(Aug 29th) Same Sex

Went to Human Resource Ministry on Thursday.
Was raining. Took sandwich and ate it in bus.
Again, the gurls sat close by except for Yee Chee and Angelia.
Watched Death Warrant. Thought it was boring.
But it was awesome! The actor, Jean-Claude Van Damme is not bad ;)
The others went to sleep but I watched it till the end.


Walking from the main building to the hall made me embarrassed.
It's a field trip! Not orientation. So kinda shy lar.
We were 30 minutes late for the talk.
The talks made me 'fish'.
Am glad that I finally met the Human Resource Minister.
I was talking about him during the presentation for the subject. Hehe...
Lunch was alright. Love the mango juice. Taste great!
But seriously can you imagine?
Princessca pointed out that where ever we go, the girls are always together.
It's true. Where ever we go, no males tag along. Check out Wee Ping's post.


Picture time was crazy The girls went crazy.
Took damn lot pictures inside and outside of the building.
I think we've forgotten that we're representing MMU, the awwwsome uni.
Come to think of it, I am very embarrassed now.
Anyway, it was a great trip.
Watched Sudden Death starring the same main actor as Death Warrant.
Another great movie! Awesome.

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Before everything seperated...



top: One, Agnes, Cherry, Lemo
bottom: Speech, TC, Pai Chet, Manish, Carlos, Khumo


I so want to thank God for these people who had helped me so much!

(Aug 25th) Is it just Me?

Most of the times, I don't feel appreciated.
And sometimes, I don't care.
It hurts me many times.
But, I don't want to care anymore..
Seriously why should I even think about it? tsk tsk..


The week passed by so fast!
Yesterday was so tiring. I went to work 3 hours earlier. Hopefully the time is counted!
I failed my Labor Economics Quiz 2. So upset :(
Hm, during IR class, I was still hoping that our BIR presentation group still top the list! Today, Madam Jaya commented a lot of stuffs about the group. Oh my God. About 5-6 stuffs. I hope she's not pissed off with them :/


Yey-ness! The day to go Parliament is just around the corner! This Thursday! Going over there to have a chat with Datuk Dr. S. Subramaniam (HR Minister) and also the Director General Trades Union! Awesome! It's gonna be awesome time!

(Aug 19th) Awwwwsome!!

The Industrial Relations presentation was awesome.
The girls (us) wore blazer man!! We were looking so darn cool.
Like what Evelyn said, "Lawyers"
The formal shirt I wore is Yee Chee's and surprisingly, the shirt is nice ;)
I could hardly breathe minutes before the presentation.

And all the "what if the hair band fell out? what if the name tag couldn't stick properly? what if we shook our legs our of nervousity?" didn't happen..

After presentation, we rushed to Madam Jaya for comments. We could not end our presentation because the other class came in. So, she was commenting and then she revealed that we scored 9/10 for attire! It was awesome! That is our target and we achieved it. The only reason why we didn't score 10 because the other member (as the host) did not wear the same attire. But it doesn't matter. We got free marks and currently, our group got the highest score *yippee!* After the talk, we took pictures like crazy. Me and Suhanna took one. And she looks like my girlfriend because of her size. Haha!



bottom: Evelyn, Loi, Lee Hui
middle: Angelia, Suhanna, YY, Yee Chee, me
top: Princessca



My "girlfriend" Suhanna :)


Honestly, all of these would never happen if God isn't in control. Earlier, I skipped the first meeting because I had class. I was upset and thought that I did something wrong because to me, they looked unfriendly... I was alone. All of them are friends of each other. I was so upset that I talked about this to Shirley... During the first meeting, a girl asked the one who sat beside me to ask me something. I was quite surprised why she didn't ask me herself. But as the time pass by, we were giggling with each other... because He has humbled me to be under the Loi's leadership. The jokes we shared and how we tried our best to contact the other group member who has been skipping 2 meetings! It was hilarious and we even come together, as a group, to practice until midnight. We could just be ourselves! It was amazing.


I was in awe at how He has helped me in this group. Now, I've friends in every of my class. I don't have to fear about who to ask for guidance. God is really good. I was patient and had self-control. I did my part so no one can put blame on me. All thanks to Him. He is so good! He has been with me all the time! In every meetings, every tests, every gatherings... I always love to invite Him to join me and my friends! Lovely!

You're indeed sahabatku, Jesus... ;)

Currently listening to: PLUMB - I Can't Do This

(Aug 18th) I love You, Jesus..

When I hear this song, "YESUS" by True Worshippers, I couldn't stop myself from loving Him more.. I feel so touched by the lyrics and my heart melted..

"Yesus Kaulah sahabatku
Yesus Kau yang akan s’lalu berada di sisiku
Kau sumber kuatku
Yesus Kaulah sahabatku
Yesus Kau yang tak pernah jemu-jemu di sisiku
Kau sumber kuatku..."

