(Nov 16th) Oh no, not again...

I was SO EXCITED to go back to study last week. I just can't believe that I am able to continue my studies! By the way, did anyone of you remember the post when I talked about how lucky I was on the first day?


Click here for full story. Believe me, it did not just end there.


In the Cyberpreneurship class, the students have to find a group consists of 10 people. Me and my friend, Hsiao Yee already found a group. Our group members are all Malay girls. They asked for our names, ID, and contact number. So, on Wednesday, the lecturer asked all of us to group together in our own groups. I was looking for the Malay girls but they were no where to be seen. My friend and I were getting worried. This is no time to play hide and seek. We have to hand over the list of group members to the lectuer on that day. I don't have the leader's contact number. Or her name! I was so stupid I didn't ask! So, we went to the front and looked at the other Malay girls but they have their own groups. I asked Mr Robert to make an announcement. But he did it as if he's auctioning some slaves off the stage. We were so embarrassed. And no one came to look for us!




They didn't attend the class. And I was clueless, hopeless, and helpless... again! I really don't know what to do! I looked everywhere till the class ended. NO ONE came for us. What can the lecturer expect us to do? He asked me to find the leader. But I did told him I don't even know her! I don't even know her name or her contact number. Or her ID! WHAT SHOULD I DO?


Today, I went to class at 2.40pm. I wasn't in the mood after receiving the email from Mr Robert. I walked slowly to CLCR2001. I was thinking so hard about it and I wanted the lecturer to understand my situation. But all I can do is just email him the full details and let God handle this problem. When I finally climbed up the 4 flights of stairs, I walked straight to the classroom. But, I got another heart attack. WHO IS THAT FEMALE LECTURER? Oh God. Not again! I looked at the timetable and noticed that my class supposed to be in CLCR2001! I went to look at another classes...




The lecturer was in CLCR2003. OH LORD! WHAT HAD GONE WRONG? When I told Sis Shin Jie about what had happened and asked for some guidance, she scolded me. I felt so hurt! I was in the emotional state and thinking of dropping the subject!


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I didn't plan to drop the subject. I asked the lecturer to put me in any groups which still have vacancies.

5 say(s):

Anonymous said...

That explains why u were not really urself during pm.. u were trying so hard 2 be cheerful.. sigh.. I wish I had known on tym 2 cheer u up but I didn't... It's never late 4 God 2 turn around ur situation.. In everything, give thanks.. k? I wish I could trust my words too but I can't comletely do so.. Datz y u're different 4rm me.. I guess u've learnt a key lesson 4rm this afterall... Take care & Godspeed... chao!!

Anonymous said...

"And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."
The Apostle Paul (2 Corinthians 3:18, NIV)


I read how, "A few years ago a group of salesmen went to a regional sales convention in Chicago. They had assured their wives that they would be home in plenty of time for Friday night's dinner. In their rush, with tickets and briefcases, one of these salesmen inadvertently kicked over a table which held a display of apples. Apples flew everywhere. Without stopping or looking back, they all managed to reach the plane in time for their nearly missed boarding."


All but one.... He paused, took a deep breath, and experienced a twinge of compassion for the girl whose apple stand had been overturned.


"He told his buddies to go on without him, told one of them to call his wife when they arrived at their home destination and explain his taking a later flight. Then he returned to the terminal where the apples were all over the terminal floor."


"He was glad he did."


The 16-year-old girl was totally blind! She was softly crying, and helplessly groping for her spilled produce as the crowd swirled about her, no one stopping and no one to care for her plight.


"The salesman knelt on the floor with her, gathered up the apples, put them back on the table and helped organize her display. As he did this he noticed that many of them had become battered and bruised; these he set aside in another basket."


When he had finished, he pulled out his wallet and said to the girl, "Here, please take this $40 for the damage we did. Are you okay?" She nodded through her tears. He continued on with, "I hope we didn't spoil your day too badly."


"As the salesman started to walk away, the bewildered blind girl called out to him, 'Mister....' He paused and turned to look back into those blind eyes. She continued, 'Are you Jesus?'


"He stopped in mid-stride, and he wondered. Then slowly he made his way to catch the later flight with that question burning in his soul: 'Are you Jesus?'"


:) :) :) "Dear God, I am available, please use me to be 'as Jesus' in some way today to every life I touch, and grant that they, seeing Jesus in me, will want you for themselves. Thank you for hearing and answering my prayer. Gratefully in Jesus' name, amen."

Anonymous said...

Aiyoo girl. Why you always enter the wrong class. Be more focus ya. Print out ur timetable & put it in ur file. In case you're not sure which class you're suppose to go, you can check it out instantly instead of rushing to the CITS lab (-__-)"

Cheer up ^^

Mme Tshiamo said...

nikki ... SOBS SOBS

I did print out my timetable. But I wrote wrongly! 2 classes! Wrong class T________________T how awesome isn't it?

Anonymous said...

Keep up the good work.


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