Late.

I just woke up from my evening nap.
Was too hot and couldn't stand the heat. I dozed off on the couch.
After that, I dragged myself to my room and sleeep again.

I kept thinking about the wedding.
I was too upset. I struggled to keep my eyes shut; my brains to just rest.
But I couldn't. Then, I complained to Jameson regarding this matter.
He did not reply.
Few minutes later, I slept.

The first thing I did was to check my phone when I woke up.
He replied. And his message clearly states how understanding he is.
Thank God.
So, I told him that the decision has been made. He needs more rest than I do.
So don't need to think so much for me :))
"You are such a darling, Jameson"! Thanks, babe!

As I've mentioned that I just woke up from my evening nap.
I become soooo lazy. I am late for life group prayer.
Being upset is not an excuse not to go. But I really am very upset... :(
And I need to get glue and blades for decoration, but I haven't buy them yet.
I lost the enthusiasm and excitement for the day.

But I can't just leave everything aside now. Gotta finish what I need to finish.

I will still praise God because I am able to attend the dinner :)

Heart is feeling very uneasy :(