Everyday without fail, I thank God for His blessing. Once I reflect back on those blessings, I filled with peace and joy. His goodness lifts me up from the ground... His kindness brought me the kind of peace in my heart... Every single minute I'll be singing praise to Him and also thank Him. Even when there are many problems in my life that I am facing now, I believe He's with me and He'll bring me through them all. Trust me, He did. And now I'm facing some challenges, I don't need any good-luck charm or some fortune cards but just Himself to be right beside me :)


When I thought of doing something which goes against His will, I'd heard a voice saying, "Twice is enough." My heart was so burdened and I felt like crying. God is with me. Immediately, the thought went away... Ish. God's great isn't He? I'm out of words to describe His love for me...


What can I say?
Yesuslah sahabatku dan selalu berada di sisiku..
Dialah yang tak jemu berada di sisiku. Terima kasih, Yesus!

p.s: tick! tock! it feels like rapture.

(Aug 15th) Tears

Today, I felt like crying.
Yesterday as well.
You know, whatever I did this week... really break my heart.
I want to apologize to few people whom I really care...


To you:
I felt so bad after hearing what you say and I don't know how to be a friend. I could just listen to you and few days ago, I can't believe that I made you sad. I felt so horrible. I almost burst into tears when I get to know that you cried. I'm awfully sorry. I should just keep quiet. Keeping things to myself. I shouldn't have care too much! But you're a very good friend. And I hope that you will share your sadness with me. Though you are happy on the outside, I can always see the sadness in your heart. Hey, don't worry about anything :) things will be ok, alright? And thanks for the rides home. I appreciate our friendship a lot. Even though you said that I am not at fault but I felt that I am. I will make it up to you.


To you:
Imagine being alone at home, wishing that someone will care for me. End up, I feel so lonely and all emo. You know, sometimes I do want people to care for me. I don't mind getting SMSes every single day from you alone. I love you and you know it. Believe me, just a caring SMS from you will make my day. When I get to know the situation you're in right now, I felt so heart broken. I always thought that you have nothing to worry about but now, you have. It has been 2 weeks since I've not seen you. I wish to meet you. Hopefully you'll come back here...



To you:
I always have things to say to you but now, all I could say is, "Sorry." I hope our friendship will be restored back to where it was before. I really hope it will! The phone calls, the stories that we shared, the laughters we had... those are now memories :( it's very sad to know that we can't be as close as before. But hey, as long as you continue to serve God faithfully in church, our relationship will still remain OK till the end ;)


To you:
I am sorry that I couldn't help you in your problem. Whenever you share with me what you've gone through there, I really wish I could do something. I wish I can help you! I tried but all I get from you is a very insulting reply. I know that you're like that but I always feel hurt when you send me such SMSes thinking that I'm stupid. But hey, I've always said that God has plans in your life. Don't doubt about His work. Whatever I said makes sense. Although you may think I sound ridiculous but I sincerely want to help you out. Hope you'll forgive me for my silliness. I need your advice sometimes, but I am afraid to talk to you... I thought we're in the 2ways relationship. Lend me your shoulders sometimes, alright :)


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It's very hard for a sister of mine to be healed from her problems but I trust in the Lord that He will guide her to the right path. Hopefully God will restore her as soon as possible.. ARGH! So many things happen this few weeks. Really a testing time for me.. testing my patience.. Lord, guide me..

(Aug 9th) Just Memories

I've uploaded these in my friendster but hey, no trouble getting them on the blog ;)














last but not least,





I love this picture so much! Haha! The guys are so macho lar..

(July 28th) Tagged.

Rules:

1.
Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2.
People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.


15 FACTS ABOUT ME:


1.
I sometimes talk stuffs, which I myself don't understand that it got me embarrassed when people asked, "What you say just now?" because they couldn't understand what I've said.


2.
I get angry easily but after 1 minute, just one minute, I am cool.
And I only get angry easily towards certain people. Not a lot. About only 2-3 people.


3.
For the past few weeks, I've been eating like a pig. A real pig.


4.
STILL obsessed with the Internet.


5.
Sometimes I love my friends more than I love myself.


6.
I can type fast. But no faster than bro Wei Cheng.
I can spend $$ faster but not faster than...


7.
I always plan. My plannings always fail.
And I always can't help it.


8.
I use to keep myself away from the people whom I'm close with.
Even my best friend.



9.
I see with my eyes. Not with my heart.


10.
There's someone I like a lot. But I ignored him most of the times.
Pretending that I did not like him. Evilll..


11.
I love to read books like the ones from Little Black Dress and Enid Blyton's.


12.
I don't like Harry Potter. They're for kids.
But I am amazed by the creativity of JK Rowling.


13.
My love for Narnia and Lord of The Rings is deeeeeeeep. Hehe..


14.
Don't have any favourite actor. Orlando Bloom? Done with him ;D


15.
I want to be Jesus' disciple. That's a fat fat fact.

(July 25th) Surprised

I scored 7/10 for LABOUR ECONOMICS Quiz.


Wow.


I was stunned when I saw the marks.
2 silly mistakes. But overall, not so bad.
At least, I scored for the diagram which confused me for the past few weeks.


