No one would believe that I scored A1 in Modern Math and A2 in Add Maths during high school. No one will when they see my MMU achievement. So much difference! My performance dropped every semester. It got so horribly, terribly, and uniquely low that it made me cry. I thought I can handle the Math problems since none of my classmates took Add Maths before. But I was wrong. They are quick to learn. And me? Too lazy to do tutorials. Too lazy to do revision.
God has said that if we do not use the gifting He blessed us, He will take it away from us to bless those who really want it.
Serves me right!
Sigh. Now its the time for me to go forth and fight for my CGPA! After having a longgggg leave, I began to feel a bit lazy. But with the mindset of getting 3.0 this semester, I will get there. It is amazing how God worked in my studies. Yesterday, after coming back from class I was so tired. I did my Finance Management 1 tutorial but I can't even write out the formula for the Time Value topic. I decided to take a nap. I did. The dreams came and they're all weird! When I got up, I was so fresh! I could feel my brains are functioning well. I felt wonderful atmosphere around me. Well, at least this time I can really concentrate in that topic. I studied a little and I do the tutorials. I even sang some Praise songs loudly and wow, I felt His presence and *gasps* I finished the questions (except the 2 questions which I don't understand). I was so happy when I did it.
Thank you, Lord for You blessed me with Wisdom and Strength!
I did not stop praising Him for the rest of the night. Then, when I got into my bed, I began to sing Worship songs. One of the reason was the Holy Spirit was moving in me. I had to pray for my godbro, Le Jie's health. He was sick terribly last night. His fever reached 41'C. Another reason is to practice for song leading. Well, I haven't got 'elected' to be the song leader but one day, Sis Pai Chet will put me in there ;)
Praise God for He is understanding. Praise God for He is gentle.
Praise God for He loves me for without Him, I will forever be unintelligent. Hehe.
After
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