Today, I felt like crying.
Yesterday as well.
You know, whatever I did this week... really break my heart.
I want to apologize to few people whom I really care...
To you:
I felt so bad after hearing what you say and I don't know how to be a friend. I could just listen to you and few days ago, I can't believe that I made you sad. I felt so horrible. I almost burst into tears when I get to know that you cried. I'm awfully sorry. I should just keep quiet. Keeping things to myself. I shouldn't have care too much! But you're a very good friend. And I hope that you will share your sadness with me. Though you are happy on the outside, I can always see the sadness in your heart. Hey, don't worry about anything :) things will be ok, alright? And thanks for the rides home. I appreciate our friendship a lot. Even though you said that I am not at fault but I felt that I am. I will make it up to you.
To you:
Imagine being alone at home, wishing that someone will care for me. End up, I feel so lonely and all emo. You know, sometimes I do want people to care for me. I don't mind getting SMSes every single day from you alone. I love you and you know it. Believe me, just a caring SMS from you will make my day. When I get to know the situation you're in right now, I felt so heart broken. I always thought that you have nothing to worry about but now, you have. It has been 2 weeks since I've not seen you. I wish to meet you. Hopefully you'll come back here...
To you:
I always have things to say to you but now, all I could say is, "Sorry." I hope our friendship will be restored back to where it was before. I really hope it will! The phone calls, the stories that we shared, the laughters we had... those are now memories :( it's very sad to know that we can't be as close as before. But hey, as long as you continue to serve God faithfully in church, our relationship will still remain OK till the end ;)
To you:
I am sorry that I couldn't help you in your problem. Whenever you share with me what you've gone through there, I really wish I could do something. I wish I can help you! I tried but all I get from you is a very insulting reply. I know that you're like that but I always feel hurt when you send me such SMSes thinking that I'm stupid. But hey, I've always said that God has plans in your life. Don't doubt about His work. Whatever I said makes sense. Although you may think I sound ridiculous but I sincerely want to help you out. Hope you'll forgive me for my silliness. I need your advice sometimes, but I am afraid to talk to you... I thought we're in the 2ways relationship. Lend me your shoulders sometimes, alright :)
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It's very hard for a sister of mine to be healed from her problems but I trust in the Lord that He will guide her to the right path. Hopefully God will restore her as soon as possible.. ARGH! So many things happen this few weeks. Really a testing time for me.. testing my patience.. Lord, guide me..
Yesterday as well.
You know, whatever I did this week... really break my heart.
I want to apologize to few people whom I really care...
To you:
I felt so bad after hearing what you say and I don't know how to be a friend. I could just listen to you and few days ago, I can't believe that I made you sad. I felt so horrible. I almost burst into tears when I get to know that you cried. I'm awfully sorry. I should just keep quiet. Keeping things to myself. I shouldn't have care too much! But you're a very good friend. And I hope that you will share your sadness with me. Though you are happy on the outside, I can always see the sadness in your heart. Hey, don't worry about anything :) things will be ok, alright? And thanks for the rides home. I appreciate our friendship a lot. Even though you said that I am not at fault but I felt that I am. I will make it up to you.
To you:
Imagine being alone at home, wishing that someone will care for me. End up, I feel so lonely and all emo. You know, sometimes I do want people to care for me. I don't mind getting SMSes every single day from you alone. I love you and you know it. Believe me, just a caring SMS from you will make my day. When I get to know the situation you're in right now, I felt so heart broken. I always thought that you have nothing to worry about but now, you have. It has been 2 weeks since I've not seen you. I wish to meet you. Hopefully you'll come back here...
To you:
I always have things to say to you but now, all I could say is, "Sorry." I hope our friendship will be restored back to where it was before. I really hope it will! The phone calls, the stories that we shared, the laughters we had... those are now memories :( it's very sad to know that we can't be as close as before. But hey, as long as you continue to serve God faithfully in church, our relationship will still remain OK till the end ;)
To you:
I am sorry that I couldn't help you in your problem. Whenever you share with me what you've gone through there, I really wish I could do something. I wish I can help you! I tried but all I get from you is a very insulting reply. I know that you're like that but I always feel hurt when you send me such SMSes thinking that I'm stupid. But hey, I've always said that God has plans in your life. Don't doubt about His work. Whatever I said makes sense. Although you may think I sound ridiculous but I sincerely want to help you out. Hope you'll forgive me for my silliness. I need your advice sometimes, but I am afraid to talk to you... I thought we're in the 2ways relationship. Lend me your shoulders sometimes, alright :)
It's very hard for a sister of mine to be healed from her problems but I trust in the Lord that He will guide her to the right path. Hopefully God will restore her as soon as possible.. ARGH! So many things happen this few weeks. Really a testing time for me.. testing my patience.. Lord, guide me..
2 say(s):
You sure sound like ur heart's burdened with lotsa things.... sadness, pity, remorse & even love. As humans, we sure can't be perfect and so, make mistakes. Meditate on 1 Cor 13. chao!!
thanks, David :)
well, God is really in control in my life and there's nothing I can do to thank Him except.. pleasing Him and doing His will..!
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