I scored 8/10 for HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT Quiz.


Wow.


Praise the LORD.


*still stunned*

(July 17th) Check out

Now you tell me where do you usually sit...

(July 16th) It Came Back...

(July 15th) Something Stinks

I look at them but I wasn't hungry.
I kept staring at them.
Should I take them?
Should I even think of eating them? I did not look away.
I long to hold them with my fingers but my mum gave me a spoon.
I know I shouldn't touch them. I know I shouldn't!
Now, I regret for eating them.. my breath stinks. and my hand stinks.
Can the Dutch Lady Coffee Milk help me?
Can the Wrigley's Fruit Gum help freshen my breath?
It was just a lust 20 minutes ago.. Sigh.
I hate durians, The King of Fruits in Dusun.

(July 10th) Three Ain't A Crowd

It was a great outing with Jameson and Wendy yesterday. I can't thank him enough for coming down to Malacca to pay lil visit for his best friend - proud to say, that's me! And also to waste a lil bit of his time here. It has been 6 months since we last met, or is it lesser? Surprisingly to say that the first hour didn't go well because I felt something isn't right and I kept wondering what it is. We had lunch at a Chinese shop called "Kuo Li" in Taman Merdeka and he ordered a LARGE bowl of Pan Mee. Man! This guy can eat and not get fat :(


We were discussing whether we should ask Wendy out to lepak with us or just ask her to join us for dinner. At last, we invited her along to MP. Seriously, she was damn surprised to know that he's in Malacca. Haha. After picking Wendy from Standard Chartered, we went straight to MP. And we made a good big round in the parking lot underneath MP before getting a good parking spot in front of MP. After getting out from the car, walking towards MP, he asked, "Where's the ticket?" I left him looking for the parking ticket I kept in the car. I didn't remember that we should pay for it at the entrance. What was I thinking? :/ Poor him. He was standing under the very hot sun with his "innocent" look *lol* as I told him where I put it via SMS. He blamed me. Yea but don't worry, Jameson, your Estée Lauder Cyber White Ex Skin Brightening System bottles are waiting in Nilai. Hehe.


First stop, MEDAN SELERA. Why? POPIAH & CENDOL. How come eat again? DON'T KNOW.

He ate most of the stuffs on the table. And I was suggesting him to give me a natural thoughtful look. But instead, he gave me this fake one..
then, we got crazy over it and began to take lots of that pics.



another Satisfied Customer of Ice Kacang.
*no more cendol, so change mind*



a quick shot outside the toilet entrance.



Look. Look.
40% for Staff! My goodness, thank God for Wendy's friend. Hehe..



Another Temptation He Failed to Overcome...
I love this checkered shirt so much. Sadly, I told him that's it's awfully cute.
Plus a pair of shoes from Vincci, specially for his mum ;)



TA-Da! He does look cute in that shirt, doesn't he?
But guess what? We went downstairs and saw a man wearing the SAME shirt!
We were stunned T____T but we think that our dear friend looks better in it.


3 is a Crowd in PADINI's fitting room

I was crazy about the shirt and so wanted to have a pic, then he has to get changed again! And all of us went into the fitting room and get pics! He got squashed. I was standing right beside the mirror...
and there isn't more space for me to move.



I love this piece of white blouse. So cute lar.
RM69.00 with 50% discount! SALE but not sold :(
Its soft and very white. Sobs. Too white and I'm fat.



BASKIN & ROBBINS = HAPPYNESS



I eat this.


He drink that.

We went dinner after that with Jameson's ex-shepherd Jason and brother, Nicholas in a restaurant at Melaka Baru. We were so awkward during this time. None of us really say anything. But Wendy and Jason have so much things to 'quarrel' about and the other 3 just kept quiet. Seriously, I do feel awkward. But the food was amazing! We ordered Sambal Prawns, Tauhu in Thick Gravy, Chicken in Black Pepper Sauce, and Vege. Jameson felt like spitting fire after eating the prawns. Haha! It was really really spicy.


He came into my house because he needs some rest before starting the journey back to Nilai. It was 10pm. I didn't allow him to enter my hosue last time. This time, we spent 2 whole hours talking about his job (not gossiping), the church and how he has grown in the care group. We got all excited talking about how he song lead during cg and the games he played before. We were like little kids. I gave him some song sheets with the guitar chords to bring back. Later on, I turned on "Shine Like Stars" but he is not interested. Ish! He has the desire to learn for Praise & Worship. I got encouraged when he told me that in the littlest thing he is asked to do for care group, he'd do it whole-heartedly. I also shared with him what I've learnt for the past few months. And it really helped him to discover new things and he really wish to seek improvements in his serving. May the good Lord add more onto you, bro! By the time we finished talking, it was 12am. Ding Dong!


Before he left, he passed me this huge bag.

WHAT'S IN IT?



CUTE LIL JAPANESE SNACKS!!
MY FAVVVV!



the front.



the back.



the inside.





I simply love these.


We were busy texting each other 15 minutes after he left. Man, we were crazy.

Upcoming project:
A visit to KL this Saturday for Mark & Spencer and UK titbits. Still in progress.

(July 8th) GG-R

There she is sitting on the blue chair with her eyes fixed on her palm. She was carrying a plate of spaghetti covered with curry and another hand was holding a fork. She wasn’t feeling hungry. Neither does she feels full. I was sitting a few seats away, chatting happily with Nicholas until I spotted her. Just when I look at her, I saw Mr. Grief sitting right there. I sat there and kept looking at her - emptiness and bitterness atmosphere surrounding her. I walked right up to her and took the empty seat. I looked into her eyes. Without saying anything, my heart started to crack. I felt so bitter that I almost cry. Every single time I look at her, I could see sadness as if it's my own. How I can describe her look in words? How shall I write down the facial expression she had? I can't help myself from feeling sorry for her. She said, “I still haven’t let it go.” She is still grasping the history.


Both of them are always together until the people see them as lesbians. She loves the girl so much and would do anything for her. When they go out together, she’s always buying stuffs for that girl. She also pays for the food and drinks. I’m sure you’d think that the girl’s using her. I don’t know the truth. I could only say that she has a very good heart. She understands her friend’s situation therefore she offered to pay, even by using the loan! Her parents found out; she got into trouble. I don’t know how far she’s in this situation but I am happy that it has come to an end.


But to an unexpected end of their friendship, which left a very deep scar. It has been 3 months now and she’s still drowning in the pool filled with the memories with that girl. I somehow understand her situation because I went through those difficult times and I recovered last year. And I’m doing my best to encourage her and continue to be there for her when she needs me. I always reply her text as soon as I can. I don’t want her to cry again.


I continue to keep my faith in God that He will heal her as how He has done to me. One day, she'll look back at it and say, "I was childish! There's nothing to cry about. God has a greater plans in my life and she is not in it. And I should be thankful for all He has done for me."



God is my Father.
He loves me and heals me from depression...
but He also heals millions of others living in another part of the world.


How great is my Father!


Just a lil’ advice: Never leave a depressed person alone even when he/she hates you ;)

(July 7th) Extremmmmely Crazy for Jesus

God has been great with all of us in Hope Malacca.

When I look up at the sign board "MALACCA HOPE PLACE", I felt very happy.

Our church has finally moved to a new building and 6/7/08 was the official opening ceremony. The yellow and orange balloons were put up in front of the main door - thanks to Ken. Cars parked neatly on the parking spaces. Cherry make sure the food and drinks laid on the table neatly and no one should touch it till lunch. Sin Lu ushering the ushers to line up at the little door with smiles on their faces; they warmly welcomed the visitors. David prayed as he walked from one end to another. Richard was at the PA System; making sure the mike, cables etc are working and in proper position. The others talked with the first time visitors and also having great talks with certain members. And Fiona? The projectionist.


The event was normal. Oh, for your info, I was asked to share testimony on that very day. I was ok at first. But realizing that it is a special Sunday, there's no word to describe how I felt that moment! I was.. I was so relaxed. The "stressed up", "nervous", "panic", "upset", "angry" emotions - you name it.. they're all gone. I was sooo un-panic. Thank God for that. Because He has guided me for these past few months and I was ready to share what He has done in my life. After sharing, I just found out that my words flew everywhere in the church and my grammar, tsk tsk.. bad. I got the paper right in front of me and I told God that I won't read from the paper. I reminded myself too many times until I forgot. But there's one thing I was very proud of myself - I looked into their eyes. I had eye-contact with them.


And my testimony was boring because I could see Myles blur and clueless look *grins*
Ireen was smiling all the way! She was very encouraging!


The food - SIMPLYYYY DELICIOUSSSS! The African brothers and sisters always so energetic when it comes to cooking. I'm so inspired and probably I'd learn how to cook some dumplings and mashed potatoes. Lemo made mashed potatoes with green beans. SIMPLY MARVELLOUS! I didn't know that he made them. I had 2 servings of it.


Again I should say this, GOD HAD JUST LEFT ME BREATHLESS.


I simply love Hope Malacca.

(July 1st) Saved by Your Mercy

Saved by Your mercy,
Found in Your grace,
Totally surrendered to Your embrace,
And there's nothing more than You.


See Your perfection,
I'm lost in Your peace,
Your faithfulness sings over me,
And Your love is the light of my soul.


And I lift my eyes to You,
Creator of the world.


And I stand in awe of You,
Of Your glory,
And I live to worship You,
Son of God, King of heaven.


And the angels round Your throne,
Cry out holy,
To the One who is to come,
Hear us sing hallelujah....

(June 27th) Friends on Earth

Do you know that all the while in MMU, I've been all by myself?


When there's a group assignment, I'd just find a group and join in. I tried my best to make friends but I felt as if I don't belong to their world. I'm so shy to approach anyone in class. First reason, none in the classroom is the same major or year as me. I'm so much different in term of academic level. I'm older and.. slower. Second reason, conservative people. I don't just put the blame on them. I experienced it many times :( When a student is with his/her big group of friends which consists of more than 6 mates, you start talking to them; they, especially girls give an expression saying, "What you want from me? Who are you?" So sad isn't it? How about guys? I don't dare to approach guys lar, that's for sure. Seriously, you've got to pity me in this.


