it?

X might find another sheep. I don't know.
But I believed that X is only loyal during the relationship period.
Satisfy X's desire. After that, X is gonna go hunting

;)

I couldn't write anything that X has said.
I don't have a good memory. But all I know from X is this:
"Fuck You!"
Hahahahahaha! Don't you think it is sad that all X could say is that?
Honestly, I got influenced. When I am angry, I'd say that.
But I will cut it down straight away..

I know this post won't offend you in any way.
Only you&I knew what is going on.
This will stop here. I am not passing this on to another sheep.
It is not that I do not care, but every thing will be the same in the beginning.
The sheep would not listen to my words.
But I hope that X's next sheep would be smarter.

X stayed away from my zone. I am glad enough.
I am allowing God to handle X and whatever X might do.
I am incapable to do anything when X never allowed God to intervene.

Have a great day, "Bitch Unknown Here"!
Remember that it is the title of your FB message to me?



p/s:
Deareast X,
You have done enough! to my beloved ones.
Tell me that you love Him, I will slap you.
Don't you ever say that and hurt His children, or badmouthing His appointed leaders!
We are all imperfect, as you've pointed out. But your words did not edify the church.
Please show respect to your leaders, despite how young/old they are.
My friend trusted you more than she trusts me now..
If you break her heart, I will break you.