.. lovely lovely March ..
+[[ kisses and hugs to all March-ies ]]+
+[[ kisses and hugs to all March-ies ]]+
I'd like to wish Ann a very happy birthday!
Although I sent her SMS and a testimony in Friendster, I feel like I want to go out celebrate with her. But she's in Cyber while me in Malacca. It is really upsetting that you can't celebrate birthdays with your close friends. Anyway, her friends over there have already make her day and I am happy that she's no longer very sick.
Someone said that I am a weird girl. He didn't give a strong backup for that but his intuition tells him that. I think he is the one who is weird. Well, I asked him many times in which area that he thinks I am weird. He has no idea. I have no idea! But... I began to felt that my attitude is changing slowly. Do you know what? I used to be very quiet and lonely during secondary school. Don't believe eh? My close friends can tell you that. I don't mix a lot with my classmates unless I knew them like for a few years. But when I get to MMU, I began to change rapidly. I spoke to strangers and made friends with them. And I always ate lunch with my friends and doing stuffs together.
But... I am not like that anymore. Since I joined classes that are not at the same time as my other friends, I began to be very lonely. Not lonely in the sense that I have friends no more. It means that I am walking to classes alone, going to shops alone, going to lab alone etc. And to add the lonely-ness in me, I get very quiet. You can see me keeping quiet in classes until someone speaks to me first. I don't talk much with people I don't really know. I just prefer to stay quiet.
I told Stephanie that I am like that now. And she began to asked me alot of questions. Haha. She asked about my friends whom I hung out with, about lunch time, etc. And I answered all of them. I just say I'm too lazy to walk to the cafeteria to have lunch or to chat with my friends. Most of the time, I'd hang out in the lab or go home. You won't see me walking about in campus with a few girls sticking next to me. But if you ever see me walking with a few friends, that would be my groupmates.
Being alone in wherever you are.. don't you think it's nice?
It also means that being single is fun :] The proof, me!
Being alone in wherever you are.. don't you think it's nice?
It also means that being single is fun :] The proof, me!
Do you call that w.e.i.r.d?
p.s: Happy Birthday to Ben from Benjamin CG in advance :] (04/03)
Upcoming birthdays:
Sullivan Alex Tan, Pei Pei - 08th
Deepa, Joyce Tan - 11th
Ming Ling - 12th
Ai Fen - 15th
David Lai - 16th
Simpson - 19th
Radikah, Pai Chet - 20th
Wendy Chua - 25th
Siau Yen - 26th
Parveen - 30th
Bankrupt Day - 31st
3 say(s):
Gal ... i hear ya sadness , i wish i cud be there for u like old times , wish we cud be hanging out always ... i am sorry situation made it for you to study there and me here , and thank you always for being there for me in my time of need , and thank you for the wishes to :) always be the person whom i meet you for HAPPY GO LUCKY WITHOUT ANY WORRISOME IN YOU DEAR .. love ann
Hmm, as for me, I really hate being alone. It's not that I can't do things alone and on my own. I prefer to have company. Because I love conversations and company. Sure, sometimes I enjoy being alone and having some 'me' times, but MOST of the times, I love company.
aww, Ann :]
thanks for dropping by :] love ya!
jazzy, haha, yea, i know you enjoy being with someone :P but most of the time i'd like to be alone lor. why ar? hm, something's wrong with me already as what some people said :P
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