Today I experienced a different thing. The first class was tutorial, Organizational Behaviour. Surprisingly, my favourite tutor, Mr Ong was sitting at the table. Yey! I was so happy. He make the students feel so ease and comfortable. Then, usually during his class, he wants students to participate in every discussion. It's one of the chances I am able to get make new friends.


Then there's this girl who sat 2 rows behind me during HRM lecture, after getting the group members' name, she passed a note to me asking for my name and number. Then we talk about stuffs. Hey, I don't do this. This case is exceptional. Haha. We discussed about the assignments thingy. She's really a cool girl. She's open and willing to be friendly to me. This may be my first impression on her. But am I judging a book by its cover? I hope not X(


For as long as I have been in MMU, no one would do that to me unless they're my mates since 1st year. I tried to smile at them, but maybe I scare them away. Haha.

F R I E N D S r' L O V E

(June 25th) Tagged

I was tagged by Nefarious Chronicles to jot down ten random things that make my face twitch (on May 16th and I just realized it now). Here it goes!


1. HOPE OF GOD MALACCA. Yea, God's church rocks!


2. Love. I am the girl who loves love. I hurt people, I still love them. People hurt me, I still love them. And love is always around me. I love God, people, people, and people.


3. Him.


4. Har Mee Noodles. Love the Penang Prawn Noodles. I have the instant one. Packet of 5. And I'm the one and the only one who's enjoying it. Mum's sick. Bro's loving Mi Sedap :D


5. Pictures. Everytime I looked back at the old pictures of me and my buddies, I couldn't stop being emotional. Every single time.


6. Music. It is one of my top interest. Excellent thang!


7. Clothes. I'm always looking at them, praising how beautiful/cute they are, checking the price, give some compliments, wishing to get them, and the next day, I forget about them. A Day of Lust for Clothes.


8. Food. Yes, food like snacks and Har Mee Noodles bring happiness to my stomach.


9. Art. This creative part of mine just makes me to do something for my best buddies! Once my hands are on My Bag of Art, no one can stop me ;)


10. Facebook. I love this website. I got addicted to it once I've started to add the applications like Haikoo Zoo and of course, get to talk to some of my old school mates. It's lovely, awesome... you should have an account too!

BLOG'RS TAGGED:
DAVID JR, SHARON, JAECY, PAMELA, SHIR LI, MANDY, LEI YOON

(June 23th) Yippee!

Got a new 2GB MP3!!
really thank God for it. i've been longing for one since.. don't know when :P


Black in colour with few yellow bubbles designs on it.


White earphones.


Given by brother Paul on Friday Night.


A surprise gift.


Filled with 7 folders of Hillsongs!


But deleted all of them, replaced with only my favourite gospel tracks:
1) You Alone Are God - Hillsong
2) You Are My Rock - Hillsong London
3) Consuming Fire - Hillsong United
4) For All You've Done - Hillsong
5) Hallelujah - Hillsong
6) Shine Like Stars - True Worshippers
7) I Adore - Hillsong
8) Jesus' Blood - Hillsong United
10) Jesus Is Remixed! - Hillsong London
and the list goes on...


And Hillsong London: Jesus Is (Remix) is rocking the mp3!






Want to share something else with you..



Hillside church got 20+ people to share their testimonies via the form of a Cardboard.
One side was written the past, and on the flip side was written what they are now.


It is simply POWERFUL

(June 17th) Ta-da!

Came across this picture. And kept me silent for a while.








WICKED!!!
hahahahaha!

p.s: Now I wonder why I am blushing.

(May 28th) Was Good

For the past few days, I was sick. Had stomach ache. I bathed 3 times yesterday. The last one before going for DMM meeting at 11pm. Was sick, what to do? Bathe many many times. But still, after bathe, I feel very hot and got sweaty all over again. Had to bring a jacket with me when I go for meeting. I put on the jacket, then I've to take it off again. After a while, I put it on back. Phew. For those who knew me since many years ago, they know I hate to see a doctor. And wouldn't even move my butt when I got really sick


But thanks to my mum's forceful tone, "I say go eat the medicine now", I forced myself to walk to the kitchen with my blanket around me. I brought out the medicine and looked at it for a long time. Sigh. So many. I swallowed them in 2 gulps. Done. Hoorah. Back to TV. Then, I realized that the stomach ache just gone in just few minutes. I just don't know how... it's a miracle! I was like trying to feel the pain in the stomach, but surprisingly, it just went away.


Hillsong United is performing TONIGHT!!
Today's the concert. Can't believe that I am not going. Will try next year!


