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(Sept 29th) The Obsession

I AM
FALLING
IN LOVE
WITH
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COOKIES

YES, you read it right.
I had fallen in love with cookies. Not just any cookies but...

The fine taste of these fine cookies just melts my heart. I can't stop myself from getting obsessed with fine cookies. Once I had the fine cookie in my mouth, I love it at once. It is an expensive fine cookie but it's worth your RM. I could finish the whole packet in one day! I shared it with my mates and they think that the fine cookies are super delicious. I even recorded a video of them enjoying the super delicious cookies.

Go pamper yourself with these fine cookies for only RM9.90 in Jusco!

Note:
upcoming post would be all about Bible Conference and also the Mooncake Festival!

(Sept 17th) Love You

The moment I saw you there, I smiled,
But I stopped when I saw a cigarrette between your fingers,
I don't want to believe that it was you, standing there,
You turned your back and looked at the mirror,
Tidying your hair and also putting the cigarette to your lips,
I saw your eye... don't know if someone hit you,
I wished I could do something at that moment...

I don't know what to say to you,
I hoped I could ask you to stop immediately,
But I guess guys wouldn't hear me,
When I got into the cafe, my heart started to cry,
Tears rolled down my cheeks but you didn't see them...

I wished I could turn back time when you and I were still friends,
When you smiled happily,
When I could be there to protect you always,
Don't want to be in the pain I felt before,
If I only can be myself...

I'll love you more than ever

(Sept 15th) So Far So Good

So far...

I have been praying to God everyday asking for protection over my family. I have been keeping in touch with a special guy, David Harbor; my wonderful godbro; Le Jie, and a very best friend; Danny Chan. I gave hugs to my workmate; Ah Mei and mama Lyndy. I have been talking to Abraham more than before. I hear what I ought to know about people and I began to understand them better. I never fail to bully the two Quality part time workers; Wei Tong and Harry 'Potter'. I can't stop smiling when Hui Wen came to Tesco because of Xiao Qiang who is working there. I got Chocolate Ice Cream from Mr Ong who actually didn't owe me one. I didn't receive any annoying calls and texts from people.

So good...

I spoke Mandarin with most of the people there so that I can improve my mother tongue. I had improved in my 'chairperson' ability (remarks from Benjamites, thank you). These days, I couldn't resist throwing clothes into washing machine. I have been eating a lot and hoping that I won't face any gastric anymore. By the way, my cough's getting better! Surprisingly, I found myself obeying my mother's rule about getting home by 12am. And I started to fall asleep right after 11.40pm. Another surprise is... I have been offered to start a new care group with Abraham! So happy lar!

One last news; Danny Chan (18) is actually my childhood friend! Well, I just found out few days ago. He remembered my whole family plus the history. I was surprised! I couldn't remember who he was. His memory really good. I was excited that I couldn't stop smiling when I browsed through my old photo album... if it wasn't for him who actually talked to me first, we wouldn't have this friendship.

note:

My mother and Danny talked so much. They talked about the stuffs which I don't even remember. Sigh. I do hope God will restore those memories to me :)

(Sept 4th) Facts

8 Random Facts about Me

1) Each player must post these rules first. 2) Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. 3) People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. 4) At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. 5) Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog

I am fat...
when I am 55kg (oh, I am 57kg now) .

I always dream to be an actress...
but I got so shy even acting right in front of my own group mates. sigh.

I love chocolate...

because it's every girls' love.

I love to eat...
when I am 55kg

I hate to exercise...
because it'll make me to eat more! argh!

I love shopping...
because I get new stuffs and feel brand new! hehe!

I love to work...
because of its stress. hey, it's better than to sit at home and laze around.

I love Nokia 6280, not 6288...

although they looked alike and have the same functions, the Nokia 6280 design is more glam' and it's so Finyx style ;)

BlOG'RS TAGGED:

DAVID, ALEX, CHEN NI, STEPHANIE, KIDROCK, CHAZZIE, CHOLIC, NIMRA

(Sept 1st) Sigh.

I am not supposed to come online today.

I am not supposed to come out with Danny.

I am not supposed to work today (changed of plans already).

I am not supposed to be SO FREE today.

And...
I am not supposed to miss the ride to JB this morning!!!!

I did put the alarm at 4am. I did wake up by then. I did look at the time.

And I turned it off. Sigh. I was so tired and I don't know why the alarm rang. Sigh. I woke up right after I heard the car's hon. Sigh. I was so upset! I wished I could make them to wait. But it's not a good thing to do. After all, I don't think the brother who is driving would want to wait that long. He called and I told him that I am not feeling well. I had cough.

I want to go to JB by bus after that. But I realized that I don't have enough cash with me. Sigh. I wanted to go with my mum to her work place but end up, my back hurts and my eyes couldn't open. Sigh. I wanted to follow someone out.

Thanks to Danny.
He accompanied me. Haha! He has to hear my rantings, my cries...

I feel so lost when I missed the ride. I mean, the Benjamites are there. And I am not. Sigh. I didn't see Sis Shin Jie for a very, very long time. Same goes to Khai Lyn, Abraham, Wee Kiat, Eunice, Jennifer, Charleson, and also the others. David Harbor, you too! Ben and Julian, I met you guys twice yesterday. Hehe.

I AM MISSIN' YOU GUYS ALREADY!

(Aug 31st) The Love For Her

As I drove out from my house to work, I listened to the radio. I heard that the DJs were all excited about Malaysia's 50th Independence Day which falls on August 31st. The radio station created some programmes that got to do with our National Day such as 50 hours of JJ and Rudy "The Breakfast Crew" on Hitz.fm. It's insane because we're going to listen to their omg-so-funny-lar jokes for 50 hours! Well, I'll stop grumbling since Malaysians love them a lot. I don't feel any joy celebrating that VID (that's Very Important Day). All I could think of is my salary. How un-patriotic. I am without income for a month already. What else should I think?

I passed the bridge near the General Hospital. I saw 2 huge printed flag nailed on the side of the bridge, this year's emblem and also the pictures of our previous and current Prime Ministers. I was truly impressed. Two weeks ago, the people from my housing district hung some little flags on strings around the entrance part. The young kids put on big flags with pole at the back of their bicycles and went around the neighbourhood 'promoting' our National Day. I don't feel like they're annoying us with the ringing and shouting. I wanted to respond but I held my hand back. Shy lar.

I saw many cars on the road when I walked out of Tesco. It was as if they're just returning home from work. Recently, I got lost in time. Please forgive me for I was a bit slow. I got so eager suddenly. I wanted to go to see the firecrackers! I want to participate in the event! I want to shout "Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!"

My uncle picked me up. I watched the people around me, together with their family, going to celebrate a great event together. The people from a racing club went around making noises with their bikes. The cars filled the places everywhere. The police were on duty to keep the traffic go efficiently. The little kids play with the sprinkling water in MPMBB Park. Their parents chatting with each other about where they were long, long time ago when our first Prime Minister declared our country’s freedom.

My neighbourhood was very serene and shadowy when I arrived home. I saw a young boy cycling around alone with no flag on his bike. I entered my house and locked the gate. My mum was at work while my brother was sleeping. I got on my bed and doze off the minute the sky was filled with cheers and explosions.

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia!