Shattered

Wanna shed a tear when I see the bride walking to God's best life partner for her..

Wanna be in front of everyone & watch the beautiful couple taking the cup & bread.

Wanna hear the words "I DO" from him & her.

Wanna be there to help, when someone is in need..
Wanna help to take the flowers from the florist.

But I can only put the hopes&dreams in the past hours.

I am not able to make it after work anyway.
And I would not have the time to put on make up and get my hair done.
Or hours to struggle to put on my lenses..

So,
I am not attending the Holy Matrimony.