Signing out. Tata.


p.s: watched Desperate Housewives for 2 episodes. Find it a bit weird. I love the town they're living in. Very beautiful. But didn't get the interest to watch it anymore :P

(May 24th) Lovely

It was very chaotic here in Esther House few minutes ago. The noises began about 1pm and the people here never stop screaming & shouting on top of their voices, teasing each other.. and THAT's what you'll get when the Benjamites are around: Abraham, Julian, Charleson, Jennifer, Su Han, Khai Lyn, Wendy Chua, Fiona, and Phillip. The special gathering is only about eating. I never know that bro Charleson can cook. OMG. He did 2 types of French food. Both pasta and a big bowl of coleslaw. very very very DELICIOUS! No pictures. Sob.


Never had such gathering for a long time. Especially when Shin Jie, me , Su Han, Bing Yi, and Khai Lyn were in the care group. All of us always stick to each other through the ups and downs. We are always there for one another and never fail to... just be there for each other..














Memories... memories... (^-^)

(May 20th)

Does "k" sounds disrespectful to you?
*say K with a soft tone.*
Is it rude?
Is it annoying?
It only means "ok".












H e i s a n n o y e d w i t h i t .


Ish.

(May 18th) Do You Know?

你知道吗
没有一天 我不会想起你
没有一个早晨 我不会要 sms 你
没有一个中午 我不会问你 吃了午饭吗
没有一个晚上 我不会问你 这一天过的好吗


你知道吗
就只有你 能够让我开心
就只是坐在你身边 就感觉很安全
就只是听到你声音 就感受到阳光的温暖
就只是听到你说话 就感受到深深的爱


你知道吗
我有多么的关心你啊
每一天 我更喜欢你
每一秒 我更爱你


你知道吗
这爱是为何 我也不知道
我试着察探我心深处 寻找答案
但这一切都不重要
因为 最重要的是 我对你的爱
那包容的 守护的 深信的 爱


但我只要的是
你的关怀 发觉我的存在
你的爱心 重视我这个朋友
还有你的微笑 告诉我你一直都会在我身边
还有你那眼神 让我肯定 你是认真的

(May 16th) A Joke?

Hey guys, I borrowed a book called "14,000 Quips & Quotes for Writers & Speakers" by E.C McKenzie from the library today. I went through it and seriusly, people would think that I am crazy that I was giggling at the table, all alone. I shared a quote to my friends and.. here it is...

Christmas is when we celebrate the birth of Prince of Peace
by giving our kids rockets, machine guns, atom-bomb kits, and tanks.














How's it?

(May 15th) What was I Thinking?

The Siti Hasmah Digital Library is always FULL.
Sadly, I just realized that our library is called by that name. Tsk.

Have been sitting in the library lab for more than 3 hours. Read 5 slides of Electronic Commerce Chap1 and 2 pages of Rick Warren's Purpose Driven Life. Man! This book is good. It had been a year since bro Abraham hand over me the book. And I only finished reading last month. I'm on and off Friendster and Facebook. Checking comments on my blog. See what I have been going through these few months. So-called "checking out my spiritual condition". Haha. I browsed through my friend's friends blogs a while ago. Can't stop giggling at what they wrote. Some are so funny, they actually leave tears in your eyes. So lawak.


I was checking on sis Celina in meebo and she told me that she hadn't been sleeping well for the past few days, since Tuesday. Bad. Exam's on the way and she needs to read, read and read. I don't know how studies could put pressure on a young girl like her. But yet, she's still smiling! Keep holding, girl! You can do it. My lil advice for you, sis: Don't let daddy know that you've been not sleeping well here. Hehe. Another reminder for you: Remember to text me when you reach Uganda. I will miss you a lottt :(


All the "i love you" and "i miss you" SMSes have been circling around the Josephians lately. The lurrrve extended to and from the Levites, Manasseh-ians, Zebulunites, and the Isaacharians. Sweeeeeeet!! You never know how much all the SMSes mean to me. To be frank, my phones can't keep 100 texts but the ones 'specially from my dearest Lemo, Celina, Gloria, Pamela, Jameson, Agnes, Cherry, TC, David Jr, G... Ish! They're all in my phones since few months ago. Always re-re-read them. Bad idea to keep old texts but they aren't "old". The phone's out of space!!


.....


Sadly, I'm out of words. Sigh. Here's a cool picture out of my fav collection.

man! I just love this picture ;D
still wondering why Richard's jersey is in yellow




OMG!




I just found something "interesting" in my friend's Facebook. It really startled me.






What the heck? Should I care?





Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

(May 14th) When I Am in His Presence..

Anyone heard the explosion this morning?


The clouds clashed among themselves like a war broke out in the spiritual realm. It shook my heart. I looked at my phone and groaned. It was only 3.30am. The rain was pouring like mad! I pulled the blanket over my head and hugged my pillow. I felt so safe. That's what you will feel when you know that God always looks after you. Stuffs ran into my mind like no one's business. The news about Myanmar cyclone disaster which kills 220,000 (410,000 remain missing) and the 8.3 magnitude earthquake in China which kills 240,000 (some believed 750,000). I read the news saying that India gave warning to Myanmar 48 hours before the cyclone strikes the country. What had happened actually? If this warning is ignored, imagine when Jesus comes back for the 2nd time.. I really feel so sad that so many people lost their family and friends. Sigh. The rain kept on pouring. Then there was the thunder again. It stopped the rain for only a second then it continued...


Guess what? I slept for another 6 hours before I woke up with very tired fingers, pressing the buttons on Miss 3100... "MESSAGE SENT". Today, I woke up with mind fully focusing on Him. Agh! I feel so different today. So peaceful. So happy can get to keep in touch with my dear Pauline again. We certainly had a wicked girl chat few nights ago. Hoho! Talk about guys, God, and some other stuffs. Lovely evening it was. And my creds gone like the F1 cars as they race on the track in Sepang. I am wishing that I am able to get the Digi Bonus now. Need creds!

Not thinking about him.
Not thinking about my past 2 papers. But I still remember how shocked I was when I opened Business Law question paper.
Not thinking about the Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana which doesn't please me at all. That reminds me to strangle Lyndy when I see her.
Not thinking about him.
Not planning to go yam cha anymore. Sorry lar, Jun Hong.
Not planning to go town any days this week.
Not thinking of going to work. Wanna puke. Groan...
Not planning to eat anything starting tonight. Seriously, I am fat!
Not thinking about him.

Someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you,
Someday you'll miss me like I missed you,
Someday you'll say you need me like I needed you,
Someday you'll say you love me
But I won't love you.


Shut up, Fiona .. Really.





Figures taken from BBC.CO.UK

(May 3rd) Happy Tree Friends in Jesus

I've been smiling for the whole day now.


Miss Lyndy a.k.a Lilic Mama-chan would probably be saying, "Crazy ar? Smile smile. Nothing to do is it?" You can never guess how many times I grin in my working place. The reason? The bros and sis in Christ sent me encouraging SMSes. How can I not smile? I don't know how to thank God for their lives. They have been right beside me ever since day 1 in Hope Church.


I still can remember how I was brought to church. It was lunch time with Bro Abraham. He's a friend of mine since Foundation Year. We were in Student Publication Board together. And that time, all I know about him is... games games games! This guy always skip his classes and never studies for exam! Plus, he likes to talk a lot. I remember the time when we were in SFC with Nikki, we were "debating" over who's more powerful: the Prime Minister or the King. Of course he knows more than we do. Heh. He was so quiet during the lunch and I really can't stand the silence. C'mon, he likes talking. In his unbelievable faint voice, he said, "I'm a Christian."


"SERIOUS ar? Don't bluff me! Which church you go?"


"Hope."


"Hope?"


"Yea, Hope."


"*Never heard of the church before one*... Bring me go lar! I always want to go to a church. Since now you do go to church, I want to join." because I believe that this brother has made the right decision.


From the first care group to the first prayer meeting and to the first ever Sunday Service I went... everything has been written in His calender for me. The first plan He made is to bring me back from Cyberjaya. Successful. Then, He brought bro Paul to me. Successful but Failed to keep in touch. Then, it's bro Abraham. Successful. It's the Life Testimony that influences the people around us. Gotta admit that it was my heart problem that I kept avoiding bro Paul. Bad. God helped me to grow in Benjamin and within 2 months, I was brought into membership class and JDMM; discovering the struggling scenes behind just a care group... and hurtful moments.


As I continue to serve in Joseph (after 1st restructuring), I realized that being a member of a local church is not just having 100% attendance of every meetings. You've got to give your life to God, for the people in the care group, church, the lost souls... not forgetting the lovable ones under your care. Just like it is said, "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." in John 15:13. This verse means a lot to me. It's not just any 'statement' but I take it as a command. God loves us, that's why Jesus lay down His life for us.


I can tell you names of the people who are in the stage of "GIVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN IN AS MANY WAYS AS YOU CAN FOR AS LONG AS YOU CAN" [taken from David Jr]. The sacrificial hearts, the love, the care, the kindness, the faithfulness, the hope, the trust from the people...


Have left me breathless.


And kept me smiling.

Boleng teng jwa Modimo bo na le wena!

Current favourite:
Jesus's Blood (Hillsong United - More Than Life), Extravagant Worship & So Near (Lizzie Deane - Encounter Worship Vol. 1)

(May 2nd) Anyone Going?

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms*

So can't believe that I'm able to hear them sing Evermore, that's if I'm going..


But I wanna go... it's gonna be after all my exams and school break is during that time.. *taking a deep breath* Oh My God.











p.s: still wishing Hillsong London to come Malaysia ;)

(May 1st)

HAPPY LABOUR DAY, all!
* yes, I meant EVERYONE... ;)

I woke up early in the morning today. Very early. About 8am. I read the text msg from Jameson and replied him. Twice. This guy really needs encouragement. Then, about 8.30am, he called. To my surprise, he hadn't gone to bed since last night. Yikes!! How can he stay up so late? Oh yeah, the life of a pilot. Not able to get sleep at the proper time. Always having flights at 4am! Poor him. Yesterday he slept from 9am to 5pm. I can't stand that! Sleeping in the morning. Even sis Celina does that. So powerful :O ok, I went to work at 9.10am and arrived there before Sammi did *evil grin* I wore heels today and my foot is still aching. It's not new. It's the one I bought for Chinese New Year. Sighhhh..


Do you know the song, "EVERMORE" by Hillsong United? Man, I love that song so much! And guess what? Each time when the track comes up on the iPod, I'd put it at the highest volume. Why would I be that mad? It's all because of the... what do you call the beginning of the song? Ok, never mind. Just that. The beginning of the song is so amazing! Even when I heard it at the first time, I fell in love with it at once. The piano, the guitar, the bass, the drums... altogether... OMG! No words can describe how I feel for that part. Seriously good.


To be frank, I just love the opening. Not the whole song though ;)


Sobs. Got to go home now. It's getting late. Mum's gonna scold me. Am surfing the net using Gloria's pc in BBU. And she's sleeping next to me... till then...

O ITLHOKOMELE, peeps!
"that's TAKE CARE in Setswana"

(April 28th) Life is Like That

Hey peeps, how is your day so far?


Guess what? I thought my class is at 11am. But it's at 1pm. Sobs. Means I've to have lunch after 3pm. MAN! It's already last week of class and I am still so blur. God! Anyway, have so much free time now that I come online and read some stuffs. I went through some blogs and I definitely want to promote for them lar! Pretty good English. Pretty good sentences. Pretty good grammar... pretty good looking girls ;D


` Jaecy Wong
` Lei Yoon
` Jazzy Pam
` Mandy
` Sharon Wong
` Leonny *lovely pics!

p.s: don't need permission right? oops :P

(April 25th) Minutes to Lunch

Just came out from the library few minutes ago, finishing off last week's chapter of Research Methodology. It was the 2nd time going there. And actually stayed there for at least an hour. Phew. Checking Friendster now and Yahoo! Mail.. Hotmail.. Facebook.. Blogger.com.. Meebo.. Google (the Images page didn't work).. some site contains images and stuffs..


ARGH! CLASS! Hate Friday's classes because they start late.

p.s: I'm the one to blame for the schedule T_____________T

---------- PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLSSS BURNT TO DEATH ----------

An apartment of primary school girls (8-10 years old) in Uganda burnt down. It happened about 10pm when most of the students and teachers went to bed. The whole apartment! The girls tried to escape but 20+ of them died in the blazing hot scorching fire. Some of the girls tried to wake the others but it seems like an April Fool joke. One of the dorm's leaders who managed to escape went back inside the building to help her room mates. She went in again and again to help. Later on, no one saw her coming out. A body was found in a kneeling position. The people believed that she was praying, knowing there's no escape. Many believed that the previous headmaster is behind all this because the school staffs throw him out of the board.

(April 23rd) Taggies ;)

01. Do you believe in love at first sight??
` Used to believe in it, but found out that its... weird.


02. Where is the place(s) that you want to go the most?
` United Kingdom & Mongolia


03. Do you think all guys like football?
` Nope. Certainly not.


04. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
` God, who is the air that I breathe. Admit it, we don't create ourselves so it's impossible to believe there's no God :/


05. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
` Pay back everything I owe.


06. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
` Erk, did that many times. And God too ;)


07. Movies that I enjoy most?
` Lord of The Rings, and any movies that have Lindsay Lohan in it.


08. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
` Commitment


09. What annoy you the most?
` Erk, not replying sms when I ask something (unless out of kt)


10. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
` Hug or none.


11. Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a guy who is not that good looking but quite smart?
` Don't know. If God gives me the guy with both brains and looks, wow.. it'll be cool ;)


12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
` God, nothing else!


13. Will you join politics?
` Nope. Never.


14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
` When I've the $$


15. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
` My bad habit.


16. What's on ur mind right now?
` "Where's the class supposed to be?"


17. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
` Erm, the church vans got stolen.


18. What is the nicest moment that ever happened in ur life?
` Can't remember. But everyday has nice moments, even receiving SMS from a friend...


19. Do you believe that love can be everlasting?
` Of course! Only God's love is everlasting!


20. If you were to die tomorrow and you had a chance to spend your remaining hours with someone, who would it be?
` Ok, when I die, I'd meet Jesus. So, before I die, I'd spend my time with... my WHOLE family (dad, mum, sis, bros) and WHOLE family-In-Christ :)


21. Which you'd prefer to buy? Clothes or Shoes?
` Clothes! Lots of them ;)


22. What brand do you prefer for coffee?
` Starbucks. Love the coffee there. No idea why.


23. Nike or Adidas?
` Nike. Good designs!


24. If you've only 5 seconds more of your life to say something to someone, who would it be and what is it?
` Mum. "I'm Sorry and I Love You"


25. Would you prefer the beginning part of a movie or the ending?
` The ending. The happily-ever-after ending :D


26. Who you'd like to tag?
` Kidrock, Chen Ni, Mandy, Sharon, Jaecy, Le Rouge, Cholic and Alex.